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Nicole is ........N Love

My tears do not compromise my strength. . . they never have.

About Me


I am amazed how many people do not know themselves. So many times people go through life without asking the questions that matter. I question myself daily. I seek to hold on to the pieces I like and change what I don't. I fail daily at being the person that I want to be but I continue to try. I believe that is the essence of life.
I am in awe of Love and God. Since God is Love, I am simply in awe of God. There is one person in my life who I love Godlike, that agape style of unconditional love. He does not earn my love.I am amazed when I love him by the way God must love us. Unchanging regardless of what we do, always looking out for our best interest even when we aren't, always holding when we want to let go, wanting the best for us regardless of what we offer him.
I realize that true love is decision that you make to hold on matter what to always be looking for someone and their best interest. I am not perfect in my love but I am striving toward perfection.
My desire in life is to help people reach inside and grab hold to what matters most. I know that I can not save the world. If I could, I would be the first in line. Through blood, sweat and tears I would pull people to their salvation. I believe that if you love a person enough you can love them into greatness.
I am a writer. I try to capture the emotion of life in words. My desire is that when you read my words you feel them, that they are absorbed by your eyes and travel through your skin like virus and invade your senses.
I do not want you to leave my presence without being affected by my life.
If you have read this far, Ask yourself a question, "Who loves you? Who loves you unconditionally, so that you feel comfortable enough to tell them when your broken and when you're weak and you know that what ever you say won't change their love for you? Who do you loves you enough that you trust them with your pain and know that they won't throw it back at you? WHO loves you enough that you rest in their love without having to work for it?
That person, whoever you name is the one that loves you truly, they have made a choice to stick by you for a life time. Everyone should have someone in their life like that, whose not their mother or father. (LOL I had to throw that in there)
WE Grow Best when we are loved.This is my journey as I travel it. ..

My Interests

Check out my site.

www.thebirthofmusic.com



Sean Jones Contributes to Pittsburgh LegacyPop Star: Sean JonesJazz Times ArticleThe Happiest Trumpet Player

I'd like to meet:


Myspace Profile Tracker at
ProfileSnitch I would like to meet people that will teach me something new. People who are willing to allow me into their world and help me to understand it. I know enough to understand that I know nothing and I have been taught that that alone is the beginning of wisdom.

Bring me your stories, you broken hearts, your amazing love and your changing times and I will offer them back to you as poetry.

Passing
Once in a while
you touch a persons life
Once in a blue moon
they touch yours back
they make you feel parts of yourself
you never knew existed
and it changes you
for the rest of your life
and although you two part,
they will be a part of you for life forever
Because without them
you wouldn’t be the person that you are

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Your Birthdate: January 15
You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.

Your strength: Your intense optimism

Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your power color: Jade

Your power symbol: Flower

Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Music:

I like a little bit of everything. I don't like hardcore rap, opera or heavy metal. My mind just can't wrap around the sound. LOL
I love LIVE music. I think that there is nothing in the world like watching a musician play.
Your Life Path Number is 7
Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.
You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.
A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.
You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.
Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you! What Is Your Life Path Number?

Movies:

My favorite movies so far are, Closer,Sense and Sensibility, Twister, Ray, The War, The Five Heartbeats.

Television:

Law and Order, Charmed, The Dead Zone.

Books:

The Miseducation of the Negro(every black people in the WORLD should read this book), Marked by fire, Undercurrents, The Man Nobody knew,

Heroes:

Martian Luther King, because he slipped into leadership, all he wanted was a change and he was willing to fight for it. Carter G woodson, because he wanted to change the foundation of the African American mind. My aunt Roz, because she worn pain like a foot solider, strapped to her back, but she did not let that be an excuse for stopping.Me. because I haven't come across a person like me at all and it's hard to be me. I highly respect the effort :-)..

My Blog

A sacrifice of Love

I will offer a sacrifice of love to you Hidden behind my tears and frustration I will stand on the lines of your battles so that you will always have someone in your corner.    It's li...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 01:10:00 PST

The Love of music

This is from my novel.... I actually haven’t touched it in about 6 years ...but read it  I think you would like it.       "Somewhere in the silence there was fire in the a...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 08:37:00 PST

After Loving you....

Work never gets done in a timely manner after loving you I am interrupted by .. The tingle in my toes The butter flies in my stomach The way my body clutches and releases your memory I giggle in ...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 02:23:00 PST

After ten years.... I finally got it

Round peg square holeJust because it fits doesn’t mean it goes in that way....
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:32:00 PST

To the drunk girl at the bar who gave me a word from the Lord

 Dear, Drunk lady   I laughed at you when you told me that this was my year..... I thought you were out of your mind because i had just be given a notice that said I had three days to get ...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 08:04:00 PST

The place where I lost my Jesus

   They say that faith is the key to believing God, to worship, to hope.  But for far too many people there is a place, a location in time where they stopped, even if it was just for...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 07:14:00 PST

I want this....

I want to write a poem   Soft slow  and tight around the edges    I want my soul to leak through my breath and hide between the words   I want to write an escape poem so I ...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 06:00:00 PST

The Mystery.

It doesn't create music this silence that surround us this place without sound does not create a lullaby but it does move me   Words without volume create holes without walls and I am exp...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:43:00 PST

This pen of mine.....

"Many rivers to cross and I still can't find my way &."   Tired Lost in a journey of never ending twists and turns and still there is a goal mind   Resilient Like  a phoenix r...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:39:00 PST

Damn the Fairytales..........

   When I was younger  my favorite story was Beauty and the beast.   I  was in love with the way that Bell loved the  Beast beyond all the defenses that he put up. She ...
Posted by Nicole is ........N Love on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:25:00 PST