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everybody :) hah. it's a myspace phenom how many friend requests everyday. i have no idea why but never the less i will accept your friend request.february 04, 2007this is my very first love. she was a bitch over the years but when youre in love.. youre in love, you'd do anything and everything right?! what can i say.. you'll always be in my heart lady bug.
my family isnt like any other family. we're all very different in our own ways and being family brings us together. our names for one thing is already different from the start! julius, bettina, isabella, annabella, and ivy! we all get along and love doing things together. from family movie nights to slumber parties in each others rooms to random road trips. we're tight knit with parents as our friends.to my family: i feel like i'm your mother, father, brother, and sister in ONE! but i love every second of it and i dont regret giving up some of my dreams so you can fulfill yours. as crazy as things get around here, i will go the distance for any one of you guys. this year, i took it off to be lazzyyy and to relax but i think its time to wake up early again and get things done. i love my family more than anything and i prove it everyday. i truely believe they are my purpose of life. it sucks how everyone is growing up so fast but i do promise to keep all of us together for the rest of our lives.julius: sometimes you dont understand that i am the black sheep in the family and you have to stop judging me!! i know i'm a little too unique and crazy but i always give and give to my family.victor: victoorrr my besterestest cousin. we use to always be there for each other during crazier times until you upruptedly moved to phili!!! when you left a piece of me left with you and my lifes never been the same :( no matter what happens or how far apart we are, i'm sure we'll always have each otherizzybellie: you made it into uc irvine!! youre such a smarty!! i cant believe youre graduating in two weeks! gosh the time has flown. i remember walking you to class freshman year. so i know i kept you sheltered all these years but it was for the best. look where you're at now. almost accomplished and growing up so beautifully. a little selfish but its okay! thanks for listening to me all these years and being such a good sport about everything. i'm so proud of you!!annabellie: hii "annie" jk hehe "sowwwyy" i was so moved by your dedication thingie. you always seem to write the best cards and know exactly what to say. you helped remind me of how i am. these past few years have been the funnest huh. taking you to your first concert and many more after. the journey we had at taste of chaos to driving to LA for yg family! youre growing up as beautifully as izzy and its so crazy to see you change!! none of our siblings are as down as you! hehe. like the times you rub my tummy when i have cramps and hold back my hair when my i throw up bc i'm sick. or how when we were little you let my put my feet on your back bc they were cold. your hugs are the best and i love you so muuucchhh.ivy: you'll always be my child/little baby. i'm sorry i worked so much last year and couldnt visit you as much as i wanted to. right when i quit work i drove to oc as much as i could just to tuck you in at night and made sure you slept soundly. sometimes i'd come just for a day but it was worth the drive. nobody gets me jokes but you!! and making you laugh is the best feeling everrr. i love making you smile. even though we're seperated for the moment it sure doesnt feel like it huh! i will always be the one to wipe away your tears and make you feel whole. i will be here for your first step to middle school and then high school.. and every step after that. i'll always be here for you and take care of youmare: omg i'm a little tired of writing but here goes! you are the best bestest friend ever, my life friend, my sister, my family. i'm so lucky that you chose me to be your best friend! through the worst times, happy times, crappy times, bs times.. we could always count on each other for that shoulder to lean on. you deserve the best. i'm gonna miss you so much when you move away. i cant open up to others.. no one understands me, everyone judges. you know how it is. you always know how to cheer me up. i can talk to you about anything. tj is soOoo lucky to have you as his mother... first victor left and now youre leaving and all i can do is be happy for you guys. all the things that you think makes you crazy is all the things i love most about you. cant wait til tj pops out and to visit you in chicago!!sonny: you've showed me a new meaning to life. you've opened my eyes to true happiness. you make everyday full of laughter and smiles. you treat me best and you are everything i couldhve hoped for. you showed me true companionship and i really do believe we're meant for each other hehe. sounds corny but theres not any other way to put it. we have fun whatever we're doing and everyday is just bliss. you help keep me together. i'm really falling for you....