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Keeper of the grackles

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About Me

Our last hug was poison and that last kiss so deadly. To feel that cool sensation once more would surly send me to heavens hell.well its been a long few months ive gotten stronger ive gotten over a lot of bull shit and ive most defiantly found apart of myself that i though i lost a long long time ago- im back in the neighborhood that i grew up in and connecting with friends i haven't seen since i was like 8 years old! and its bees amazing through every mistake this life has shown me a lesson and proved to me that everything happens for a reason im still hurt but its a long road to fix a broken heart and mines not the first so i think ill be ok. I have no regrets whatsoever about matt and i - im happy for the time we had and i hope this life brings him everything hes ever wanted. im not bitter or angry anymore im just here living life day by day and figuring things out as they come i know things will be ok and i know that if it wernt for friends and family helping me i would be caught in a rut but they helped me so much and there helping make an even bigger step in my life i love you all!Im meeting new ppl talking to so many new faces and seeing things in a whole new light! and this is the start of something new something big something you thought you'd never see from me ;) . .

My Interests

&&&&&& heres a poem in my groups honer
poets who kill
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We're More Than Just A Group
We're Brothers and Sisters in Arms
Every Where we go we cause Lyrical Harm

Singing the Songs that have yet to be sung
Holding .. to words,
because they're all that we got
The Barrell on the gun has never been this hot
We're more than the ones that Thrill
We're stronger together,
We're the Poets who Kill
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HEY DANNELLEA____
give me a strawberry wauffer
and some honie musterd!!Listen UP !!! if your intersted in poetry check me out through my group!Or my myspace magazine site for entery info http://www.myspace.com/poets_who_kill_magazine *****************
A great list
Of interesting

Quotes
and facts


* *This love It Has me now, his hugs they leave me bound, with kisses that with out a single sound would make a blind man proud
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if you cant get him out of your head
....maybe hes supposed to be there
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'"So you think *I'm* the murderer? What do I have to do to convince you that I'm not, be the next victim?'"
/ 'Well, that would be a start.' - Peter Stone
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We live in a Newtonian world of Einsteinian physics ruled by Frankenstein logic. - David Russell
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Those who flee temptation generally leave a forwarding address. - Lane Olinghouse
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Where is human nature so weak as in the bookstore?" Henry Ward Beecher
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Courage is fear that has said its prayers. - Dorothy Bernard ******
Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead. Charles Bukowski, From "Betting on the Muse"****
Hearts live by being wounded
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I can picture in my mind a world without war, a world without hate. And I can picture us attacking that world, because they'd never expect it. Jack Handy, Deep Thoughts
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When all is said and done, the weather and love are the two elements about which one can never be sure. Alice Hoffman, 'Here on Earth'
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It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.
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My joy was skipping Around our love It tripped. ~Valentine Sterling
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For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been. John Greenleaf Whittier
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The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. Anonymous
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Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown
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What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you. ~Richard Wilbur
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I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ~Missy Altijd
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I hate the day, because it lendeth light To see all things, but not my love to see. ~Edmund Spenser
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My love-lies-bleeding. ~Thomas Campbellbr
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Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it. ~J.K. Rowling
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Black magic & ambiguous deja vu

I'd like to meet:



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Music:

most alternitive,
country,
punk,
house
and classic
indy rock-
(artist),
armand van helden
JACK J!!!,
brad p.,
switch foot,
cold,
SPLITHABIT!!!
oasis
muse
the streets
journey
arosmith
kansas
kiss
enigma
hello goodbye
Red hot chile peppers
red jumpsuit
(b4 they were all the rage*rolls eyes*)
virgin million airs
*b4 they were cool once again*
dead poetic
bloc party,
paramore,
killers,
Sugarcult,
monsters are waiting
,30 sec. to mars,
(songs),
road to zion
50 ways to leave ur lover
cristalin
starstylers,
***u know what
this is bullshit
just check out my tunz
...duh
(fuckin a christ)..
------------- --------- ------ Here some great lyrics read and enjoy ------------ --------- ----- I'm only patient enough to please the masses for so long.
My brittle arms cannot hold up all the walls in this falling tomb.
I'm only caring enough (Drowning in expectation.)
To love oppressors for so long.
Until I begin to crack (I cannot disappoint them)
And the monster will soon come back.

I've got to cut the tube that feeds the undying need for this peace.

I'll self-destruct and die, if you don't allow me breathing room.
Save me from my phobia of failing you again.
I'll self-destruct and die, from the strain of pleasing the masses.
I'm the dying pacifist.

I don't need you to stop. I only need you to understand.
I dig this dagger myself (and twist and turn until I'm numb)
And I'll continue until you end it.

I've got to cut the tube that feeds the undying need for this peace.

I'll self-destruct and die, if you don't allow me breathing room.
Save me from my phobia of failing you again.
I'll self-destruct and die, from the strain of pleasing the masses.
I'm the dying pacifist.

I'm addicted to being something they will look up to and
I'm begging for someone, something, to bring me back to you.

I'll self-destruct and die, if you don't allow me breathing room.
Save me from my phobia of failing you again.
I'll self-destruct and die, from the strain of pleasing the masses.
I'm the dying pacifist.

Bush -glycerine
Must be your skin I'm sinking in
must be for real cuz now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's gray
now you're here know you're away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
don't let the days go by

glycerine

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie
we live in a wheel
where everyone steels
but when we rise it's like strawberry fields

if I treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful face
don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
could have been easier by three
our old friend fear and you and me
glycerine {repeat}
don't let the days go by
glycerine

I needed you more
when we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
that's just fine
that's just one of my names
don't let the days go by
could've been easier on you
glycerine

GREEN EYES
Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

The green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you?

I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter now I met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes

Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know

The green eyes, you're the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who tried to deny you, must be out of their mind

Because I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter since I met you
Honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes, green eyes

Oh oh oh oh (x4)

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand

Movies:

a lot-
any thing tim burton
(nightmare b4 xmas,
corps bride, vincent,
james and the giant peach,
qt
(kill bill :)
and lucky number slevin i belive)
or stephen king
( rose red
and all that jazz)
,resadent evil,
fifth element,
and disney movies
oh and
super troopers
sicko
starwars(all of them!) Jumper
simpsons movie
grandmas house
Movie of the year goes to
hitman

Television:

funny stuff....
i like sylvia brown to shes cool..
...
futerama,
scrubs(thats matts fault)
,simpsons,
family guy,
friends(always and 4 ever god dang it!),
american dad---
---I am the station flicker!!!
no tv show is safe :)..

Books:

i love to read all kindza stuff-
i loved catch 22,
east of eden,
all stephen king
and summer of night,
duncan,
anne rice,
patricia cornwell,
higgings
oohh gesh
ive read so many books
....
its a shame i cant remember them all ..

Heroes:

me i love me i do a lot for me i think i should be my own hero. umm my brothers and my sister and most importantly my grandma she past away but shes still my hero I miss you so much this songs for you!..

My Blog

The only One

Dannellea save your umbrella for when the rain it really flows baby girl you know its just a stage friends they come and go lovers you never really know by this heart I swear sisters never wear...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 09:24:00 PST

La La Laughter


Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:36:00 PST

TAGGED uoh!

..>..> ..> (a) in your blog: Write 10 facts, goals, whatever makes you, YOU! Unveil yourself in a way that is rarely seen by outsiders!Fact 1 - i was adopted Fact 2- im a picture whore Fact 3...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 04:33:00 PST

Find me, Im searching

Are you there?I've been waitingfor such a long time..., solace is all Im asking.I've traveled far over silk azure waters Witnessed these landscapespainted in envious greens.Slept deep under this midni...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 04:23:00 PST

a random thought

you would like to think pain is lurking far far away then you realize its in your head and its going to stay no matter what youve tricked yourself to say (randome thought not finished )...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:52:00 PST

all we have Now

Amazing grace How sweet that sound In a Land hell bent to die We will take that stand for a land we love And I will leave you here for other ties in another time when our fathers perish ,our brothers ...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 02:56:00 PST

deeper than im fine

Ive been standing at the gates of my fears,rattled the chains, for to long now so so long nowi wish i could walk throughrelease all this rancori hold deep with in the brain i to have fallen to blood r...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 06:18:00 PST

†rancor

Standing ever still among this mound of broken, angry shouts thrown to forgotten past but my mind lingers upon each event wounded still suffering each day wish I could absorb this be more like y...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 03:46:00 PST

†how ive come to be me

It's the race against time nobody can see cant stand to believehow blind they really areThey push down that driving hurt act like every things equivalent everyone one else is at fault for all this uns...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 03:00:00 PST

†Under Stand

you say love like a cure all bet when the tears fall all thats left are chimes caught in the gust i want to be needed not just here for good fuckingand live in snuggling ive been pleading your giving ...
Posted by Keeper of the grackles on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 02:56:00 PST