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.God Straight Up Did A Double Take...

About Me

.private profile here.
.I was born.
.I'll grow up.
.and I'll die, too.
.I still enjoy spending time with my first love.
.I like the fact that I can be sittin here in the rough with no makeup and my hair a mess, and you’ll only see the pictures of me that involved prep time and careful editing.
.I don’t like the fact that the previous statement admitted that I’m not all I’m cracked up to be.
.And I don’t like the fact that some people know this more than I do.
.I'm more impressed with the Fall of Troy than with Panic! at the Disco or My Chemical Romance.
.Wanna know my sense of humor?
.watch THIS .
.I don't make other profiles of myself and then whine about having "fakers".
.We're not as dumb as you think.
.I'm outside vs. inside.
.loud vs. quiet.
.honesty vs. good impressions
.ugly vs. pretty.
.3 friends vs. 100 acquaintences.
.good vs. evil.
.Is It You vs. Me, Or Are You On My Side?
.I have to start my life all over.
.Let’s play a game:
.Ask me what it’s like to be me and I’ll pretend like I know.
.You’re Welcome.
.And the truth is, I really do care what you think of me.
.&& when you talk about me, it hurts my heart.
.If you say that you don't care what people think, I don't think I believe you.
.You must be a stronger person than I.
.but when you care about a person, and they treat you like you don't matter,
That's when it hits you.
.And you feel like you couldn't survive another night.
.You don't have to tell me.
.I know.
We should hang out some time.

My Interests

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.So thank God that I'm not God,
.And praise Him for being nothing like me.
.I would have forsaken man.
.So praise Him for being nothing like me.
.I would have let this world burn.
.You rapists, you abusers,
.You thieves, you murderers.
.I've taken my look around
.And all I've seen leads me to believe
.That if I was God,
.Heaven would be nearly empty
.And Hell would be overflowing.

-.Sinai Beach.-

.have a heart.

.I Ride To:

•Incubus [forever.]

•Eisley
[Texas says, "You're Welcome."]

•Widows&orphans
[Texas says, "You're Welcome."]

•The Jonbenet
[Texas says, "You're Welcome."]

•Sky Eats Airplane
[Texas says, "You're Welcome."]

•The Fall of Troy
•Tower of Rome
•Brand New
•William Fitzsimmons

Heroes:

.And for those who ask,
He gives His grace kindly.
.His forgiveness is beyond me.
.And even to the most perverted man,
.And even to the most wretched man,
.His glory and mercy is given.

I'd like to meet:


Heroes:



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My Blog

.first time I've been speechless.

Moments on moments. The wind of the smile blown from the heart, risqué waves of delight from the love.  Heavy drops from a face ruled and sad, dins of thoughts intertwining like poisonous serpen...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Tue, 29 May 2007 11:58:00 PST

.there's nothing wrong with slipping up.

I sat and watched you talk today... The filth ran slowly from your teeth Your words decaying as they left your lips, Breaking, at the touch of oxygen. They have no meaning to me anymore.   .I put...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Mon, 28 May 2007 02:42:00 PST

.DO SOMETHING.

.As much as I cherish our friendship, I can't do anything more..I've told you how I feel, I've been more honest than you deserve. .Today I found that when you fall, you get embarrassed..especiall...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:01:00 PST

.l-dogggg.

.I can never say goodbye to you..you'd never let me feel down when we're together..and this time, you might go for good..you're off to better things, with better people. .I want more than anything to ...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 01:46:00 PST

.happy.

.finally..this is what I wanted..needed. .we talk of the past and laugh..but then it gets hard, and we have to own up..who's turn is it now? .you, my friend, have never failed me..there's no end to ou...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 04:47:00 PST

.you're sick.

.i'll never hear the truth from your lips..lying is such a habit for you. .my God, it isn't flattering..I hope she's stable enough to keep you grounded..your feet are already lifting. .and when y...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:44:00 PST

.I Don't Think You Realize.

.I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, Or tell you that..But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it. .Where's the sense in that? .I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:43:00 PST

.Happy Lover's Day, Texas.

Texas Dollies Janna - We have been through more than a lot. I think we are conquerors of friendship because of our many differences. but that is exactly what I love about you. No matter who you were ...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:00:00 PST

.take me on.

.it's devastating to come into a battle, unarmed; with toy guns and hand grenades. this is warfare, my dear, you're right... "love is a battlefield." and as I look at you're sillhouette from across th...
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 08:35:00 PST

.Truth and Reconciliation.

...It hit me like a ton of bricks..like the weight of your loneliness.  @#^%^&%@^$*&.If you'd just trust in me....You know I trust you..We'll do all the things that you've dreamed to do.....
Posted by .propaganda. [F4L] on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 07:53:00 PST