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I love life and try to live life to its fullest. We only have one life to live and thus should do everything in our power to enjoy it and keep harmony around us. I am only human and have made mistakes in my life, financially, spiritually and with love. I am still searching for that special someone. I thought I found her in 2003, but it has been nothing but heartache ever since. Am I too hard on myself or did I set myself up for failure from the beginning? Only time will tell! I have been reunited with loves lost, my childhood sweetheart Angie (we dated in elementary and middle school), probably would be considered puppy love. But we saw each other again in 2006 by a chance happening and all of the feelings came flooding back. Another, Rosa, whom I was in love with but treated her wrong and she disappeared from my life for 4 years. But, she's back and we're trying to start again. But, when you have feelings for two woman, what do you do?
As I was told recently........things happen for a reason....should we look back or only look towards the future? Let's grow together, learn together and let the cards fall where they may.
An update.....How can you let someone tell you how they feel about you in hopes of them reciprocating the feelings? How can you let someone flirt with you and flirt back? How can you ask someone to spend the weekend with you or take a vacation with you in hopes that they will jump at the chance? Well bend me over and f*&k me raw, because that's what happened. A love lost didn't have the "balls" to tell me that she was in a relationship, but instead let me keep flirting, let me keep inviting her on trips, let me tell her that I wanted to spend more time with her, only to speak on the phone for 12 minutes and be told "oh yeah! I'm in a relationship and have been for a few months" What the f*&k!