eternal happiness and the darkness |
Stumbling, tripping, the bottom falls out.These stupid thoughts have caused this doubt.i didn't try hard enough ive failed younow the dream i wanted will never come truei wanted this more than anythin...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Mar 2009 20:02:00 GMT |
F*&% |
What the hell am i doing to myself?Pointless hope is bad for my health.I fought for this insignificant nothingI fought for a piece your everything.What ever i did you buried me withIn a darkened casym...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 17:28:00 GMT |
A Contemplative Walk |
I’m wandering alone on this worn pavement echoes of the past ring behind me.
Thoughts of what’s to come lure me towards them still to blurry to see.
As i walk i contemplate my choices in l...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 18:09:00 GMT |
Dammit |
It Figures yet again i had a bad moment in my family. My grandfather passed away. Well when it rains it pours. Rip gramps.
Well on a better note things are fantastic in the band. We have a lot of wor...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 11:13:00 GMT |
everything and nothing |
it figures when everything starts to go right there is always on thing missing. i guess it's true that you can't make everyone happy. But dammit i am determined to make things better for me and everyo...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 21:08:00 GMT |
Am I Really Alive? |
Life has a funny way of bringing us down,when you've made so many bad decisions you feel you can drown.Everyone thinks they understand but they don't.You wish they'd say the right words but they won't...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 00:43:00 GMT |
Casting Out The Old |
Your control over me is done i wasn`t the one i`ve moved on without you i found someone new when u lost me you said you were heartbroke that`s a joke you didn`t care so know i don`t love u, don`t worr...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 18:41:00 GMT |
This Endless Highway Of Me |
This place this world i hate
my pleasure your torment i taste
My way is the only way to go
the true me you'll never know
My life this destruction of self
my death you'll never realize my true worth
No...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 18:37:00 GMT |
This Is It |
No one knows what it's like to be me
i'm losing my mind but no one can see.
My heart hurts my mind is tired
My sense of self has expired.
Everyone blows off my pain
everyone thinks i'm still sane.
I ...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 18:35:00 GMT |
