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Secrets and promises are hard to keep...

About Me

If you know me, you know that I am very loyal, loving, and caring. But don't fuck with me. Or mistake my kindness for weakness. I don't consider myself the life of the party. I'm the sit back, quiet and observing type. I love to people watch. So when you think no one is looking...I probably am. I love to take pictures of graffiti, my slaps, collabs, and random people. And all for my own entertainment.I'm very stubborn and hard headed. I can admit when I'm wrong, but hate failure. I can't stand girls that are all bark and no bite. I wonder if they hit as hard as they fucking talk. Keep it moving. If you have an opinion, only speak it when I desire one. I really do appreciate them, just don't like forced information that could subject me to what I stand by/for. I am a one man kind of girl, and not into playing games. I don't like people that are judgemental and condescending.I hate Cheaters, Liars, Fakers, and all that goes with it. I am a strong believer in karma, and if it hasn't yet, it will visit you soon. I'm honest so I would expect you to do the same and Trust is something huge to me. If you have earned my trust then you know you've done something right. I have realized the value of being honest and dishonesty is just not worth it. Appreciate who you are and what you are given. Sadly, you never know what you have until its gone. Too bad it takes losing someone or even something to realize their worth.Occasionally I say some real off the wall things, but don't worry, that's just me talking. One of my favorite words are "Fuck." I Love films with lots of gore, gummi bears, hot cheetos, sarcasm, inside jokes and text messaging. G'yeah. I love kid art, sticker trading, collabs, hip hop and art shows. I like going on foot missions and catching spots. I can't stand foo's that come up on black books. Get your own!Little things make me happy and mean the most. I have selective hearing, a restless mind, and a superb memory. Can't even forget the things I'd like to. I love arguing and fist fights. I get bored very easily. So try to keep up with me.I like poetry, inspirational quotes, lame jokes and corny pick up lines (I'm easily amused.) I hope one day to finish the scrap book I started many moons ago. I collect dvd's because I'm a nerd. My dreams are mostly nightmares. Horror flicks in the making. I idolize no one...Well, there is an exception for Griselda Blanco. I'ma run shit just like her one day.I like reading true crime and biographical books. A&E is one of my favorite channels. I have a crush on Mandy Moore, Kate Hudson, Eva Mendes, Brittany Murphy, Kat Von D., Jean Harlow, Betty Grable (yes even the dead broads make the cut), Ziyi Zhang, and the list goes on. Girls are beautiful. Well some are. I can't stand girls with ugly hair. For some reason that really bothers me.Any way. Moving on. I'm a multi-tasker. Always up for change. Still a kid at heart. Love to laugh. Even if it's at your expense. Fuck it. One thing I can't stand doing is WAITING. So please, don't make me do it.I'm an old soul. I can't be compared. So don't try to. I'd prefer you trying to get to know me and then make what you want of me, opposed to placing me in a category I don't belong. Ugh, I'm rambling now...I think I'm done. Who reads this shit any way? desroxx

My Interests

Fuck Your Life!!Sticker Trading, Kid Art, Jamba Juice, Documentary Films, Partying til 7am, Growing up in the Walk, King Taco, Going to Shows, Graffiti, Hip Hop, Buying Jeans, Peel Magazine, Art by Miss Van, Taking Random Pictures, Vodka, Catching Spots, Working with Kids, Gallery Shows, Horror Flicks, Sarcasm, Dancing when I'm Drunk Lol, Crime TV, Spending time with the Fambam, Night Life, Firecracker, Randomness, Horrorfest, Fist Fights, Tattoo's, Frogs, Late Night Strolls That Lead No Where, The Red Chile, B&W Photos, Scooby Snacks, Singing in the Car, Verbally Sparring, Being Right, Road Rage, Puma, Harajuku Lovers, My Name Pendant, Stencils, Art straight from la pinta, My Diverse Heritage, Rainy Days, Poetry, Long letters, Love Letters, Post Cards, My Friends, Infomercials (yeah I watch 'em), Foreign Films, HBO, Art By Mark Ryden, Captain Morgan Parrot Bay (straight), Playing Chess, Listening to Oldies, Reading, Road Trips, Over Analyzing EVERYTHING, Art by Fafi, Arts & Crafts, Grime, Green Apple gum (if you chill with me, you know which kind), Scrapbooking, Cheap Thrills, Juicy Couture, Bootleggin' Shiet, Being Scared, Laughing until I cry, Bowling, Coppin' Street Signs, Being a Vandal, Eye Shadow, Bobby Pins,Gloomy Weather, My Intuition, Yummy Tasting Lip Gloss, Pop Art, Love, My Frog RAE R.I.P, Tostilocos, Hot Cheetos, Gummie Bears, My Doggie Big Head, Instant Gratification, Old Pictures, Reminiscing, My '65 El Camino (almost car show status), Things that Smell Good, Necklaces, Markers of all kinds, Drips, To be continued...

I'd like to meet:


Music:

•feist •masta ace •illogic •psycho realm •P.O.P. •santogold •grizzly bear •portishead •amy winehouse •immortal technique •silver apples •the horrors •chrome hoof •the blessings •jukes •kemo the blaxican •fuzz against junk •7L&Esoteric •aphex twin •les nubians •thurston moore •sparklehorse •massive attack •rachael yamagata •x-raided •the strokes •the kooks •total •ozomatli •del •afu-ra •olivia broadfield •metallica •tone loc •dilated peoples •morrissey •the cure •nems •plain white t's •handsome boy modeling school •wu-tang •reo speedwagon •bob dylan •sade.. •the pharcyde •fleetwood mac •debbie deb •lisa lisa •kid sister •girl talk •johnny cash •stevie b •ralphi pagan •radiohead •system of a down •staind •living legends •dj mehdi •blondie •4th avenue jones •amanda perez •too $hort •alicia keys •the visionaries •L.O.R.D. •cLOUDDEAD •atmosphere •mos def •erykah badu •jill scott •lauryn hill •india arie •blu & exile •common •sage francis •cage •ill bill •necro •talib kweli •the gorillaz ♥♥bless619♥♥ •bootsy collins •outkast •OMD •cormega •jay-z •she wants revenge •goapele •sia •hope •blonde redhead •phil da agony •sixtoo •typical cats•heldhostage •corinne bailey rae •thievery corporation •beans •gregory issacs •the lootpack •cypress hill •peanut butter wolf •live radio •brother ali •the roots •imogen heap •the shape shifters •bus driver •kate havnevik •people in planes •yeah yeah yeahs •ladytron •anthony hamilton •broken social scene •alanis morissette •the cardigans •the cranberries •prince paul •nirvana •ane trolle •bobby valentino •weezer •prince •the doors •minus the bear •regina spektor •zero 7 •muse •the killers •tegan and sara •boot camp click •dj shadow •jurassic 5 •aesop rock •blackalicious •funkdoobiest •kid frost •lighter shade of brown •kool keith •the postal service •roy orbison •neil young •adina howard •ghosttown dj's •frou frou •neila •brightest diamond •roots manuva •odb •redman •coldplay •the fray •no doubt •medusa •jean grae •allison gray •nelly furtado •zap mama •the new pornographers •cold war kids •billie holiday •mary wells •betty wright •joe bataan •the shirelles •barbara mason •janet jackson •delinquent habits •unknown prophets •war •rage against the machine •frank zappa •linkin park •lynyrd skynyrd •dido •citizen cope •notorious b.i.g. •the zombies •joss stone •k-os •qwel •snoop •mystic •foo fighters •slum village •eazy-e •butch cassidy •heather headley •el-p •bob marley •madonna •cuete •digital underground •rbl posse •barrington levy •sister nancy •brand nubian •novelists •guns n roses •lumidee •dashboard confessional •brenton wood •the nucc •maroon 5 •angie stone •gangstarr •bahamadia •jaydee •mokenstef ♥dr. dre. •lady saw •LMNO •anticon •awol one •l.a. symphony •luckyiam •oh no •uffie •quasimoto •journey •the white stripes •musiq soulchild •big pun •kelis •joedeci •shai •nas •the beatnuts •the ghetto boyz •audioslave •three 6 mafia •tupac •free moral agents •scarling •floetry •miss derringer •IAMX •robots in disguise •james wilsey •everything all the time •the fussy part •pony up •the end of the world •hollowtip hearts •adcbicycle •the ting tings •ice cube •aceyalone •liars •iron butterfly •mahogany •the flaming lips •dudley perkins •rakim •method man •sweetback •de la soul •wyclef jean •amel larrieux •res •eek-a-mouse •2mex •freestyle fellowship •soul4real •salt n peppa •missy elliot •steelydan •the beatles •sicko soldado •look daggers •a tribe called quest •terranova

Movies:

Amityville Horror. Secretary. The DEAD GIRL. Shopgirl. Fracture. American Psycho. Thirteen. The Motorcycle Diaries. American Beauty. One Hour Photo. Halloween (all of them). City of God. Memoirs of a Geisha. The Notorious Bettie Page. Last Samurai. Dahmer. Poltergeist. Resevoir Dogs. Clueless. Sherry Baby. Friday the 13th (all of them). House of Flying Daggers. Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon. Cry Baby. Who Framed Roger Rabbit. Uncle Buck. House Party 1&2. Hero. Dope Sick Love. Childs Play (Most of them). The Last American Virgin. Gleaming the Cube. Summer of Sam. Killer Klowns from Outer Space. Howard the Duck. The Garbage Pail Kids. Raising Victor Vargas. The Basketball Diaries. Dog Day Afternoon. Angel Rodriguez. Welcome to The Dollhouse. Taxi Driver. Monster. Cocaine Cowboys. Gummo. Delieverance. Casino. A Bronx Tale. Good Fellas. Basket Case. Bundy. Dolls. The Salton Sea. Hostel 1&2... Silence of the Lambs. Hannibal Lecter. Red Dragon. Spun. Strangeland. May. The Weather Man. People Under The Stairs. The Hillside Strangler. Beautiful Girls. Transit. Quality of Life. The Never Ending Story. Grindhouse. Maria Full of Grace. The Magdalene Sisters. Tattoo. Blow. Kids. Wonderland. Wedding Crashers. Orange County. The Doors. Swingers. Style Wars. Wild Style. Beat Street. What's Eating Gilbert Grape. From Hell. Friends With Money. The Good Girl. The Curse of The Golden Flower. The Joy Luck club. Dirty Pretty Things. The Departed. Old School. Waiting. Dazed and Confused. Jesus' Son. House of 1,000 Corpses. The Devil's Rejects. Pulp Fiction. Psycho. Crash. Jackie Brown. Boogie Nights. Babel. Ed Gein. Happy Endings. Winter Passing. Sixteen Candles. Heathers. Beaches. Y Tu Mama Tambien. Creepshow. Pumpkin. Lost in Translation. Punch Drunk Love. Donnie Brasco. 25th Hour. The Squid and The Whale. Brown Sugar. Disorderlies. Untamed Heart. Closer (Great Movie). Amores Perros. Spanking The Monkey. Ginger Snaps. Hysterical Blindness. Love Object. Sleepers. Little Miss Sunshine. Mystic River. La Bamba. American Me. Pretty in Pink. License to Drive. Some Kind of Wonderful. Sin City. Gumby. Stella. House On Haunted Hill. The Shining. The Evil Dead. Drop Dead Fred.

Television:

Forensic Files Cold Case Files The first 48 Tyra The Office Cat House Crossing Jordan Sex and the City Autopsy Taxicab Confessions King of Queens that 70's Show Intervention Animal Precinct The Bad Girls Club Keeping up with the Kardashian's Dr. 90210 Related Speeders Cops LA Ink Music Videos

Books:

Post Mortem. A child called it. The Lost boy. A man named Dave. Slow death. The Catcher in the Rye. Tuesdays with Morrie. Famous all over town. Encyclopedia of Serial Killers. Secret Diary of Laura Palmer. Human Monsters. Chicken Soup for the Soul. Where the Wild Things Are. Where the Sidewalk Ends. Lord of the Flies. If You Give a Mouse a Cookie. To Kill a Mockingbird. Actual Innocence. Helter Skelter. My Bloody Life. Manson in His Own Words. The Night The DeFeo's Died. And of course...black books.

Heroes:

My grandfather...rest in peace.

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What I have realized is that...

Love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes, you think ...
Posted by ♥Ðe§í®ee. on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 11:58:00 PST