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The greatest of love stories are made by their outcomes, ours has yet to be written

About Me


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What can I really say here without thinking that it's just meaningless filler that will be past over by most eyes of the cyber-wanderers out there?
I am an artist, which makes me standoff-ish, eccentric, and obsessive compulsive at times.
I know how to push away the things that are most important to me and never look back, but still wish to be loved.
I have seen and traveled the world more than most people.
I know the pain of being alone and have stood at the edge of death more than once.
I am extremely good at building things (but not in a hot sweaty construction worker sort of way).
I am a ninja.
I am told I have an amazing vocabulary, but I don't like to over-saturate my writing with unnecessary banter.
I am very detail oriented, meaning I notice EVERYTHING. I hate this ability, and try to not talk about it. It's convenient to just pretend you forgot or weren't paying attention.
If I think you are stupid or wrong, in most cases I won't tell you, I will simply smile and nod.
I believe that real-world life experience is the most valuable kind of knowledge.
I am drug free.
But I am an admitted recovering RedBull addict.
I like to fight, but usually with gloves on.
Do not mistake my kindness for stupidity and think you can get away with it.
You can insult me all you want, I've been called worse by better... so don't bother.
Fall for you? Easy, make me laugh when I am sad, make me feel normal when I am clearly not, stay when I want you to leave, talk softly when I am yelling, don't ignore me when I am angry or crying, don't ever earn my trust only to abuse the privilege. Love me for who I was, Who I am, and what I am destined to become. I am good at what I do, but never make me just your f*ck puppet.
I plan on living forever, so far so good.
I used to be indecisive, but now I am not so sure...
I used to be a twin, never met him, but I feel I miss him.

Bei


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My Blog

Hawaii 2009 / My Birthday

Hawaii was AMAZING! It takes like a whole damn day to get there... 5 hours behind us...I can't sleep, jetlag, whatever...They thought I was a local, which makes me happy because I am half, and I have ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Sep 2009 04:21:00 GMT

Caught Cheating...

It's one thing to get caught cheating... but this video is seriously fucked up... I wouldn't put up with this type of behavior at all!I've had some interesting relationship situations, but this takes ...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 13:12:00 GMT

I'm on a Boat


Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 10:27:00 GMT

EMO alphabet

I didn't write this, but it's still a laugh and a half! --The EMO alphabet-- A- is for "Alone" and always complaining you are just that. Also see "Attention Seeker" B- is for "Bitch" because that's ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 20:42:00 GMT

Thank you...

...thank you to my friends for showing your appreciation for what I do today, it really made me smile, and as a result I had a great day. In fact, today was fantastic on so many levels. Again, thank ...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 23:01:00 GMT

Journal Test

Click here to see it   please leave feedback and tell me what you think! I still have some bugs to work out.... but overall I like it! -bei
Posted by on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 13:03:00 GMT

Emo RANT

Yes, people have ranted about emo before, but this is MY rant. This is long overdue, but seeing "My Chemical Romance" poison Late Night With Conan Obrien is the straw that broke the camel's back. This...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 07:54:00 GMT

Whoever is trying to hack me

I'm onto your failed log-in attempts bitch. Don't try to hack an ex-hacker dumbass.
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 12:51:00 GMT

One more disaster I can add to my generous supply...

Fucking camera broke... but not entirely unusable. The stupid flash bracket where you hot-seat the speedlight broke off... so now when I go to work Imma have to hold the flash on the camera to make s...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Jan 2006 11:31:00 GMT

New Years Eve

Here I sit on new years eve, Alone in a quiet empty house. The smell of work is on my sleeve, And my roommates have already gone out. My girl's gone out of town, I sit here and think of days past. Li...
Posted by on Sat, 31 Dec 2005 23:56:00 GMT