I LOVE singing, dancing, acting, chilling with mates, MSN, shopping, meeting new people.... LOADS of things really!! I've recently started learing Tarot! The afterlife and all things linked to it has always fascinated me :D Pretty random, but i LOVE bags!!! I must buy 1 every 2 weeks at least :PIm always writing...! Songs, poems, making my own quotes...
Below are a few words ive put together:
Life is what you want it to be,
Not anyone elses idea of living.
Follow your heart and be that person inside of you,
Never let anyone else stand in the way.
If you believe greatly in something it will come true,
Like the memories of knowing whats happening to you.
Im a stranger in my own world,
Dreaming of good times.
In my eyes i see one thing,
And in my heart another.
I need to come back to reality,
Forget what i feel,
It just isnt me.
Then again comes the question...
Who am i..?
ALL of the Eastenders Cast, as ive been a fan of the show since i was 4 years old!! Never miss an episode, if im out i tape it!! I respect the actors themselves, not just as their character on the show as its a profession i'd like to get into :)
I like most music, but cant stand listening to real 'heavy' bands. My fave artists are: Kelly Clarkson, Greenday, Carolyn Owlett, Robbie, Natasha Hamilton, Anastacia, Liz McClarnon, Sum 41, The Faders, Panic at the Disco, The Veronica's, Michelle McManus, P!nk, PussyCat Dolls, Usher, Kelly Llorenna, FallOut Boy... and LOADS more
Movies are a MUST! I like every kind...! Comedies when having a girly night in, Horrors when ya wana scare yaself to death LOL Disney will always be in my heart. My all time fave movies are: Dirty Dancing, The Green Mile, American Pie (1,2 and 3), Poltergeist (all), Pirates of the Caribbean (johnny mmmm), Spongebob (lmao), Beauty and the Beast, The Little Mermaid (awww im a big kid really), The Exorcism Of Emly Rose
EASTENDERS is my main addiction, ive been watching it for 16 years, it first aired the year i was born, unfortunately i wasnt born till 9 months after it started!! I also love to watch Will and Grace, Friends, Hollyoaks, Desperate Housewives, Most Haunted. This is where i admit to being hooked to reality tv shows...!
I read a lot of books that are based on true stories... Celeb autobiographies are a must read as well!!
Anyone that has succeeded in life, along with lots of actors/actresses that i admire :)
My soulmate, Nate (Nathan). Wherever you are now, you will always be a part of me, my love is stronger than ever
Thinking about you each day, but, oh how i miss you,
time racing past but im still so blue
You set my heart alight with every breath you took,
We talked, laughed and cried, we understood each other,
My feelings for you grow stronger day by day....
Our friendship meant the world to me,
It was the closest thing i had to loving you,
To feel our hearts beat as one, never knowing when this time would end.
Now you've gone, been taken from this world and put somewhere special.
I never got the chance to tell you how i felt,
You dont know how much i hate myself for that.
Each day goes by and i miss you more and more.
My life feels empty thinking about how we could have been,
I cry
The tears keep coming and never seem to stop,
Although im not strong enough to express this physically,
In my minds eye, im in pain, all my sadness shown inside me
I cant let you go, dont want to lose you,
Dont see myself living in this world without you.
Please dont leave me, i Love You
Thinking of the good times,
Brings out a smile.
Dreaming of you here,
Close to me for a while.
Listening to sounds of laughter,
Remembering the fun.
Hating how its over,
Your life on earth is done.
Oh to go back in time,
The past few years.
Imagine how we could be,
I cant hold back the tears.
Coming up to the year,
Time is flying by.
Feelings of sadness and regret,
I reach towards the sky.
How can i cope without you,
Just want you near to hold.
Still opening my heart and soul,
This love feels ever so cold.
My life in his hands, through no choice of mine,
His thoughts and my thoughts, he whispers all will be fine.
All I have is inner strength, no-one but him around,
Im praying, praying to be found
Remaining silent, weak and slow, strong and fast,
Not long to go, I may never last
Im holding, holding onto past happiness,
Wishing I was back there again.
Hes holding, holding onto me,
Smiling while he causes pain,
Oh please, tell me where has my smiling face gone
What world is he in, he couldn’t be lost,
His feelings are true, doesn’t he think of the cost.
Taking away my own smile, while he is still beaming,
See his eyes sparkling and gleaming
Remaining silent, weak and slow, strong and fast,
Not long to go, I may never last
Im holding, holding onto past happiness,
Wishing I was back there again.
Hes holding, holding onto me,
Smiling while he causes pain,
Oh please, tell me where has my smiling face gone
Head is a daze, can feel my mind spinning,
Round and round, I just cant bear to see him winning.
His voice against my own, louder and louder we go,
Hes feeling high, im feeling low
Remaining silent, weak and slow, strong and fast,
Not long to go, I may never last
Im holding, holding onto past happiness,
Wishing I was back there again.
Hes holding, holding onto me,
Smiling while he causes pain,
Oh please, tell me where has my smiling face gone.