I edited my profile with tu madre
.individual.UPDATES
songs 2.8.07
change on a whim.
usually for comic value.
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the list of friends 9.14.06
the list will be re-arranged
on a regular basis.
just to keep things fresh.
until next time
-nick
___________________________yet, another update...the third, if you were paying attentionbasically...i'm here. and making the best of this situation is in progress.
'in progress' doesn't mean that i'm trying hard.but trying, nonetheless.i left my friends for this shit?i'm.
not feeling.
you.
kennesaw.and being here is only putting me a little more behind than i wish to be.ask about my better half.
and i'll tell you she's in athens.fuck.until next time
-nickthis is just an update.
actually this is the second update...
if you were paying attention.everything is still the same.
the red-team will still be alive, even through
the moving process. because that is how we roll.closure is a very good thing.
it makes life bearable.
it makes it worth it.
it makes it enjoyable.thank you, to the month of april.
you had the best week ever.
fuck what vh1 says.
friends will be missed.
routines will be desired.
and waking at 12 on a
saturday afternoon will
never be the same
without that siren.
my exit will be grand.
my exit will be flawless.
my exit will be a milestone.until next time®, columbus
-nickand this just seems to be an update for the ones who actually read this shit.
i still fucking rock.
my name is still -nick...nothing more, nothing less.
i love walking...more than you.
i love music...
i love reading...
i love writing...
i love reading about writing and writing about reading...
i love food...without it, there would be no red-team
and without a red-team, there would be one less bond.
and without that bond...i would have lost my sanity here.
thank you, friend
i miss the ones that mean the most
the ones that mean the most
miss the most
and the missing will still hold a void...because some things just don't make sense...and i'm thankful for that...
until next time®
-nick
my "about me" has not really changed since i've started my myspace.
and that, my friends, has been a really long time.about time i switch it up a tad, don't you think?my name is -nick. nothing more, nothing less. i have no middle name, and my last name is too hard for you to get on the first try.rufus has been my pretend middle name for a really long time.
a really special person gave it to me, so it sticks with me.i am greek.
and i love everything that comes along with that.sometimes the ladies want you to whisper sweet nothings into their ears.
sometimes not. but hey, who is keeping track?i moved to columbus, ga about eight days out of graduation.
i lived. i lost. i loved. and i loved living.and loved everything about the people i met there.the general outcome from that living experience was
"the red-team". "difficult to understand", is the phrase that comes to mind.
we understand eachother, and that is all that matters.she kept my sanity in tact, and that is all that matters.
we can eat enough in one sitting and steal bread from starving children that you see on tv, and that is all that matters."we" are all that matters.i'm currently in kennesaw, ga. and am adapting to life here. i'm meeting new people and making the best out of this situation.i love to read. sometimes i think it is an unhealthy habit.
i love to write, almost more than i love to read.to prevent a jealous feud between "write" and "read", i will state that i love them equally.i also have an addiction to vodka.
i've tried to say no, i've tried to move on to other drinks.
but it keeps coming back for more.i hate stomach ulcers.i am very bad at managing my time.
things are always put on the back-burner.i don't know how to watch a television series box-set in moderation.
it's all or nothing.and six discs of an entire season can occupy a few days out of your life.the only two shows that i would base a religion around are
house and law&order svu.detective benson (mariska) is my object of lust.i love to pick up strangers.
hitch-hikers need friends.until i find a real job, i refuse to do anything less than being a server.
easy money is good money.the only thing in my life that has some sort of organization is my music.
bless, itunes.i'm very easy going and am generally a push-over.
it doesn't take much to get me to do what you want.i try not to let the little things bug me.
i'm better at that now.i space out a lot, and wouldn't trade in my a.d.d. for anything.i speak too fast at times.
i am too random at times, and not just the kind of random that you hear about. not the kind where people are always like : "man, i'm so random".those people are craving attention.i define random.and when i'm drinking, i tend to put a better understanding to the origin of the word.besides my family here, the people i love the most are on the west-coast.
and they're my favorite thing about it.fuck flashy lights, slot machines, and titty bars.family.there is a lot more that defines me, and i'm sure i'll share if you ask.
or if you know me, you'll find out in time.in other words, don't hesitate to talk to me.until next time
-nickthe hardest things in life don't come with a monthly statement...my tears are all out and there's nothing left. I've been leaking bleach...and every time that i cry, it hurts a little more.
this basement is so quiet now and the fact that you're not walking through that door tears me in two.watching out for your own like they were mine, i've gained so much since you've been gone, but sometimes i don't think it's worth it. because i'd give it all to hear that voice and see that grin. I'd give anything to have one more beer that would last a life time...couches line this room since you've re-arranged, perfectly placed televisions and shelves...and to tell the truth, it's never looked better.you left a world behind and we'll never know exactly how...but that doesn't matter anymore, because you're more content than any one of us living in this hell we call our own.
i love you...
you're missed.
until next time
(timmy 1985-2005)
The Red Team
(hungry)
