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Star Gazer

Be the light you seek.

About Me

Who are you? Interesting question. I am not entirely sure I can answer that for you. See, anything I could tell you, no matter how honest, would only reflect my perspective. Of course, as everyone is well aware of (or should be), there are things about ourselves that we choose...or refuse to see. Ironically, these are always the things that are easily spotted in others, making us unknowing hypocrites. Anyhow, I will try my best to answer the initial question.Born and raised in the San Fernando Valley in L.A. county, California, I have grown up to be relatively outspoken and liberal. I find that I am sometimes too liberal for some liberals, but, I definitely know people radically more liberal than I am. I believe in equality of all persons, earthly creatures and plants...yes, that means that the rights of a tree are just as important to me as another person's. Call me a tree hugger, I don't care. This planet is our only home; let's start acting like it. No matter skin color, sexual orientation, country of origin, religious/spiritual philosophy, sex or gender, choice of chewing gum...we are all equal. I may not agree with what you believe, but I will defend your right to believe it. Hmmm, what else? I love life, try to stay positive when things go array, attempt to love those who I otherwise would dispise, and struggle to do all these things. I don't believe in mistakes; I have a strong relationship with my higher power; I love to cuddle; I have recently begun a yoga practice...you get the point: I am random.All of life is a continuous lesson, meant to serve us by bringing us closer to divine truth.
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My Interests

I find beauty in art, mind stimulating books and music, tattoos, sky diving, deep sea creatures, my indigenous roots, horseback riding, the cosmos, biology, sociology, medicine, being more connected to the earth, watching my child grow, alternative/environmentally safe energy, leading a life worth living, books, the construct of gender, hiking, dancing, good sex...um, I mean sensual connectedness, alternative spirituality, and the meaning of life.
Your Rising Sign is Aries
You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started.Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking.You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things.You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful.Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you.But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway! What is Your Rising Sign?
You Are The Magician
You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.
Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.
You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.
You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it.

Your fortune:

You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into.
Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition.
Believe it or not, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.
You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment. What Tarot Card Are You?

I'd like to meet:

People who will be constructive and inspirational in my life. 2/13/07 Ah, no doubt, Johnny Depp and John Mayer...wow, two Johns. I just realized that I never write that name out because it looks funny to me. HAHA.

Music:

2/13/07 John Mayer's Continuum is on the top of my play list. I can relate every song to my past. It reminds me of where I have been and it keeps me grounded.Lifehouse: Hanging by a Moment, You and Me, Everything.

Movies:

10/23/06 A movie was mentioned during the conversation about cooking dinner together on Friday...possibly Motorcycle Diaries because I have seen the beginning so many times...but never the end. But, I also have others I haven't seen yet like "About Schimit" (spelling anyone?)and others that I can't remember there names at this exact moment. Ooh, maybe on Friday Kuku and I can watch "I Heart Huckabees". I've seen it already, but I love this film. I see myself in this film. I also have "Requiem for a Dream." That movie kept me clean at one point in my drug dabbling. See it. 2/13/07 Evelyn and I have plans to watch "Mi Familia" together sometime soon.

Television:

2/13/07 Ah, lately I only watch kid's shows: Sesame Street, Curious George, Clifford, Mustard Pancakes...nothing you watch probably.

Books:

11/13/06 Right now I am enjoying looking through a book I read a couple years ago called "Gender Outlaw" by Kate Bornstein. 12/19/06 I started reading "The Virago Book of Erotic Myths and Legends," which is beautifully written and captivating. 2/13/07 The other day I read some more of the first Harry Potter book. It is surprisingly riveting yet easy and fun to read.

Heroes:

I love you and miss you and will see you again T.O.G.. We all have the ability to inspire each other on a daily basis. Believe what is positive leads to seeing things as such. Conversely, focusing on the negative will only manifest it...Keep good intentions!

My Blog

Moon Cycles

The moon is full once again, symbolizing the onward march of time and life. An eclipse, not visiable in the Western States, also is taking place today. I am reminded of the cycles my life has spiraled...
Posted by Star Gazer on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 08:44:00 PST

Inner reflection

Inner reflection is probably the most difficult thing for me to do. I think about some of the things that I have done in my past and my stomach begins to ache, and instantly, I want my mind to take me...
Posted by Star Gazer on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 02:42:00 PST

Play time

Waking up to the dim grey light of early morning, I opened my eyes to see a smiling child. Awakening to my son, the object of my unconditional and forever-growing love, is a blessing in and of itself....
Posted by Star Gazer on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 11:14:00 PST