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look, i can't change the way i think. and i can't change the way i am. but if i've offended you? good. cause i still don't give a FUCK. (eminem)i can't help but be who i am. people love me for it, people hate me for it. but it is my opinion that it is better to be paid attention to than to go with the flow and be invisible, because you're nobody until you're hated. it just means you have what people want in one way or another and for that i am thankful to be the person i am. i think it says a lot about a person when they can really look at themselves and see not only the positive but the real nitty gritty bullshit and figure out a way to get through it. instead of hiding behind a false sense of pride or an angry attitude to fool people into looking at you in any other way than they should is a cowardly way of life. i used to be a bitch and i used to be mean in order to make people feel less than me, or afraid of me. i figured that so long as people were too scared to mess with me they would never bother me because if they did there would be hell to pay in terms of loud verbal assaults and low blows in general. it wasn't until i really was able to look at myself and realize i was just making up for a lack of self worth that i finally dropped that tough exterior and just started to be myself which happens to be a very loving and caring person. now, that doesn't mean that i don't still have my moments and that i am a perfect person. but now when i do have those moments i am able to look at them from a more stable point of view and see why i am acting the way i am. everyone has to grow up one day, and for those who don't i pity them, because they are only hurting themselves and the way people perceive them: which is honestly everything in this world. i'm too attached to my old ABOUT ME to delete it yet so until then....i guess just let this be a preface and lol i guess you can see the rest as an example of the false personality i was referring to. ♥ --what up my names whitney and i'm the shit. i live in fair haven (aka the hood. i fit in so well...) with my boyfriend. i grew up in barrington ri drinking my ass off and getting in trouble. i graduated in 04, went to New England Tech for a while and was pretty much the only girl there. i didn't fuck around back then and i still dont. if you know me, you understand that im down to earth and pretty smart. if you dont you may have the common misconception that i am a snotty bitch that i judge others on what they have rather than who they are and that i have the intelligence of a small stone. but that's cool, i choose who i am friendly with. so therefore there is a reason why people look at me the way they do: because i want them to. there are lots of people i havent made amends to for my past, there are some that i never will be able to make it up to. that's okay i can only worry about me these days.I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. he's better than yours. get over it. New Haven has been an adventure to say the least. people come and go. literally many have died in my time here, but they just prove that living in addiction is no way to live at all. Take a look into my recent life...go on, be jealous ;-) kidding sort of.For more Fabulous photos (mostly of) myself and good friends (lots that are missing due to the overwhelming amount of self portraits) check em' out at :http://photobucket.com/albums/v482/candylipzx0/
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