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About Me

I love rice pudding and oatmeal raisin cookies.

{*}One day I'll set fire to all my unhappiness and dance in the melancholy flames. {*}

I swear one day my boss will eat my face off for talking instead of helping customers.

Self preservation. You can't be abandoned if you rely on yourself.

Someone I know once told me I have the mouth of a trailer trash truck driver.

Fuck that fuckin stupid ass bullshit.

Sometimes I commit social suicide, and people get pissed at me for it. Sometimes I'm horribly dependant on my friends, and people get pissed at me for it. Other times I'm just fine, and people get pissed at me for it.

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My Interests

people music art writing fantasy astronomy mythology

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I'd like to meet:

Someone strong enough to carry me when I need them to, but won't sulk when I tell them to go fuck themselves.

Music:

I like music. Alot, a fucking whole lot.

Movies:

Top 3: -Labyrinth -Interview with the Vampire -Chronicles of Riddick

Television:

The L Word. Totally and utterly.I watch Adult Swim, and that's about it. YAY for cartoons that aren't for little kids and aren't on Comedy Central.

Books:

Fuckin Books, I'd have a library if I could, that I'd keep all to myself. and I'd live in it, all by myself, and give one person a key to this little locked room, and they will bring me food, and be sexy sexy sexyness (i.e. Johnny Knoxville). And I would be happy for the rest of my days.

Heroes:

Ai Yazawa, Socrates, Emily Dickinson, and whoever invented pillows.

My Blog

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I don't need for you to like me.I like other people way better.:)
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 09:49:00 PST

Melancholy + self doubt = me

Suddenly I have this heavy feeling in my chest.Heh,life goes on... and its not like I've never been in this situation before.Still... it sucks.I hope it's not true.cause I don't want to have this suck...
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 08:30:00 PST

god damn

no it's not ok that you freak out at me at 7am because I said you couldn't borrow my ipod.
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:42:00 PST

totally sweet.

totally sweet.:)*verra happy*
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 09:49:00 PST

Dryad

Ok, well, I decided that I missed writing. I used to be so into it, and it would help alot. So, I sat down, and wrote.Hopefully I didn't forget how.Please, if you read this, not that I really think an...
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:09:00 PST

I dunno I guess....

Yeah, I don't know what to think right now...my poor sis, her health is fucked because some dick is stressing her out because he doesn't know how to handle himself/grow up.my family... I dunno... it's...
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:05:00 PST

There's nothing left.

I've begun to think that there's nothing left for me. No where to go, no more to learn. I feel... stagnant. Like I'm stuck in some kind of purgetory. I keep thinking that I'm moving forward, progressi...
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Mon, 08 May 2006 01:20:00 PST

to say we end the heartache...

I don't really know whether to be sad, lonely, or incredibly happy right now.My brain just won't pick one.But that's ok, because I have a feeling that perhaps something good is going to happen. It's b...
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 08:16:00 PST

dreaming

yeah, I had a weird dream. was in two parts the first part went sort of like a stereotypical romance movie (as in, two people are in love, something bad happens, they break up and then after a ridd...
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 09:49:00 PST

tribute to nice girls

I know I already posted this a a bulletin, but it's to god to leave in something that'll pass by so quickly. Esspecially when I've heard a few things in here too many times to be a happy with. ...
Posted by Cmon Jessiska on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST