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Indulgence&&Addiction

sometimes it seems worse than it is, but mostly the view is accurate.

About Me

heya.
so alot has changed in the time thats passed,
you will soon come to realise that change is inevitable,
sometimes its for the best,
sometimes the worst,
but what i've learned is that bestfriends wait with open arms
to hold you close and soothe your acheing.

i dont remember exactly how i used to be
but i can be whoever you want me to.

but back to the about me section;
i'm 18. red P's. Charade.
from Newcastle. currently has 4 day weekends.
needs something to fill up the days. the past 6 months has been the experience of a lifetime.

this is me. im not looking back.



"Blessed are the forgetful:
for they shall have done with their stupidities too."
-Nietsche.


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My Interests

Life has no meaning Life or human existence has no real meaning or purpose because human existence occurred out of a random chance in nature, and anything that exists by chance has no intended purpose. Life has no meaning, but as humans we try to associate a meaning or purpose so we can justify our existence. There is no point in life, and that is exactly what makes it so special.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

mainstream culture makes me sick.

My Blog

Blank thoughts are all that i have.

i don't know what to say to alot of things,but the awkward silence is growing.its not worth going by as if it never happened,live up to it. take it like a bitch.thats how they say you are ... right?pr...
Posted by Indulgence&&Addiction on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:36:00 PST

cause&&effect.

to startA simple action.countered by your cunning reaction,shutdown from another attempt.how can you be so heartless.cause and effect.applause and regret.is that all you pay attention to,all your frie...
Posted by Indulgence&&Addiction on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 07:10:00 PST

you may need to read this...

feelin rather reflecive right now...dont know if its a good thing or a bad thing..feelin pretty guilty.and in need of a reminder as to how much i really did fuck up..the friends i still have.. probly ...
Posted by Indulgence&&Addiction on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 04:13:00 PST

sickness.

you make me sicksick to my stomache.inside and out.pale sweating mess,you've caused more than you think.i thought today was a going to be a good day,as the light flooded in the open window,the soft, c...
Posted by Indulgence&&Addiction on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 07:30:00 PST

it sounded good at the time.

once again,found in the placement of pressure.just one more reason to test you.must you be so inquisitive?Just to find another peice of the puzzle.just another story to unravel.always finding weak spo...
Posted by Indulgence&&Addiction on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 05:27:00 PST

i need to adjust to change....

why cant we just make this pain go away,let me sleep,let me rest for another day.face the fears,face the facts all another time.no need for shame.no need for gilt.time and time over.you shame me out.w...
Posted by Indulgence&&Addiction on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 06:22:00 PST

fake a smile

...fake a smile...face the crowd..they'll never know the pain hidden,behind your eyes,the only safe place to keep the secrets...because you know this is your best ever dream..not that you've dreamt fo...
Posted by Indulgence&&Addiction on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 05:02:00 PST