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Silver Gage

and who am i?

About Me

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
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My Interests

Writing, Travel, Friends, Reading....this damned internet that I am attached to.
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone
whats your name spelt backwards?: acissej
What did you do last night?: fell in love
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: shaiya online
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: yes
Last time you swam in a pool?: few months ago
What are you wearing?: my emo sweater and jeans
How many cars have you owned?: two
Type of music you dislike most?: rap
Are you registered to vote?: yes
Do you have cable?: yes
What kind of computer do you use?: HP Pavillion Tablet PC
Ever made a prank phone call?: yes
You like anyone right now?: more than like
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: yes
Furthest place you ever traveled?: Dominican Republic
What's your favorite comic strip?: Get Fuzzy
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: yes
Shower, morning or night?: whenever
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: Equalibruim
Favorite pizza toppings?: no pizza
Chips or popcorn?: popcorn
What cell phone provider do you have?: verison
Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: ...no...
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: no
Orange Juice or apple?: OJ!
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: PO Baird... wow, that was forever ago
favorite chocolate bar?: any dark chocolate
Who is your longest friend and how long?: Grace, three years
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: ooo so long ago
Have you ever won a trophy?: yes
Favorite arcade game?: pac man
Ever ordered from an infomercial?: no
Sprite or 7-UP?: sprite
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?: to Worlds of Fun
Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: idk
Ever thrown up in public?: yes
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: true love
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yess
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: jimmy neutron
Did you have long hair as a young kid?: yes
What message is on your voicemail machine?: something stupid
Where would you like to go right now?: korea, because HES there
Whats the name of your pet?: Tiger
What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?: its a purse and it has everything
What do you think about most?: why?
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I'd like to meet:

...my future self...

Music:

Anything with good lyrics and anything original...I like original....

Movies:

LOTR, yeah, I know, I am a l form action='oser. All X men, Brokeback Mountian, DaVici Code, Breakfast Club, Count of Monte Cristo, Black and White, Underworld, Underworld Evolution, Advent Children, While You Were Sleeping, Anastaisia, Alladin, Loin King 1 1/2, The Princess Diarys, Phantom of the Opera, RENT, Monte Python and the Holy Grail, An Inconveniant Truth, Pirats of the Carribian, XMEN I-II-III, Tommy Boy, LOTR: TFOTR, TTT, ROTK, The Sandlot, Equlibrium,I love all movies....mostly.

Television:

TV is evil, unless Anime is on :]In which case it is evil, entertaining and mind numbing....

Books:

It would take an eternity to write all the books I have read and loved....I dont have that time, I am reading...

Heroes:

And they say that a hero can save us, I'm not going to stand here and wait

My Blog

in so many words... i love you

did you know that i never want to say goodnight never want to let you outa my site and i want so much just to let us be eternaly together, its killing me cause i cant sleep but to dream of you yo...
Posted by Silver Gage on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 01:08:00 PST

Sorrow lasts

Sometimes life seems too quiet Into paralyzing silence Like the moonless dark Meant to make me strong Familiar breath of my old lies Changed the color in my eyes Soon he will perforate the fabric of...
Posted by Silver Gage on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 03:46:00 PST

damn writers block

I woke up alone. I figure thats why I turned out this way. The sun was setting and I was on the stone steps of a mausoleum. Laying disregarded like an old banana peel left for the flies. There were n...
Posted by Silver Gage on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:19:00 PST

i just....

i cant stop my mind tonight. so many things flash before me. so engrained are my memories tht i cant... just cant stop.i remember walking away that night. i remember thinking, this is it right? i chos...
Posted by Silver Gage on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 01:58:00 PST

what to do with you

i'm just scaredsit here and tell methat its overthat your gonethat you wish life was a dream-scapecreated in your headto sleep and never waketo dream an endless dreambut you wouldnt pull the trigger h...
Posted by Silver Gage on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 12:39:00 PST

working around the funeral

as i sit here pointlessly at work where the heater is broken i sit here watching my car get covered in ice. damn. this may be my last hour on earth. my drive home will be hell -_- anyways in light of ...
Posted by Silver Gage on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 03:46:00 PST

truth

oh i just screwed up bad.please note: the truth will never set you free.
Posted by Silver Gage on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 02:36:00 PST

wondering about the bullets

so i really am gone. i feel like a gonner anyways. i want something so bad its all i can think about. and im so jealous, and angry, hurt jealous thats ripping my heart to shreds. and i dont know how m...
Posted by Silver Gage on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:37:00 PST

MY STORY Form 2

Differed Reality ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  Jessica Dinsmore Mysterious, I know almost nothing about him. Is this his dream as well? Do we meet in ...
Posted by Silver Gage on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:17:00 PST

MY STORY Form 1

Differed Reality..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   Jessica Dinsmore Mysterious, I know almost nothing about him. Is this his dream as well? Do we meet in ...
Posted by Silver Gage on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:16:00 PST