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Holy crap! It's Billah!

Ugg... sleep

About Me


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Billah
Birthday: 8-28-85
Birthplace: Los Angles, CA
Current Location: Santa Rosa, CA
Eye Color: Brilliant Blue
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 6 0"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Scottish, Irish, German, Italian, and a whole lot of other shit. Yup, I'm a mut
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Vans
Your Weakness: Redheads, green eyes, and basically beautiful girls.
Your Fears: Never sleeping again, being alone.
Your Perfect Pizza: BBQ chicken
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be fully moved out of my parents house, and have a new love interest
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, and GG
Thoughts First Waking Up: How'd I get to sleep?
Your Best Physical Feature: My awsome blue eyes, or my amazing legs
Your Bedtime: I don't sleep :-(
Your Most Missed Memory: Catalina Island, or Waking up with Rachael
Pepsi or Coke: Cherry of either.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither
Single or Group Dates: Single if I want to hook up with the person, group if it's more of a friendly thing
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I hate sweet tea, so Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate all the way
Cappuccino or Coffee: Hot chocolate?
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Maybe too much =P
Do you Sing: All the time
Do you Shower Daily: Not if I can help it. J/K! yup
Have you Been in Love: Yes I have.
Do you want to go to College: Already have
Do you want to get Married: Eventually
Do you belive in yourself: I believe in myself, because god believes in me
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only if I'm awake for the experience
Do you think you are Attractive: Absolutely. My confidence makes me sexy
Are you a Health Freak: Not at all. But I do believe in keeping myself HEALTHY.
Do you get along with your Parents: Not really.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love them
Do you play an Instrument: I play all kinds of instruments. Well? no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yeah, went to the bars not too long ago.
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Yes, but we'll keep sleeping pills out of it.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Sorta, but not really
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah... had to pick up some stuffs
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Hell no.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: MMM... I love sushi, yeah Tex Wasabis
In the past month have you been on Stage: Not really
In the past month have you been Dumped: No, but within the past couple of months I had my heart broken
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No... my life is boring at the moment
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yeah I stole one of my friends sodas, but he knows
Ever been Drunk: Many times. Wish I could more
Ever been called a Tease: yes, and I LOOOOOVE it.
Ever been Beaten up: only once :-(
Ever Shoplifted: Only a couple of times
How do you want to Die: Hopefully I'll be happy and well rested.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Pharmacutical Rep
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe EVERYWHERE
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Red
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: Shorter than me
Weight: Slim, or fit
Best Clothing Style: Tight clothes, or NAKED
Number of Drugs I have taken: doesn't really matter
Number of CDs I own: Lots
Number of Piercings: Doesn't really matter
Number of Tattoos: Doesn't matter, But I hate people who get tatoo's that don't mean anything. "I thought it looked cool" If you have something printed on your body it had better mean something
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Hopefully none, but I have my fair share. I won't hold it against you though!
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!trait snapshot: expressive, open, self revealing, loves large parties, loud, social, outgoing, does not like social isolation, assertive, social chameleon, positive, always busy, likes to fit in, likes to stand out, enjoys leadership, brutally honest, trusting, optimistic, desires attention, dominant, aggressive, attachment prone, wants to be understood, realistic

My Interests

My interests include, but are not limited too:

Snowboarding, Winter and Fall, POKER, metal, rock, punk, singing (in the shower or otherwise), drums, bass, Electronica, DJing, raving, clubbing, working, money, consumer economics, selling, manipulating, law, breaking of the law, psychology, sociollogy, human nature, human sexuality, sexuality, promiscuity, relationships (past present and future), martial arts, karate, kempo, Airsoft (which is what the guns are in my pictures), working out, sports, mind and body, english, writing, reading (litterature and poetry), coffee shops, tea, food, current events, intellegence, physics, chemistry, Pharmacology, medicine, travels, Europe... the list goes on!
Generally getting drunk and having fun. Partying with friends and with strangers. I don't take myself too seriously now, and I don't take anyone else too seriously either. Getting in friendly fist fights with friends and strangers. Tatoos and piercings. Leather.

More will be added, i'm sure of it.

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I'd like to meet:

Recently I decided that I'd actually like to meet some cool people. I've been on this damn'd site for too long, and I had the idea that I was on here just to keep in contact with old friends and stuff.

I'd like to meet some wicked cool people. Period. That's it. I don't want to meet those fake ass people you see walking around, going about their lives as if there was nothing important going on. I want to meet people who know what they want, or not, but not caring at the same time. I am now at a point in my life where I'm not sure where I'm headed, but I know what I WANT.

I'd like to meet some people who share my interests.Oh and I'd love to meet Daniel Negranu, Doyal Brunson, or any other Poker great!

Music:

Electronica (listening and making), Metal, Rock, Rap, R&b, Blues, everything pretty much... cept for country. Don't listen to too much of it, but I can stand it from time to time. (my sister is a hick and I've dated a couple).

Movies:

Fight club, Donnie Darko...

Television:

I'm putting it in here cause I don't give a fuck! The O.C. I like a lot of other shows too, but that's my one guilty pleasure.

My Blog

Am I going to hell?

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Third Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Be...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:21:00 PST

New speed test video.

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Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 04:04:00 PST

Exciting Event in September! (Everyone look!)

Four Eyed Monsters@ Variety Preview Room - Thursdays @ 8:00 pmWatch Invite | Trailer | Video Podcast | TicketsI'm currently running promotions for this movie all over SF, and can answer any questions ...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 04:34:00 PST

Is it true?

You scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 07:18:00 PST

My Sanity

Lately I've been coming to the conclusion I'm loosing my sanity.I've only had fleeting feelings of happiness for the past half a year, and I haven't slept much in these past couple of months either.Th...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 06:26:00 PST

Thoughts

So last night I was up really late talking to my buddy Tim. We talked about pretty much everything that is important to talk about. Of course we got onto the subject of girlfriends, and ex-girlfriends...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 08:45:00 PST

Update on Billah

Lately I've been enjoying emo songs.AFI- Miss MurderFlyleaf- I feel sickCold- my letter to godI could go on for a couple of pages, but I guess I just wanted you guys to get the idea.Oh and I updated m...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 12:17:00 PST

Sorrow

Sometimes life seems too quiet Into paralyzing silence Like the moonless dark Meant to make me strong Familiar breath of my old lies Changed the color in my eyes Soon he will perforate the fabric of...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 10:28:00 PST

Damn it!

It's wierd how something as little as getting a message from your ex-girlfriends sister can sorta catch you by surprise.Didn't really feel like thinking about Rachael today, but ALAS, I'm doing so any...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 03:41:00 PST

The Redhead

The Redhead(Ohhhh... isn't that a spiffy name? ^^^) So I know you're all wondering about how I've been doing lately (you know I haven't been sleeping and all). Well last night at around 4AM I took a t...
Posted by Holy crap! It's Billah! on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 11:13:00 PST