i love scotch, scotchy scotch scotch. . . and i love the dodgers... seriously though, i try to live my life loving everyone and everything as much as i can, THINGS I CAN NOT CONTROL DO NOT BOTHER ME, and although i analyse everthing i can to try and figure out how someone could have done it better I DON'T JUDGE because i know that if i was in your shoes i would see things the same as i see them now. . i live by what i think are simple pricipals that we were all taught as kids but everyone seems to forget because they seem so cliche. . . i believe that people know the concepts, but they can't use them in their lives because they haven't made these thoughts their own.. what i mean by that is, god could come down and tell you everything you need to do to be a great person and it still would be enough until you took his words, thought about them, reasoned those thoughts, argued those thoughts until you finally truely understood what he/she/it was saying and why he/she/it was saying it... being told the right thing to do and doing it without putting you own imput on it is wrong, it just means you got brainwashed. . . . i do a lot of things differently than others, and i do a lot of things that conform with our society, either way almost everything i do now is something that i have created for myself, even if it has been done a thousand times before, or even if i started my actions without thinking about it first, to this day i can say i truely understand the things i do and why and i've had to change myself to get to this point.... because of these things i think i have a better outlook on life than most. . . now don't get confused, i'm not saying i'm better than anyone, or smarter than anyone.. in fact i think i'm worse than most people, because like i said i may have a better understanding of why i do things, but i still don't do all that i can to be a good person and treat others perfectly... this makes me hipocritical, because even though i seem to have all the answers for myself, i still don't always do what is right.... and that's the simplest and best concept to live by, everything i do i ask myself "is what i'm doing right? is it for the right reasons?" if i can't say yes to both these questions then what i'm doing is wrong, and therefore i am wrong a lot, thus probably the major bases for all my flaws..... trust me i don't think i'm a bad person and i don't beat myself up for it, i just know i'm not doing the best that i can and therefore i'm wasting my life, and there isn't much worse than wasting life....... that is pretty much the bases of how my brain works and how i live my life, if anyone wants to talk about life, specific situations, relationships, etc, i'm your guy..... the only real problem i have with people are their pressing need to avoid being wrong, (other than my brother and i arguing)i search for reasons why i might be wrong, i don't second guess myself, but i know if i find a fault in my thought process i can fix it before it ends up hurting me or even worse someone around me, when you except how often you'll be wrong, you'll learn faster than anyone around you..... oh, and i know this was quite a rant, so if you don't understand or don't care that's ok
