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Paxgothica

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I was born with Spina Bifida, and struggle with the effects of SB (particularly as I age). However, I try to not let that fact hold me back too much. (Information about Spina Bifida can be found at www.sbaa.org )
I enjoy many hobbies including photography (digital and 35mm), photo manipulation, jewelry making, costuming, historical reenacting (particularly Civil War era and Midieval), props, community theatre, art, gemology, astronomy, crafts, and a few other odd things...
I have a bit of an entrepreneurial spirit,and I'm a D.I.Y. type of person. For example, many years ago I decided to create and distribute my own line of greeting cards. Instead of looking for a job with Hallmark, I decided to find out for myself how to copyright my own designs and then I 'hit the pavement', selling my cards to local gift shops and art galleries.
I have exhibited my artwork (assemblages) as well as my photography. I have experience in community theatre (props, costuming, makeup, playbill, set dressing, lighting, sound, and hospitality), television production (certified by Southwestern Oakland Cable Commission and worked several positions as production crew for a local public access tv show called "On the Scene"), and Midieval as well as Victorian historical reenactment groups. (I'm a card carrying member of the Society for Creative Anachronism, and let's just say I've done a Renn fair or two...) Here's a link to my wardrobing profile:

My increasing health problems have made it extremely difficult for me to continue to live as actively as I used to be able to do. However, I still consider myself quite fortunate despite my physical challenges. I have many varied life experiences- mainly because I'd rather try something and fail than to regret never having tried something which interested me. I am able to balance that 'joi de vivre' with a dose of pragmatism, though...After surviving the corporate rat race in an assortment of different jobs (advertising agency, insurance companies, and even the Sisters of Mercy- the Provicial Offices of the real S.O.M., not the band), I spent 12 years at one job 'putting in my time' in the corporate world until I had to go on disability a few years ago.
A few words regarding my photography efforts:
I love to see beauty in unusual things and to portray the beauty of the faded and worn, the overlooked, the neglected...often with a nod to dark topics (This theme also follows through to my jewelry making efforts).
The japanese term "wabi sabi" could describe my work. Here's a partial description of the term, from the www.nobleharbor.com website:
"Pared down to its barest essence, wabi-sabi is the Japanese art of finding beauty in imperfection and profundity in nature, of accepting the natural cycle of growth, decay, and death. It's simple, slow, and uncluttered-and it reveres authenticity above all. Wabi-sabi is flea markets, not warehouse stores; aged wood, not Pergo; rice paper, not glass. It celebrates cracks and crevices and all the other marks that time, weather, and loving use leave behind. It reminds us that we are all but transient beings on this planet-that our bodies as well as the material world around us are in the process of returning to the dust from which we came."
I find it interesting that photography uniquely enables an artist to be a voyeur and an exhibitionist at the same time. I may seem to be peering into places, people and things, but the end result often exposes more about me and my perspective than about the subject of the photos...
Many of my photographs are architectural or editorial, although this is not deliberate. My interest in art and history draws me to places like cemeteries (I'm a taphophile), museums, old buildings and old towns which time seems to have forgotten.
I have a passion for costuming and props, and have enjoyed shooting theme photos. I have also enjoyed just attempting to capture things as I see them, allowing the viewer to see the world through my (sometimes twisted?) eyes. (It would be great fun sometime to incorporate more of the items in my vast costume and prop collection into a photo shoot!)
I do not create the subjects of my photographs, but I usually attempt to showcase the beauty of them. I find it challenging to show the extra-ordinary in the ordinary, rather than simply photographing subjects which already meet societal standards of beauty.
~ Here I am at "Studio Seen, Take One", next to three photographs which I exhibited at the event:
A few words regarding Model Mayhem:
Ever noticed how the ModelMayhem site hardly ever works? Well, I have. I have also noticed how that site is too full of wannabe's and cyber bullies to be of any real use- and any site which claims to be a site for professional photogs and models, while permitting "GWC" as an option for profiles and allowing profiles for cats/dogs/teddy bears/etc. can't really be *that* serious about modeling and photography... I am currently looking at other photography/modeling sites that are for serious, professional people...A more extensive selection of my photography (along with my art and photographic exhibition resume) can be seen at links elsewhere on this profile page. My jewelry making efforts can be viewed at: THIS LINK and HERE . (also, please check my "Interests"...)
Marie will go to jail for ...
Carrying around a gun shaped like a penis

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Here's a vid from that "Phantom of the Opera" movie remake, which apparently features the Garnier Opera in Paris- it is *so* cool to have been able to see an opera from one of the box seats shown in the film!! The Garnier is even more beautiful in person than it looks in the film, though! (my eternal thanks to my dear friend, Lee, for making that wonderful night happen!!). To see my photos of the Garnier Opera House, check out my "An American in Paris" photo album.
(Here's a Gregorian chant version of Depeche Mode's "Blasphemous Rumors"- how cool is that?!)
You scored as Nosferatu. You belong to the Nosferatu bloodline. The Nosferatu are the spies and theives of the vampire underworld who prefer to go without being seen. This is fitting as their bloodline has twisted them into hideous, loathesome creatures. As such, most other vampires only speak to them when they absolutely must, making them quite the social outcasts. At least the sewer rats seem to like you.

Nosferatu


92%

Tremere


75%

Malkavian


63%

Brujah


63%

Gangrel


58%

Ventrue


25%

Toreador


25%
What vampire clan do you belong to?
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You Are 89% Feminist
You are a total feminist. This doesn't mean you're a man hater (in fact, you may be a man).
You just think that men and women should be treated equally. It's a simple idea but somehow complicated for the world to put into action. Are You a Feminist?
Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory
You want to have your cake... and everyone else's.
Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too!
You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship.
You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions. What's Your Ideal Relationship?
You Are 60% Emo
You're not emo, but you're plenty thoughtful, unique, and even a little angsty. Are You Emo?

My Interests

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Favorite Quotes:
"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will."
"I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it." - Voltaire
"It is the sign of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it."- Aristotle
"Curiosity is a sign of intelligence."
"Any day above ground is a good day."
"Ohio has spawned 22 astronauts, what is it about your state that makes people want to flee the earth?" - Stephen Colbert
"I spent a week in (Bluffington)Ohio one night." - Me

Interests:
Jewelry Making, Costuming, Historical reenacting, Digital Photography (just click "view more pics" for this profile to see samples of my photography), Travel, Paris (I'm a Francophile), cemeteries (I'm a taphophile), the 1920s, Bunnies (as in *pet* bunnies...teehee), History, Historical reenacting/re-creation, Goth Culture, Costuming, Props, Spina Bifida, Independent Films, Gemology, Community Theatre, Art, S.C.A., Animal behavior, Astronomy, Freemasonry, Interesting people, Interesting and/or new experiences...(I have lots of interests, so it may take me a long time to compile this list...
Here's a link to my jewelry sales on ebay:
Here's a link to join one of my Yahoo groups, GothBunnies (for rabbits and their gothy owners who love 'em):
Click to join Gothbunnies
I now have a listing for my photography on the Talent Database website:

Here's my hubby (check out that handsome Dandy!) and I at Dalley in The Alley '97:

Here's a photo of our Bichon Frise, "Lillias", and our bunny "Batty":
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You scored as The Trainer
. You're a teacher, a trainer. You can take any man on the planet and transform him into Your personnal slave. You use punishments and rewards intelligently. You want Your slave to always improve himself and to be the best slave he can be. And You want him to be well mannered and totally respectful.

The Trainer


75%

Teasing and "bitchy"


74%

Sadistic but indulgent


74%

Lifestyler


73%

Fussy and demanding


67%

Psychologist


65%

Humiliatrix


60%

The Player


59%

Kinky and sex driven


58%

Possessive and controlling


57%

Cold and distant


53%

Loving, caring and with submissive tendencies


53%

Female supremacist


44%

Extremely sadistic, twisted and pitiless


24%
Which kind of Domme are You?
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I'd like to meet:

You!
(then I'd like to meet: Frida Kahlo, Johnny Depp, Dave Vanian, Bettie Page, Mike Halloran, Gloria Swanson, Rudolf Valentino, Louise Brooks, Anais Nin, Bruce Campbell, Howard Stern, Vincent Price, Stephen Hawking, Mike Rowe, Christopher Reeve,...)

Music:

So much music, so little time.....

Movies:

Vampire flicks (perhaps I have a vampire fetish?...), sci fi, horror (even cheezy old b-list horror flicks), Ed Wood, independent films, avante garde, silent movies, historical era movies, stop motion animation, Brothers Quay, Ray Harryhausen, Pink Flamingos (almost any of John Waters films, actually), Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Les Liaisons Dangereuses, The Hunger, BladeRunner, Freaks, Smithereens, Rear Window (the original!), Nosferatu, The Howling 2, Bound, Nightmare B4 Xmas, movies that make you think...
(also, just take a look at my videos- you'll get the idea...)
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The Movie Of Your Life Is Film Noir
So what if you're a little nihilistic at times?
Life with meaning is highly over-rated.

Your best movie matches: Sin City, L. A. Confidential, Blade Runner If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Television:

(attempting my best snooty, sarcastic Monty Python-esque accent) Oh, I don't watch the telly- in fact, I *flung* my telly out the *window* and hung its *carcass* on a *tree* in front of my house to show the world how *little* television I watch!... :oD
(oh, btw...'Addams Family' is one of my faves..always felt like I'd fit right in with them...)

Books:

"The Forbidden Best Sellers of Pre-Revolutionary France" by Robert Darnton, "Ain't Nobody's Business if You Do" by Peter McWilliams, "The Ethical Slut" by Dossie Easton and Catherine A. Liszt, and "Spite, Malice and Revenge- The Complete Guide to Getting Even" by M. Nelson Chunder and George Hayduke ::lol::

Heroes:

Is there really such a thing? Be your own "hero"- by doing the best you can at whatever you do (within the ethical boundaries of the 'Golden Rule', of course)...