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~*Betrayed By Our Fathers, We Are Sheep To The Slaughter*~

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Porcelain and the Tramps ~ I Feel Perfect
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For all the assholes and hatters out there that think they are better then everyone... Think about who YOU are... to me your know one and this says it all...
"While You Try To Overcome The Lesson Makeing The most Of Those Questions That Just Keeps Me Guessing I..m Looking Longer, Harder, Further Than I Ever Have Solitude Breaking Me Down You Always Seemed Glad To Put Yourself And Stick Me In That little Pit Personal Growth As A child That Mattered Not A Bit Then I Became The Member That You Hated Most Disrespecting The Father, Son, And Holy Ghost A Small Example Of What The Things You..ve Done To Me Have Changed In My Life And Changed The Things I can be, a memory"
Now On to more about me..
Is my name is Belynda AKA B~Luv, Im 21 years old... iv live in louisville my whole life... As u can see, i have a boyfriend, who i love with all my heart... I plain on being with him for the rest of my life... I want to have children some day... Um, i go to sullivan... No not for cooking eather... But im starting to think, thats what i sould be here for, other then computers.... I like to have fun... Party, drink, i did smoke, but not anymore... Something im happy to have gotten out of... I did cut myself but i stopped that when i found i have something more then wantin to bleed all the time... (Thanx Josh) i have 3 tattoos and 15 body piercings TEE HEEE... Iv worked at the baxter Ave. Morgue for 3 years...
Um, i really dont know what else to say about yself... Im really fun to hang out with anymore... im tryin to change the way i look at things, but sometimes its a lil hard when some poeple hate you... Look at my face, do i look like i care???? Noone can take away what i have and what i have found, and thats true love... I thought about leaving Louisville, but not so much anymore... i couldnt leave my sister and my friends... I love you all... I LOVE YOU JOSH
My Little Sister Ashley
My friends... Something guyz, will never change
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Just A Little more about me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Belynda
Birthday: May 30th 1985
Birthplace: Louisville
Current Location: Louisville
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: Changes all the time... Birth color brown
Height: about 5'5 I really wouldnt know
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: German, Irish and a little bit of Indian. There's no tellin whats on my dads side... LOL
The Shoes You Wore Today: ADIDAS LOL love them to death
Your Weakness: Love, is a weakness... LOL that ones for U Lauren.. Really, i only have one and im not tellen. U'd have to ask if you wanna know.
Your Fears: LOL i dont know. Having to have another Sugary ....
Your Perfect Pizza: lol i like mushrooms best
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To make Gold club at work. But thats not goin to happen. But ill work my ass off for it.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i dont know. i havnt IM'ed anyone in a long time.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn, i have to work.LOL
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes i guess
Your Bedtime: LOL i work nights, so anytime after 6am
Your Most Missed Memory: Being with my grandfather... RIP
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: EKKKK i dont eat fast food much anymore
Single or Group Dates: group some times. i have to be in to mod to be around a big group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neather
Do you Smoke: Hell no.. I would die from it.. LOL
Do you Swear: Try not to
Do you Sing: Yes and good at it.
Do you Shower Daily: Yesssssssssssssssssss
Have you Been in Love: Yesssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you want to go to College: Been there done that
Do you want to get Married: Yes....
Do you belive in yourself: Yess
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Are you a Health Freak: Kinda... I like to stay around 130 lbs or less
Do you get along with your Parents: Well. my dad, i dont know he's never around. My mom someitmes yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yeah but it wasnt much
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Not in a long time. And ill never do them again
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Iv been with the same guy for 3 years.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
In the past month have you been on Stage: NOOOOOOOOO
In the past month have you been Dumped: NOOOOOOOOOOOO
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: LOL man talk brings back Memorys... Lauren!!!!!!!!!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No thats bad
Ever been Drunk: LOL Yeah more then i sould have been
Ever been called a Tease: kinda
Ever been Beaten up: Do mosh pits count
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: Not right now
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Never thouhgt about it
What country would you most like to Visit: German. Home of half of my family
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue/Green
Favourite Hair Color: dirty blond
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: about 5'6 or 6'
Weight: about 170 i guess its all in how they work out
Best Clothing Style: anything
Number of Drugs I have taken: to many to cound, but my Doc gave them to me for normal reasons
Number of CDs I own: more then 250
Number of Piercings: 16. 13 are in my ears... LOL
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I can say i only regret one thing. And its really nothin' to regret. It was the best thing that happend to me. I was able to not be a baby when talkin to that person... LOL but the after math wasnt so good. But its bitchs like them that make me who i am today. not scared to speak my mind and to get teh guts to talk to any guy now, no matter how cute. LOL How do i think i landed Josh?
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Porcelain and the Tramps
My Leftovers lyrics
Your havin a midlife crisis tying to get where I've been Well if you want 'em that bad Ms.V You can have 'em So when you see me comin You better back down Cause I've been waitin to smack you aroundOh I don't hold my breath And I don't hold my tounge And I know that you know that I don't back down To no one To no one (repeat)Chorus: Oh you should've stayed home You should've known better Yet I melt in your mouth like liquid sugar. You thought you were gonna throw it back in my face But tell me how do my leftovers tasteWith all your plastic surgery you still think that your 20 Well honey you'll never look half good as me It would take a lot more money You can't keep your legs closed Your cheap and disturbing And you wonder why your still single and past 30.Oh I don't hold my breath And I don't hold my tounge And I know that you know that I don't back down To no one To no one (repeat)(Chrous)How do my leftovers taste Tell me did you lick my plate oooooo. How do my leftovers tasteOh I don't hold my breath And I don't hold my tounge And I know that you know that I don't back down To no one To no one (repeat)(Chrous x2)Tell me how do my left overs taste.(x3)
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Just Another song for you guyz....
Surviving Thalia
Taking A Stand
In the shadows of our lives, it hides its ugly face (impartial to the ones at stake) Between the red cells and the white, an imbalance causes pain (it left us lost and cast away) We take a stand in our lives... Visions of you pass through my mind, how your smile could light the way (through the dark clouds and the rain) It's not fair to lose the lives of such a pure and sweet embrace (a mother's love, a cousin's faith) But there's no future, in our lives... (say hello to heaven for me, I couldn't stand to watch you suffer) But there's no future, we take a stand in our lives... Mother can you hear me now, I have something that I must say (I've lost another close to me) Mom and Dad stand by her side as the cancer takes her away (but she'll peace in eternity) One day the ground will crack and break free We all dream to escape our settings No one can ever take our memories Rise up with open arms, embrace me. WE'LL TAKE A STAND IN ARE LIVES.www.survivingthalia.com

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I love music and goin to shows... Also i like hangout with my friends and getten drunk... TEE HEE iv gone back to bein a very bad gurl... HE HE

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My kind of ring... Size 7... No im not thinkin anything Josh!!!!!!!... ?:-) ::Rolls Eyes:: LOL

FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES
"Autumns Monologue"

Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me. But I'm nothing so good no, I'm nothing... just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence, of love, and of sorrow. I beg for just one more tomorrow! Where you'd hold me down, fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.I'd break in two over you I'd break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life! But you don't see me. You dont.Here I'm pinned between darkness and light, bleached and blinded by these nights. Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn by you, visions of you, then you're gone. The shock bleeds the red from my face, when i hear someone's taken my place. How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel? When all, all that i did was for you...I'd break in two over you I'd break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life! But you dont see me. You don't.I'd break in two over you I'd break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life! But you don't see me. You don't.I'd break in two over you, I'd break in two over you! Over you I'd break in two, I would break in two for you. Now you see me, now you don't. Now you need me, now you don't.

"Short Stories With Tragic Endings"

Here you stand seething with guilt. Silence only justifies this act of cowardice. The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness, The one thing that I cannot give.(Did you ever see that one person And the way they do these things And it hurts you so much it's like choking choking choking Down the embers)I can give you freedom from your guilt, With a flick of my wrist onto yours. I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile. I can give you death with the look upon my face.This is your freedom in a life of fallacy, With no last kiss and no regrets; You don't deserve good bye. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy, With no last kiss and no good bye.Here you stand seething with guilt. Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss. No story book ending for this fairy tale of you. Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person, And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much? So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment. And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is A reminder of what I'll never have I'll never have... I'll never... Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. But this table for one has become bearable. I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you. Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much? So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. And you let this one person come down, come down. I cherish you... I cherish you. Just say you would do the same for me. Just say you would do the same for me. Say you would do the same... Just say you would do the same for me. For as much as I love Autumn, I'm giving myself to Ashes.)

"Take Her To The Music Store"
You break my heart into a thousand pieces and you say it's because I deserve better?" [Joey, "Dawson's Creek" - Season 4 - "Promicide"]Emotionless grey skies bleed somber dreams of sorrow Blackened unseen heart tears a virgins godlike innocence from its pristine palace Paint sarcastic smiles upon new wounds Tears of misery stain scar filled minds Hatred new like tomorrow flows from bitter memories Purity now embraced by sinful ideals why Lifeless tomb rests weary with prowling peering eyes Silence falls upon deaf ears covered by night Alone in thought, shaking Biting tongues of lead at unfit moments Screaming disbelief with no faith in site(and her disgust has no borders, no limits to strive for, she bends and breaks to the rules set by the weak)She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop the world Stolen her skin he sews her mouth shut, means nothing to him, her screams just die out As she cries out here voice dies out As she cries out her voice dies out Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands Was it asked for? Was it implied? What could have been done? Inside her mind dies.

"The After Dinner Payback"

I'm not wishing anymore I'm not writing songs for you I sleep better in the dark I'm not doing this for youThis is because of you I don't believe Tongue tied an institute of my relief You're my, my reason to shame (my reason to shame)I'm not wishing anymore I'm not writing songs for you I sleep better in the dark I'm not doing this for youThis is because of you I don't believe Tongue tied an institute of my reliefOne wish that this is over You are all I waste today (discarded worthless throw it away)Will it tear you apart? Will it? Will it tear you apart?(When I turn and walk away abandon, its not worth the effort When Stalling means Too fucking scared to create abandon, its not worth the effort When stalling and too scared)One wish that this is over You are all I waste today (discarded worthless throw it away)Will it tear you apart? Will it? Will it tear you apart?When I turn and walk away I'm not holding onto this I'm not wasting words on you I sleep alone in spite of it I'll do anything for youThis is because of you I feel relief Tongue tied to investigate what I believe You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)I'm not holding onto this I'm not wasting words on you I sleep alone in spite of it I'll do anything for youThis is because of you I feel relief Tongue tied to instigate what I believe You're my, my reason to blame (my reason to blame)

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"Beginning of the End lyrics"
The irritation we're pretending not to show has replaced the motivation that I had not long ago.I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you forget it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you resent it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you regeret it. I, I don't ever wanna be never wanna be never wanna be.Chorus: It's the beginning of the end I don't know where we lost control. It's the beginning of the end and I know that I am all alone.Interogation has replaced the trust we had. Your misguided accusations helping me to turn my back.I know that I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you divide it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you deny it. I, I don't ever wanna be the one to make you deprive it. I, I don't ever wanna be never wanna be never wanna be.Chorus: It's the beginning of the end I don't know where we lost control. It's the beginning of the end and I know that I am all alone.I though that we would find our way. I thought our lives would be okay. I thought that you believed in me. But now it seems so far away.The life the knew before is gone. There is no compromising. The life you save will be your own. To find your inner senses. (x3)Chorus(x2): It's the beginning of the end I don't know where we lost control. It's the beginning of the end and I know that I am all alone.
I Write Sins, Not Tragedies
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I WANNA ROCK!!!!
Home Grown
Chillin' with friends at a OTEP/FLAW show... Hot Action Cop

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KoRn
Type O Negative
Mudvayn
From Autumn To Ashes
Kittie
OTEP
Dope
40 Below Summer
OTEP
Ozzy

~*Local Bands I Like: From Within, FLAW, Outspokes(rip), Dayz Of The New, Blyss, Static/divide before they became (intheclear), Rampant (rip), Deadsun,(not from here, but who cares) Institution, Lust4Hate, After The Fall, Silent-Q, V-MOB (rip), Evil Engine..9, Small Town Drama, FilthPorn, My Own Victim (rip), Incursion 502, Factor9, Five People, False, Tornacade, Tantric, MSD, Doubting The Ovious, One With Misery, Phantom, LayLow, Hot Action Cop, Primer 55(rip), Crazy Train, Execrate (rip), Hallowtide, Jefferson Co Drunktank, Kallus, Phrail, Sara Tonen (rip), 7 day sun, SEN(rip).. Lots More

~*Signed Bands I Like: Type O Negative, OTEP, KoRn, FLAW, Outspoken, Days Of The New, Tantric, Linkin Park, System Of A Down, Blindside, OZZY, Factory 81, 40 Below Summer, Posion The Well, 12 Stones, Adema, Cold, Good Charlotte, 3 Doors Down, A Perfecit Circle, Disturbed, Dope, Everlast, Earshot, Evenesence, From Autumn To Ashes, Jack Off Jill, Kittie, Hole, Hoobastank, Incubus, Creed (rip), Mudvayne, No Doubt, New Found Glory, Old Man Child, Poe, Primer 55, Prodigy, Rammstein, Saliva, Simple Plain, Six Feet Under, Smile Empty Soul, Stone Sour, Sublime, Sum 41, Tatu, The All-American Regects, Metallica, The Ataris, The Used, Kotten Mouth Kings, MindlessSelf Indulgence, Slipknot, Staind, The Divinyls, Trapped, Ludicris, 50 cent, Christine Aguilera, Missy Elliot, Twizted, Die Trying, Don Henly, Billy Idol, Kenny G, Juvinile, Genuwine, Garth Brooks, Lil Kim, Kid Rock, Evendust, Lil Jon, Yeng Tang Twins, Taproot, Godsmack, Danzing, Orgy, Green Day, Ill nino, Nirvana, Blink-182, Crazy Town, STYX, Eggles, AC/DC, Rob Zombie, Beastie Boyz, Beach Boys, Queen, DeFault, Drowning Pool, Unwritten Law, Tommy Lee, Pink Floyed, 3rd Strike, Alice ~N~ Chans, Manson, Mushroonhead, Hatebreed, Killswitch Engage, Chimaira, Hansnon....and more

~*Bands Iv Seen Live: Ozzy, From Autume To Ashes, KoRn, 40 Below Summer, Staind, Creed, Manson, Hot Action Cop, Outspoken (rip), Chimaira, FLAW, OTEP, Kittie, MindlessSelfIndugence, Primer 55, Cold, Earshot, Tantric, Days Of The New, Poison The Well, Trapped, Poison, Kiss, Smile Empty Soul, Stone Sour, Snoop Dogg, Linken Park, Ill nino, The Used, 3rd Strike, Saliva, Dope, 12 Stones, Killswitch Engage, Brooks N Dune, Kenny C.,Hatebreed, Unwritten Law... Theres more I'll get back to this one l8ter AND YES!!! U DUMB FUKERS, HANSON... WOOHOO, and many MORE***

Movies:



Finding Nemo, The Grinch Stole Christmas, Liar Liar, Dumb and Dumber, Lilo & Stitch, Underworld, Childs Play, Scream, The Last Castle, Legally Blonde 1 and 2, Spider-Man, The Fast and the Furious, The Man In The Tron Mask, xXx, The Secret Of N.I.M.H, Shrek, Halloween, Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Ghost Ship, Kiss The Gurls, I Know What You Did Last Summer,Van Wilder, and MORE

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New Job, new shift for a week

Ok, so now that i am getten a hold of my new job as GFS, its getten a hard to stay awake. I get so tired now that im on days right now... And for everyone that knows me really well, im a night gurl......
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 04:24:00 PST

~*How I Feel Right Now*~

FLAW RecognizeWell I've had enoughOf these selfish crimesI hurt myself againNot knowing whyIt seems so easyTo leave it all behindAnd avoid the truth I think I'd rather just go blindThen everything eru...
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Mon, 07 May 2007 01:54:00 PST

~*Keep Your Friends Close, But Your Enemies Closer*~

Yes thats right read it and get over it. Im a soldier... Iv been though some shit that no one could ever understand.. And tell me you can. B/c you cant... u think u know me? Shit you dont know shit......
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 02:27:00 PST

ppl need to get shit right

its one thing to call someone out on something at it be true. its another thing to call someone out on something and its not true.   Well let me tell something to you. i was called a gold digger...
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 01:58:00 PST

Who Do U Know, Who Shares The Same Birth Month With U

So how many ppl can u think of that share the same birth month as you? 1) Bobby and Jennifer 2) Tiffany 3) Amber What day is there b~Day on? 1) May 29  2) May 8 3) May 29 how many years a part ar...
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:44:00 PST

BACK OFF BITCH

I really hate ppl that cant keep there eyes to them self. I know its so heard to keep you eyes off someones eye candy, but back off. This is how everyone can see your a cunt, slut, whore, bitch, trick...
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 02:07:00 PST

R.I.P. TO ALL ARE BROTHERS AND SISTERS WHOM ARE HOME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday March 5th, God took her home. Asleep and paint free she past in her sleep. Mush like are friend Nick H. (OWM) but mush diffrenet. We will alwayz remember thses two people. Now that they ar...
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 06:33:00 PST

~*SHOUT OUT*~

I WANT GOLD CLUB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   LOL NOT REALLY...
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:35:00 PST

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Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 09:16:00 PST

~*Yes I Went There*~

~*Yes, i went there*~Coming To Your City LyricsWell were coming to your cityGonna play our guitars and sing you a country songWell all be flying higher than a jet airlinerAnd if you want a little ba...
Posted by ~*B~Luv*~ on Thu, 17 Nov 2005 08:41:00 PST