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Russian♠Roulette

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About Me



"Oh Someone please the Moon
has raped me,
I can feel it inside me.
Oh mama, please let someone fix me."
Have they hurt you?
Oh pretty baby,
they wont touch you,
they won't touch you again.
We will fix this incident.
"I dont want to be seen
as a pretty thing,
its the pretty things
we're always breaking."
Oh pretty baby you're so niave,
it comes off so cute.
We don't want to fix you.
We love you
just the way you are.
"Oh please cant you fix me?
someone? ANYONE?"

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EVISRUC[♥]
"Art Is Hard"
Cut it out - your self-inflicted pain is getting too routine the crowds are catching on - to the self-inflicted song Well, here we go again - the art of acting weak Fall in love to fail - to boost your CD sales And that CD sells - yeah, what a hit You've got to repeat it you gotta' sink to swim
If at first you don't succeed you gotta recreate your misery 'cause we all know art is hard young artists have gotta starve Try, and fail, and try again the comforts of repetition Keep churning out those hits 'til it's all the same old shit
Oh, a second verse! Well, color me fatigued I'm hiding in the leaves in the CD jacket sleeves tired of entertaining some double-dipped meaning a soft serve analogy This drunken angry slur in thirty-one flavors You gotta' sink to swim immerse yourself in rejection regurgitate some sorry tale about a boy who sells his love affairs You gotta' fake the pain you better make it sting you're gonna' break a leg when you get on stage and they scream your name "Oh, Cursive is so cool!"
You gotta sink to swim impersonate greater persons 'cause we all know art is hard when we don't know who we are

"A Gentleman Caller"
Your gentleman caller Well, he's been calling on another. He loves his forbidden fruit And as it dribbles down his chin He cries, "Baby, I've been drinking with some friends! Now how 'bout a little kiss." Bad boy Rub his nose in it. What a mess. and he's playing dumb.
I'm not looking for a lover All those lovers are liars I'd never lie to you. You say you want to get even? Yeah, you want to get your bad man good? Well, are you in the mood?
You bad girl Does it feel good being bad? And getting worse?
But in the morning, on the sober dawn of Sunday... You're not sure what you have done. Who told you love was fleeting? Sometimes men can be so misleading to take what they need from you. Whatever you need to make you feel like you've been the one behind the wheel. The sunrise is just over that hill, The worst is over. Whatever I said to make you think that love's the religion of the weak.. This morning we love like weaklings. The worst is over. The worst is over.

"The Recluse"
I wake alone, in a woman's room I hardly know. I wake alone- and pretend that I am finally home. The room is littered with her books and notebooks. I imagine what they say, like, 'Shoo fly, don't bother me,'
And i can hardly get myself out of her bed. for fear of never lying in this bed again. Oh christ, I'm not that desperate. oh no- oh God- I am.
How'd I end up here to begin with? I don't know. Why do I start what I can't finish? Oh please, don't barrage me with questions to all those ugly answers. My ego's like my stomach- it keeps shitting what I feed it. But maybe I don't want to finish anything anymore.. maybe I can wait in bed 'til she comes home. and whispers.
"you're in my web now - I've come to wrap you up tight 'til it's time to bite down."
I wake alone in a woman's room I hardly know. I wake alone - and pretend that I am finally home.
home

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