In the Beginning...
In the beginning everything in my life seemed simple but life wasn’t like that. Only a bunch of hypocritical bullsh!t. It wasn’t much of a child hood since I moved around enough to never really make a friend that's if they didn’t act insipid and ignorant enough to mock or tease my lifestyle let alone physical features. I usually ended up being friends with books electronics or music anything that was pretty much artificial unless it was a full fledged respectable adult.
Not until middle school did I start to really settle down since my parents decided to stay in one place for a while or so I though 'til high school came along and we ended up moving again. So i ended up in a new environment yet again except for one difference i got to choose where I went to school who I hung out with and what to do with my life in high school...
This is where my life truly began
This is the part where I tell you that everything gets better and life couldn’t get worse but I have already went through one broken heart and entered a place without friends but it was still the same world with the same old game who is better of then who an eye for an eye and all that obvious. Not until my junior year did I start to realize what I can look like or dress like but i was still trying to find myself alone desolate and always searching for answers. I found a few who would become future friends and colleagues and then senior year came...
...And that is when life seemed to get better...
... or so I thought I found someone new came to terms with my heart and got close to someone little did I know that my future would become clouded with dark waters yet hope never ceased and I continued my heart broken for a second time, my life torn apart all I knew was pain and suffering yet I found salvation in a place I now work in making drinks and creating a safe environment for myself.
Now I keep my life
I keep it in close contact with truth and none that would hide it from lies that would tear me a new one. I try to open my mind always to new ideas as I taught myself when I was young no matter what repercussions and let nothing hold me back except myself...
This is only a Fraction
This is only a fraction of what I have created in myself I like to play music guitar right now is my instrument of physical expression while these keys express what only I can hope is a part of my emotional distress. I try to keep a smile even in worst case scenarios let alone stay calm in worse situations. There are parts of me I wouldn’t want to show to the world until its ready and parts of me i let flow freely until this world can handle what I am capable of so before you go adding me so freely ask your self this question
Do you really want to get to know even a fraction of me knowing you might be offended by my way of life?
You Are 30% Feminine, 70% Masculine
You are in touch with your masculine side.
You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved.
Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart!
Are You Masculine or Feminine?
