lucille de' lamer - ProfilesArchive

About Me

i have a past that i do not want 2 endure anymore, i have a weakness that has 2 b treated and worst i have tumor of sadness. I want 2 b tempted. I want 2 b passionate about glory. I want 2 b free 2 curse whenever i want 2. I want freedom of my own. I will b free...soon. I will savour life when i'm re-incarnate again. I want 2 reborn as a crazed successor, ambitious freewiller, dream achiever and also 2 b loved back for whut i am....i want more and more of everything...especially, to b born again.

My Interests

jazz - hands-on art - artistic miniature - shelby GT - rally - human rights - cameras - four wheeler - WEB5332 - WCB4250 - bukit indah mamak stall - oil painting - my duck - my Sting CD - my Discman - my Radio - Mustang - strawberry cigars - honesty - hugs - my 3100 - LG - Fender - drive - blue towel - candles - escada ibiza hippie - oscar de la renta - Abd. Latiff's - tmn saga?! ( maggi goreng!!) - chokers - ambipur - anne klein - etteinne aigner - adidas - all stars - patrick blue - Studio - Chinoz - Donnie Darko - Tulips - sour cream n onion dip - central london - venice - italy - barbados - Aussino - black - Philharmonic - Mummy - Aunt Dali - **I cant wait to get the hell out from MMU asap, finish this fucking degree n leave Malaysia with a fucking big smile on ma face~!** -

I'd like to meet:

all kinds of character will do. every1's unique right? i'm sure U r~! hmmm...my family....miss them :(

Music:

- Acid Jazz/Funk/Fusion - Big Band/Swing - Blues/Bop/Juke Joint/Vocals - Indie/Punk Rock/Gothic/Experimental - Ruth Brown - Big Bad Voodoo Daddy - Marvin Gaye - Sarah Machlachan - Prodigy - Explosions in the Sky - Paul Weller - 3nigma - Sade - Tony Bennett - Sebadoh - STING - Radiohead - Nina Simone - George Michael - 2pac Shakur - Kurt Cobain - Cat Power - Incognito - Lauryn Hill - Coldplay - DJ Shadow - Eagles - Pedro The Lion - Tracy Chapman - Laura Fygi - Cake - Muse - Earth Wind n Fire - The Killers - Sheryl Crow - The Beatles - Portished etc etc...

Movies:

- Dead Poet's Society - Donnie Darko - Identity - 10 things i hate bout u - Gia - Hackers - Drumline - Clueless - Will Hunting - etc etc...(ghost movies will have 2 consider....)

Television:

anything from starworld...

Books:

anything from sidney shieldon, jane green...

Heroes:

me? i'm sure that 1 fine day will come...

My Blog

sha-la-la-laa~

curse? rebel? want? need? remorsed? absolute power? revenge? curiosity? ridicule? fairness? comprehensable? devastation? judgemental? juvenile? pointer? arguments? fatal? accident? jealousy? mind-blow...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 12:48:00 PST

kill me

kill me now kill me for having these eyes kill me to have forsaken this love kill me for stalking u insanely kill me for the torcher i've caused kill me for the silence i've doomed kill me for grantin...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...

i c it around u i c it in everthing...i could b so much more than that... i said my good-byes this is my sundown... im gonna b so much more than that.... lift one hand high..u'll show them ur progre...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if i aint got u....2 all the moms in da world...

Luv n Peace 2 all the mothers in da world. For all the love n support u have given us.u stand up for us b4 our fathers :P u taught us to b patient by implementing it.... luv u dearly aunty, wish i cou...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Farther Away

I took their smiles and I made them mine. I sold my soul just to hide the light. And now I see what I really am, A thief a whore, and a liar. I run to you, Call out your name, I see you there, f...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

even in death...

give me a reason to believe that you're gone i see your shadow so i know they're all wrong moonlight on the soft brown earth it leads me to where you lay they took you away from me but now i'm tak...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sangap

aku sangap menunggu.... satu penyesalan yg tak ingin ku tempuh lagi... macam bullshit... everyday, i sit n wait for money to fall from the sky.. every minute i wait for a miracle to come.. every ...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

cruelty unleash the fire that flames me....now i'm free

dedicated to my lovely debramon, nana, mummy, lele...n whoever passes by in ma future... thorned buds slowly ripping my knees, thus, crushing my veins into a scrunchy crippled me, suffocated by...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

19th

the day i call it beautiful....the day i call it my soul intact & derived at the same time..... miss him more than i ever expected.... with all ma heart.... luv u gurl..... i know...hang in the...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

nose operation....

hmmm....i wonder all the work....all the easy questions....everybody said it was easy....I EVEN SAID IT WAS EASY......but FUCK IT! I CANT ANSWER ! FUCK MY NOSE!!! when i get sinuse...this is how...
Posted by lucille de' lamer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST