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About Me

i hate capital letters
i love suprises
i am infatuated with piano music
i'm a psych major just like everyone else at rutgers
i'm a geek
im a perfectionist
i have a bad habit of leaving the state on a whim
i would rather my life be summed up by a collection of experiences than a collection of stuff i own
i love to learn
i love animals that i am allergic to
i'm terminally independent, and painfully stubborn
i'm impossible to make plans with when classes are in session
i'm obsessed with bringing up my GPA
i just know i don't belong in nj, but who knows where i belong anymore
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My Interests

being a geek, computers, sunsets, tools, saltwater, writing, weight lifting, the rain, driving fast, sewing, knitting, fixing shit, reading, learning, snowboarding, road trips, getting tattooed, guns, sharp things - or any kind of weapons really, video games, comic books, photography, zombies, brooklyn... i also enjoy laughing at the misfortune of anyone who ever pissed me off, starting shit, vandalism and generally misbehaving...

I'd like to meet:



Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Music:

alec empire. a perfect circle. APHEX TWIN. A TRIBE CALLED QUEST. alice in chains. ani [that righteous babe]. ALL.at the gates. apotygmata berzerk. atreyu. AVENGED SEVENFOLD. as i lay dying. AFI.bad religion. billy joel. bloodhound gang. bonnie raitt. billy idol. blondie. beastie boys. bjork. busta rhymes.cyndi lauper. covenant. CORROSION OF CONFORMITY. CHIMAIRA.descendents. DEAD KENNEDYS. deep forest. duran duran. dread fabrik. deftones. dj keoki. dj aphrodite. dj clue. delerium. david bowie. daft punk. death cab for cutie. devo.everclear. enya. epmd. enigma. elvis presley.FAITH NO MORE. fleetwood mac. future sound of london. fictional. fiona apple. faithless. frontline assembly. from autumn to ashes. funker vogt.garbage. guns n' roses. genesis (only their old shit tho). green day. goldfrapp. gorilla buscuits. god forbid. GARRISON STARR.hooverphonic.IN FLAMES. iris. icon of coil.john digweed. james brown. jace pon.k's Choice. kmfdm. krs-1. KILLSWITCH ENGAGE.live. lamb. lords of acid.MASSIVE ATTACK. moby. morcheeba. madonna. modest mouse. MIKE KOVACS.nin. no doubt. nitin sawhney.OPIV. outKast. ozzy. orbital. the orb.pharcyde. paul simon. pantera. pink floyd. plaid. prodigy. prince. PORTISHEAD. postal service. pixies.rage against the machine. rhcp. RADIOHEAD. rilo kiley. ravenous.sasha. sreeching weasel. 7 SECONDS. sarah mcLachlan. subhumans. system of a down. staind. slipknot. symphony X.they might be giants. tegan & sara. the cure. the cars. the coo coos. the clash. tori amos. toad the wet sprocket. the fugees. tool. the yeah yeah yeahs.underworld. underoath.violent society. VNV NATION. violent femmes. velvet acid christ. vision of disorder.wu tang clan.zao. ...

Movies:

Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Goodfellas, Punch Drunk Love, Pirates of the Carribean, Blow, Vanilla Sky, High Fidelity, Grosse Point Blank, Foxfire, Better Off Dead, Sixteen Candles, The Breakfast Club, Gangs of New York, Basketball Diaries, Gia, Legend, Girl Interrupted, Fight Club, Taxi Driver, Monty Python's Holy Grail,Evil Dead, Evil Dead 2, Army of Darkness, Office Space, Sleepy Hollow, Neverending Story, The Dark Crystal, Legend, Trainspotting, Snatch, X-Men, X2, K-Pax, El Mariachi, Desperado, From Dusk Till Dawn, Pi, Being John Malkovich, Kentucky Fried Movie, Garden State, Friday, New Jack City, Requiem for a Dream, The Secret of Nimh, Princess Mononoke, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Dogma, Adaptation, True Romance, Mad Max, Beyond Thunderdome, Akira, Ghost in the Shell, Once Upon a Time in Mexico, Kill Bill Vol. 1, Secretary, Buffalo 66, From Hell, Shaun of the dead [best zombie movie EVER!!!!], Kung Fu Hustle...and i will never understand why anyone was ever afraid of the Blair Witch Project. Ghost in the Shell 2 was amazing, and if u haven't seen it yet u need to...

Television:

i felt obliged to modify this section, since my friends keep teasing me about saying that TV is evil when i still watch cartoons and a select few shows whose episodes i download on the internet so as not to be subject to commercial advertisement. so here is my list of acceptable television programming: Simpson's, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Family Guy, Sea Lab 2021, Thundercats, Gargoyles, Animaniacs, Voltron ( FUCK the power rangers!), Robot Chicken, The Oblongs, shit i know there's more of these... generally speaking i'll give cartoons a chance. i like the kinds of TV shows that networks cancel, but seriously, isn't tv just for video games and movies anyway?

Books:

i had a books section once, and now it's gone and i am lazy, so oh well...

Heroes:

Jim Hughes, Bill Hicks, My Grandpa...

My Blog

Round 2

Infant & Child Development 0/Jess 220 - Grade: 100Nutrition & Health Project 5/Jess 95 - Grade: 95Nutrition & Health Exam 2 - 5/Jess - 70 - Grade: 93Sociology of Mental Illness -2/Jess 102 -Grade: 102...
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blah

i am 28 years old and i am learning how to be alone, how to let the two halves of me keep each other company long enough so that they may eventually make a whole, and it's the scariest fucking thing i...
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Round 1

Infant & Child Development: 12, Jess: 208 - Grade: 95Sociology of Mental Illness: 6, Jess: 94 - Grade: 94Nutrition & Health: 9, Jess: 66 - Grade: 88Religiong & Psychology: 5, Jess: 45 - Gr...
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hawt

Music Videos - Destination Calabria...
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i wish i was back there...

so scottsdale is garbage... i kinda wish i was back home right now so i could get started with all the shit i have to do this semester. the sooner i start the sooner i can get the fuck out of that awf...
Posted by connection failed! on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 02:46:00 PST

this place...

    is the most amazing place i have ever been. there is positive energy everywhere and i am getting to see the grown-up versions of two of my most favorite people in the whole world. m...
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confusion the waitress

so you work and work to make things happen. i've got drive, i'm capable, i can do this. and i had to prove this to myself, prove that i could come out on top, only to realize, after i finally had ever...
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.... stuff

Life can be pulled by goals just as surely as it can be pushed by drives.Viktor Frankl   Motivation is what happens when you take hold of an idea.  Inspiration is what happens when an ide...
Posted by connection failed! on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 11:28:00 PST

it's a gir?l?!?

no i'm not having a kid.... as it turns out my older kitten is actually a girl. it's hard to tell when they are young. imagine my surprise when i am petting "him" a week or two ago and i notice kitty...
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i tried...

    ...to sit quietly alone the other day an remember my friend... all i could see was his coffin, and all i could feel was regret. i still miss him just as much today. nothing has chan...
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