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---The Coffeehouse---She stares at me,pushing her blonde hair behind her ears.Her eyes move slowly, her lips rapidly,and I can read the words she is speakingto the figure in half-shadow beside her.Surely, this is her new love.She asks to be excused for a moment,walking trancelike over to me.As painful as it is for me to see her again,I can't seem to tear my eyes away.She is the same woman I left.Licking her soft pink lipsas if imploring them to make words.But she says nothing.Making a questioning gesture,and taking my silence as grudging approval,she fills the seat nearest to mewith seemingly no regret.Hands still and unmoving,holding steadfast to my frozen coffee,I stare without interest at a painting on the wall,my mind racing with thoughts of departure.We sit in silence.The clock seems to be tickingat an unbearably slow rate,until eventually,in a barely audible whisper,she finally speaks my name.Without an excuse to look away,my face is drawn to hers,ever so carefully avoiding her eyes.Her peircing green eyes.The ones that used to strip me down to nothingand read my thoughts like an open book.The ones I yearned to see againfor the first long yearafter we parted ways.I study her,taking in every detail of her face.So mature, so different.Yet, still with the familiarityof the girl I used to know.Then suddenly, my hands are wet.Hot tears were falling unnoticed,but I decide against wiping them away.And then her hands are touching my face,trying to send a wordless message,but I automatically pull away,noticing faint tracesof hurt and disappointmentthat she unsuccessfully tries to hide."I'm sorry."I'm not.The words passed my lipsbefore I could stop them.She realizes the pointlessness of the situationand politely excuses herself,turning her back on meand returning to her nameless lover.It's better this way.I'm sure of it.I hesitate a brief moment.Sigh.Without a second thought,I am on my feet,hardly knowing where I am headed.I pass her table slowly.Her lover,completely unaware of the situation,casts me greeting gesturethat I see from the corner of my eye.She is not looking at me,determinedly avoiding my gaze,but I'm only within sight for a moment.At long last,I am at the door of the coffeehouse.I turn,and take one more fleeting glance behind me.She is deeply involved in conversation now,trying to forget the short-lived meetingaltogether."I hope she realizes that I forgive her,"I say silently to myself.And then I walk in finality through the door,disappearing into the humid afternoon.Jordan A. Wade
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Get More at COMMENTYOU.com "BOXER ANGELS -- For those Boxer Babies in the sky Who have left our loving arms Don't stop to ask or wonder why Just know they're free from harmNo pain or fright confronts them now They've left that all behind They're embracing joy and freedom And still live in our mindsEyes are bright and seeing clear Velvet skin is healed Legs aren't stiff, and ears can hear Our love they still can feelEmbrace their memory, hold it tight Wipe away your tears The Boxer joy that filled your life Will last throughout the yearsThink of them with happy thoughts Say a thankful prayer All those happy Boxer angels Still know that we care--written by Dolly Juhlin June '97--Beauxcephus was definately a Boxer Angel. He was more than just a dog, he was my child and my best friend. He will be missed everyday for the rest of my life. I know he wouldn't want me to be sad, he always loved on me when I was down. I am trying to stop the tears, but they just keep coming. Beauxcephus was MY BOY!!! R.I.P.
free profile counter from KillerKiwi.netMy name is Heather Harrel. I am 31 and live in Lafayette, LA with my life partner, Dee. I am a RN at the Heart Hospital of Lafayette. I love my job and all of my co-workers, but I am definately a musician at heart. Music is my passion! I love to play my guitar, write music, and perform for anyone who will sit down and listen to me. I just want my music to touch people and evoke feelings and emotion. If I can do that... my job, as a "true" musician, is done in my eyes. It's not about being famous, it's about touching people's lives. I do love to be the center of attention, after all I am a LEO.

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COOL MySpace CommentsMUSIC, MUSIC, MUSIC, football, basketball, dancing, fishing, darts, pool, and many other things

I'd like to meet:

Alive: Sheryl Crow, Melissa Etheridge, Beth Hart, Jewel, Rosie O'Donnell Dead: Janis Joplin, Johnny Cash, Jimmy Hendrix, Jim Morrison

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Check this out. It's a song Josh Carpenter and I Wrote 6 Years Ago
"Not Tonight" Check this guy out. He opened for Jewel. Did an acoustic set. He was great! Hope you like it!

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Beth Hart, Kelly Clarkson, Willie Nelson, Sheryl Crow, Lance Armstrong, Janis Joplin, Melissa Etheridge, Rosie O'Donnell, Ellen DeGeneres, Johnny Cash

My Blog

EVICTED

So our jackass of a landlord (he own's the lot we have our trailer on) came to my house Thursday and evicted me.  Gave me 30 days to "get this f*cking trailer off  his property".  I gav...
Posted by Heather on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 05:35:00 PST

I feel so guilty.

 I  am a RN and my neighbor, Amber, has said repeatedly that she has nothing to worry about with her kids because I can help with any problem.  I couldn't help on Monday night. Dee cal...
Posted by Heather on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 05:29:00 PST

The Rainbow Bridge

R.I.P. Beauxcephus and Tank - Together at last....
Posted by Heather on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 10:45:00 PST

Some people....

I really don't understand people sometimes...you give and give and give and try to be there for them, talk to them, and be a true "friend".  Then, when something tragic happens in your life they ...
Posted by Heather on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 10:19:00 PST

Humane? I don't think so.....more like ridiculous

So today was a really shitty day!  Dee's dog, Mya, was picked up by the Lafayette Animal Shelter yesterday.  Now, this wasn't the first time...actually she had been picked up several times b...
Posted by Heather on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 12:55:00 PST

Ain't that about right.....

Well, took my car into the shop yesterday because it was acting up.  Turns out....I need my transmission fixed.  I haven't even had this car an entire year yet, and the transmission is buste...
Posted by Heather on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 12:07:00 PST

JEWEL ROX!!!

So, Dee and I headed to Charenton, LA to Rox at Shorty's Casino tonight to see Jewel in concert.  We had "standing room only" seats, which I wasn't too excited about.......until we got there.&nbs...
Posted by Heather on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 12:53:00 PST

Rambling on about nothing...

Hey guys....good news:  finally got the internet hooked up at the house.  Dee and I will be online more frequently now.....and I don't have to bother my neighbors to use their computer anymo...
Posted by Heather on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 09:31:00 PST

30 years came and went so quickly

Well, July 29th, 2006 came and went and I turned 30.  I can't believe that I have lived on this earth now for 30 years.  Really, I don't feel 30.  We had a party and my band came down f...
Posted by Heather on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 06:52:00 PST

Great Friend

Ashley, or more commonly know on MySpace as Orange Peelz...?, is one of my best friends.  Check out the cool ass graphic she made for me on my page.  "Guitar Girl Magazine".  It took he...
Posted by Heather on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:10:00 PST