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About Me

i love my wife. l love music. i am not sure what reality is. i love my friends and my family. where is my mind? i am a six string samuri. my favorite drink is milk.background-color:transparent;

My Interests

SPENDING TIME WITH MY WIFE, MUSIC, MOVIES, CONCERTS, SKULL BABY, MY BEST FRIEND TOBY, READING SOMETIMES AND PLAYING GUITAR, AND FOOLING AROUND ON THE COMPUTER! COLLEGE SPORTS! GO COCKS! NFL-DALLAS COWBOYS AND MLB-BOSTON RED SOX. I LIKE BEER. I ENJOY MANY DIFFRENT KINDS, I LIKE ALES AND STOUTS THE BEST. BUT I ALSO ENJOY A LAGER AND A PILSNER NOW AND THEN. ..

I'd like to meet:

ROBERT SMITH, MORRISSEY, ANDREW ELDRICH, THAT ARE ALIVE. I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO MEET THE FOLLOWING- THE MARQUIS DE SADE, JESUS, JAMES DEAN, AND RANDY RHOADS

Music:

EVERTHING...ROCK,METAL,PUNK,ALTERNATIVE,POST PUNK,HARDCORE,POST HARDCORE, JAZZ, BLUES, TECHNO, COUNTRY, MOTOWN, RAP, CELTIC, CLASSICAL, GOTH, BLUEGRASS, AND REGGAE.

Movies:

SLING BLADE, AMERICAN PSYCHO,BRAVEHEART, DONNIE DARKO, LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT, THE EXORCIST, SILENCE OF THE LAMBS, 8MM, SAY ANYTHING, HOUSE OF 1000 CORPSES, DAVID LYNCH MOVIES, TIM BURTON MOVIES, ANY THING WITH JOHHNY DEPP, BRAD PITT, CHRISTIAN BALE, NICK CAGE, OR SIR ANTHONY HOPKINS. ..

Television:

HOUSE, FAMILY GUY, SOUTH PARK AND AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE, AND ANYTHING ON THE DISCOVERY CHANNEL, 24, COLLEGE FOOTBALL AND NFL FOOTBALL, THE HISTORY CHANNEL, THE MILITARY CHANNEL.

Books:

TRUE CRIME AND HORROR. THE PERKS OF BIENG A WALLFLOWER, CATCHER IN THE RYE, BEYOND GOOD AND EVIL, 1984, THE THIEF OF ALWAYS, SALO AND 120 DAYS OF SODOM, THE DAVINCI CODE, THE BOOK OF LIES, HOW SOON IS NEVER, SEX DRUGS AND COCCO PUFFS, AND WHEN I WAS 5 I KILLED MYSELF, AND TOUCHING FROM A DISTANCE. ANYTHING BY JOHN SAUL AND STEVEN KING.

Heroes:

MORRISSEY!!!!!!!! VLAD DRACULA, ANDREW ELDRICH, THE MARQUIS DE SADE, DAVID LYNCH, IAN CURTIS, ROZZ WILLIAMS, AND PEOPLE WHO LIVE LIFE BY THIER OWN RULES.

My Blog

THE MANIFESTO OF JOHNNY LEE- A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A GOTHIC PREP, SOCIALLY OUTCAST PUNK REDNECK

PREFACE. johnny lee was well, what can i say but confused. the world that was inside of johnny lee's mind, did not match up to the one outside of the bathroom window. johnny lee does not like the sun,...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 08:07:00 PST

powder falling like manna from the heavens

i dreamt of old snakes how stupid is a clock picture the naked lake phallous on the dock run in the fire beat, beat on the drum rituals to admire the child, deaf and dumb tastes like candy sweet to th...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 09:36:00 PST

dont bother to wake me

i lay down to sleep, before i sleep i dream. you were there telling me about your childhood romance and about the space-time continum and such.i could smell the fresh cut grass that your father had ju...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 09:15:00 PST

directionless so plain to see, a loaded gun wont set you free, so they say

i took a swim in the ocean, so i could remember where it is i came from. the cold, crisp air always makes me think of november and the fall. fall is my favorite time of the year, i love whatching the ...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:51:00 PST

NOT TESTED ON ANIMALS

i woke up i took a piss there was yellow bird he liked my piss he was yellow my piss was yellow there was a cosmic connection i walked to the street a dog began to follow that dog knows the dog ate ju...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 10:06:00 PST

FROZEN

I CLOSE MY EYES, AND I SIT BACK AND I SMELL THE GREEN GRASSY FIELDS OF MY YOUTH. I CAN TASTE THE SALT, AND I FEEL THE SPRAY THAT THE WAVES MAKE AS THEY CRASH INTO SHORE. THE STI...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 10:33:00 PST

i am my brothers keeper

we are all mistakes. we lie broken hearted and all alone. we cry, we bitch and we moan. i dont deserve to have a pony. i use to say bad words when i was little, i would shout them at the t...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 10:39:00 PST

the road less traveled

there is a power that escapes the eyes and ears leading us to a brighter place one with out brains, suffering and trears our follies are now dressed in white lace we have danced in the fire with no p...
Posted by PILLOW......... on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 03:51:00 PST

regret

regret....it makes me sick to my stomach. regret.....it keeps me awake a night
Posted by PILLOW......... on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 03:57:00 PST

an alternate universe....{or at the least a wormhole}

there is an alternate universe in the girls bathroom at my new job, or at the least it is a wormhole. i step in side and lights go dim and they start to dance, then the walls around me begin to melt....
Posted by PILLOW......... on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:57:00 PST