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I'm Only Fooling Myself™

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About Me

"do you like cheese?!...cuz i do!" "oh pickle juice." "chocolate or vanillie?" "did jahni go white?!?" "his moods changes more then rabbits fuck!" "they call me mello yellow!" " ok were did my ear padding go?! did you just say where is your panty predictor?" "THE SKYS BLOWING CHUNKS!!!" " if i die...oh well" "he's not an idiot...he's just stupid!"♥ I'm Ashleigh
♥ I'm 19
♥ I'm a Freshman in college
♥ I miss high school but not the drama.
♥ I have 3 BEST FRIENDS - Dane, Holli , and Jonny
♥ There are only a few people who have my trust.
♥ There is only one person i trust with my life; Dane. My Best Friend for 19 years
♥ James Lafferty is GODLY.
♥ I'm totally OBSESSED with ONE TREE HILL.
♥I'm a hopeless romantic. i love a guy that does romantic things ramdomly.
♥ I own every season ofOne Tree Hill & Will & Grace currently availiable on DVD.
♥I'm obsessed with music.
♥I have a younger brother and a younger sister named Noah and Maiya that i've never met.
♥ I'm simple yet complicated.
♥ My favorite colors are Green , Pink & Blue
♥ I love my IPOD! and my cell phone. i'd die without it.
♥ I'm afraid to let my heart out to any guy because everytime i do i get hurt.
♥ I'm AFRAID to be hurt AGAIN
♥ My friends are BETTER then YOURS!!
♥ I believe in KARMA.
♥ I believe everything happens for a reason and i dont regret anything.
♥ The Harry Potter Series, POTC Series, Memoirs of a Geisha and King Kong are my absolute favorite movies.
♥ I love every last one of my friends
♥ I love to laugh
♥ I'm a CONSTANT daydreamer
♥ My favorite animals are GORILLAS && ALLIGATORS
♥ My favorite flowers are Daisies and Two Toned Roses
♥ I love dancing
♥ I love singing
♥ I love being random and making a fool of myself
♥ I love reading
♥ I'll love the guy who can except me for me
♥ I hate backstabbers, cheaters, and rude people
♥ I love Harry Potter
♥ I love talking on the phone
♥ I bite my nails when im nervous or extremly bored
♥ I can be a bitch at times
♥ I love my family but i dont always like them
♥ I LOVE THE DETROIT PISTONS
♥ i hate my dad with a burning passion
♥ LadyKnight1314 is my aim sn♥.. width="425" height="350" ..A girl needs three things in her life -- 1. boys and love to make her weak 2. family and fighting to make her strong 3. friends to pick her up when both make her hit the floor
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"A song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment."
"i think that the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight, for so long,is because memories are the only things that don't change, when everything else can"

yessir's/things i love
-One Tree Hill
-James Lafferty
-Bethany Joy Galeotti
-Chad Michael Murray
-Sophia Bush
-Johnny Depp
-Steve Irwin
-music
-my family
-my 3 dogs
-my cell phone
-funny guys
-smart guys
-sweet guys
-laughter
-money
-my friends
-driving
-movies
-singing
-sterling silver & white gold

nossir's/things i hate
-the fact that Steve Irwin is dead...RIP
-smart ass guys
-disrespectful/rude guys
-no money
-when the season of OTH is over :<[br /> -losing people i care about
-working the night shift.
-losing things i really need
-gold
-Angelina Jolie
-Owen Wilson
-being sick
-liars

I'd like to meet:

I'm searching for someone as romantic as myself, a gentleman, someone with dreams as big as my own, someone that will run away with me to New York or California or where ever, a guy that no matter how long we are together, will be as crazy about me the last day as he was on the first day and vice versa...someone that will love me for me

Music:

my music likes are as limitless as the air supply. i love almost any kinda of music. i love singing and dancing. my music takes my mind to another place and when its there im like unreachable.

Movies:

The Harry Potter Series
Memoirs of a Geisha
Saw 1-3
RV
Aquamarine
8 below
Mission Impossible 1-3
House of Wax
Click
Prime
Amityville Horror
Donnie Darko
Stay Alive
Exorcism of Emily Rose
The Family Stone
Ray
Final Destination 1-3
Superman Returns
Whats Eating Gilbert Grape
Alot Like Love
Cheaper by The Dozen 1&2
Jarhead
King Kong(new one)
Just Friends
The Devil Wears Prada

Television:

One Tree Hill
One Tree Hill
One Tree Hill

Books:

The Angels Trilogy
The Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants Series
Keeping The Moon
Someone Like You
Hanging on To Max
Always & Forever
Things They Carried
To Kill a Mockingbird
The Truth About Forever
Telling Christina Goodbye
Say Goodnight Gracie
A Child Called IT
The Lost Boy
A Man Named Dave

Heroes:

my mom.
my 3 best friends.
my uncle.
sophia bush.
bethany joy galeotti.

My Blog

this time a year always makes me think....

I was driving home today, when I saw a couple homeless people. It makes me sad to think of all the things I have and I take for granted.   I wish there was something...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:41:00 PST

its my birthday!

well its official i'm  old. i'm officially 19. but i'm so excited. probably olny because im going to canada next weekend and im gonna get drunk off my ass....LEGALLY! and i also wanna wish harol...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 05:24:00 PST

the pain i wish on no one

there is alot of pain in the world. but one type of pain i wish to no one is losing a best friend. i recently lost one of my best friends of 8 years. and no matter how hard i try to forget it i can't....
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 01:26:00 PST

[[current mood]]

i feel so unwanted and useless in life. my current situation sucks ass. its doing nothing but bring me down and making me more depresed then i should be. everything happens for a reason so i guess i h...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 10:45:00 PST

a poem for my 4 best friends

Thank You for Being A Friend I was sitting here thinkingof the words I want to say,but they just wouldn't come out rightso I found a different wayI got a piece of paperand I wrote this poem for you,b...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:42:00 PST

Hellz Yes!!!!!

i call my friend today to find out that she cant go to my party on the 23rd. i was bummed for a while. but then i got off of work and my mom told me we were going shopping. i told her i didnt wanna go...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 05:56:00 PST

Lastday for The Class of 2006

it was a sad day. it saddens me to leave kimball. its been my other home for the last 4 years. i hate to leave all of my friends. but i know ill always keep in touch with them. it seems like only Yest...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Sat, 27 May 2006 06:51:00 PST

i did it!!!!

 i finally got her to say  mother fucker....yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   and for those who havent no clue who im talking about.... im talking about holli.... its takin me ...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:20:00 PST

does anyone care??

im meant for better things on life... and im stuck here in this shit hole... i feel like im screaming and no one hears me screams....is something wrong with me???....  why am i dying to live when...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 09:11:00 PST

MY CAR WAS STOLEN!!!!!!!!!!

my car was stolen on 11-26. i got home about 2 am and it was stolen between then and 3pm. i want my car back!!!!! it had all my school stuff in it. andif the damn school tries and make me pay for thos...
Posted by i'm a [[beautiful disaster]] on Sun, 27 Nov 2005 11:41:00 PST