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About Me

Hmm.......I am ME..muah..original..some ppl hate me for being me - who gives a damn. Frens that are always there for me when i need them - I adore my other halves. My life involves around frens. Nightlife is me. Sometimes I take family for granted - sorry, I luv u mama, n papa too, not to 2 4get, Daniel. I love my cats, they complete me. Back to nightlife, clubbing - where i socialise n make frens n foes(now i know i hav em, foes i mean). It doesn't sound convincing to say that ppl actually make frens there, but it's true - getting laid is only a part of it. Dancing is one way to xpress myself. Not to make it too obvious, but I like Beyonce. Damn sexy bitch.Studying in UiTM - Actuarial Science. No, it's not a boring course coz i luv maths. Actuary - my highest ambition for now. Maybe it's not a very big ambition, but it'll do to hav a comfortable life that will keep up with my lifestyle. UiTM doesn't have any affect in my life. I go to class, n i come home. Social life doesn't exist, but only within ppl in my class. They r the best classmates ever. Mind u there r only around 20 ppl in my class - it's a class, not a hall.Must have accessories - hp, wallet, cigarrettes & lighter, lip balm, tounge stud.Routines - online everyday, uncountable sleepovers in Nazreem's (it comes with foods and lots of entertainment packages too haha), golf twice a week, waffles with Lynn, clubbing on weekends. It's amazing that most of my routines involves in KL, which is not near Shah Alam...ermmmm n oh yea, bathing my catss!

My Interests

DaNCiNg, CluBs, GaDgeTs, maths (tetibe)..

I'd like to meet:

Ppl that are fun who can be my fren...If u happen to read "about me" section, be pleased to add me ;) Oh yea no liars, self-centered or boring ppl plz...

Music:

..Hip Hop, R$B, anything danceable with element of attitude lol

Movies:

300

Television:

FrIeNdS, SeX N ThE CiTy, Grey's Anatomy

Books:

SyDNeY SheLDoN, JeFFrY ArCHeR

Heroes:

Still searching

My Blog

Scarcity

Here's the thing. People don't change overnight. But they do change gradually overtime. For the better or worst? Experience should be the judge. Experience is the judge. It is a judge to decide for a ...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Fri, 04 May 2007 03:28:00 PST

Feels sooo good

Bestnyerrrrrrrr!!
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 08:34:00 PST

Strong?

Human beings are weak. No matter how strong u think u r, how u can avoid seeing sumone, how u can stop loving sumone u really loved before, it will all come back to u after a while. If we take the per...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 02:56:00 PST

My Other Halves

The people who share my roller-coaster rides.Ummi Nazeera:The girl that top the cherry in my life. Arman Shahril:A friend that has always been there for me.Nazreem:The person who let out my inner side...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 01:40:00 PST

Addicted

Its like u're a drug, its like u're a demon I can't face downIts like I'm stuck, its like Im running from u all the timeAnd I know I let u have all the powers, like the only company I seek is mis...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 05:04:00 PST

Miss

I remember my 2-week experience when I was in SDAR in Form 1. I cldn't even breathe without thinking of home. I would call my mom everyday, trying hard not to cry as I missed home so much (yes, I was ...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 12:12:00 PST

Crybaby

When I think of our untimely end And everything we could have been I cry baby I cry Ok so it's 5 am and I still can't sleep I took some medicine But it's not working Someone's clinging to me And it's ...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Fri, 16 Sep 2005 01:32:00 PST

Liar

Lie: 1. An intentionally false statement. 2.A situation involving deception or founded on a mistaken impression. Synonyms - fabrication, falsehood, fib, fiction, untruth. Now, y wld ppl lie. To, escap...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hated

It's funny when I think about how much I am hated by others. Am I being too ignorant of the mistakes that I've done, or r they just envy of me? Misunderstanding, maybe. Hmm..all these things help us (...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Penat

I'm too exhausted n tired to even type but i need to write. I dunno who to trust anymore...no will to live for another day...this is all too big of a test for me...cant take it...only wish i wldnt hav...
Posted by iCalculateRisK RuiNeD on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST