I am enjoying my single life as we speak now, I have no one to hold me back or give me the extra drama that I don't need. Everything that i did and done was never a regret, it was a lesson to learn and to move on from it.I live, learn, and love. And I thank god that you are finally out of my FUCKEN life now!
My life is nothing but a constant struggle of happiness and contentment. I am a party girl that loves to have fun, yet at the same time I love to chill and hang out. I love people and meeting new faces. I am random and I like being different. I wasn't born to stand amongst the crowd but to stand out. I am not one to follow or set trends. I don't think my clothing or how I wear my hair or do my make up constitutes what kind of person I am. I'll give you the world and spoil you but if u fuck me over or anyone I care and Love...I'll take it right back and make your life a living hell. I am crazy and have no limits. I don't know why so many people try and be something their not. I mean I admit we all try to be that person we all wish we can be, but its not gonna happen. God didn't make two of the same people alike for a reason, so we all should just be that person we were meant to be instead of someone else. Embrace that human being God created and not fight who we were meant to be and become. Right now I am on a journey of knowing my true self and being comfortable in my own shoes. My head has been played with so many times I am not even sure what's real and what's not. I really don't care for drama but when it does show up on my doorstep I welcome it with open arms..drama makes me a stronger person plus I learn so much from it. I am not your typical average person...some might describe me as bitchy or weird or even psycho or even awesome ha but I am not here to please anyone besides myself. Some people like to think they are better than everyone else but in reality you are just insecure and pathetic. People these days are so focused on the physical and material aspects in life that we forget what life and people are really about.
Now I've tried plenty of times to get rid of my bad habits, living life on the cutting edge, taking a stab at it. And learning from my mistakes, try not to make them twice, Just admit it when I'm wrong, and tryin hard to make it right ....