madeskimo

quickly i may say: i been through a lot - on which different value judgements can be placed. i seen a lot in my childhood and growing up. some pretty amazing thigs. some traumatizing. all in all though i have learned to navigate with an original perspective. left to my own resources with this education i have sometimes faltered, sometimes reacted in violence and weakness. the overwhelming feeling of confusion can sometimes lead to apathy. we all must go through this to some extent. responsibilities are taken. realizations are made. work is done. given a secure method to handle it it is managed. the confidence in living grows with nurturing and is manifested through health. beyond the field of uncertainty, confusion, paradox, sarcasm, irony, there lies my heart. sometimes we can break some rules. the essence is in being our true self. what that is we can argue about its name or definition. sometimes language is not enough for overanalysis. there is a primal manifestation which is a language stronger than words