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*debram0nster*

i just dont care anymore..

About Me


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: deburah m
Birthday: 08-11-
Birthplace: Kuala Lumpur,Malaysia
Current Location: Aberdeen
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today: black boots
Your Weakness: anger
Your Fears: poverty
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: wake up early enough to uni
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: what the hell man
Thoughts First Waking Up: i dont want to wake up
Your Best Physical Feature: dunno
Your Bedtime: 4am
Your Most Missed Memory: being home..
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king
Single or Group Dates: group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate..need you ask more...
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappucinno
Do you Smoke: like a chimney
Do you Swear: profusely
Do you Sing: when i'm alone
Do you Shower Daily: yes
Have you Been in Love: once upon a time..
Do you want to go to College: no
Do you want to get Married:
Do you belive in yourself: i dunno
Do you get Motion Sickness: nay
Do you think you are Attractive: nay
Are you a Health Freak: definately not..have you seen me eating?
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: love it
Do you play an Instrument: guitars
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: i dont drink
In the past month have you Smoked: i am having one
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nay
In the past month have you gone on a Date: NO
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: PROUDLY I SAY NO!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nay
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nay
In the past month have you been on Stage: nay
In the past month have you been Dumped: nay
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: nope
Ever been Beaten up: yup
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: a quick one
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: an engineer?domestic engineer? i dunno really
What country would you most like to Visit: Rome
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 6'3
Weight: heavy enough
Best Clothing Style: t-shirt, jeans and puma's
Number of Drugs I have taken: 1
Number of CDs I own: 45
Number of Piercings: 1
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a million countless things
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My Interests

music,theather,depressing songs,my guitar!!,shoes..

I'd like to meet:

ram0n..

Music:

manson,portishead,skunk,tenacious D,fiona apple,killing heidi,veruca salt,no doubt,hole,weezer,pink,the cure,evanescence,hed pe,garbage,the cranberries,kittie,janis joplin,sinead o'connor,kidney thieves,deftones,laura fygi,roberta flack,billie holiday...

Movies:

bridget joes diary!hacker's,girl interupted,silence of the lamb,nightmare before christmas,beetlejuice,sleepless in seattle bla bla

Television:

Green wing,Family guy and absolutely fab

Books:

dreams of freedom,lost souls,angels n demons

Heroes:

my mom

My Blog

films about ghosts

.... it will be a painfull minth for me this year...in less than 2 weeks it will be the painful day i lost you..remember it crytal clear and the playback is on repeat every waking moment.. i left home...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 03:10:00 PST

.......

so i look in your direction..but you're paying no attention to me..i know you dont listen to me cuz you say you see straight thru me..dont you but darling i from the moment i wake till the moment i sl...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Missing

Everything But The Girl - Missing I step off the train, I'm walking down your street again, and past your door, but you don't live there anymore. It's years since you've been there. Now you...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...190803...

"...where true love reigns,the impossible may be attained..." this is the day where we first spoke our minds.. this is the day where you first touched my hand.. this is the day when you declared ...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Love Song

Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am yo...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

EASY & DIFFICULT

Easy is to get a place is someone's address book Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart. Easy is to judge the mistakes of others. Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes. Easy is to ...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this is another boring day

definately a boring day..i'm trying to quit smoking but cant seem to..i'm bored absolutely bored..nothing much to do.. i wish i had classes..but i would be to lazy to wake up..aargh!! i donno what i w...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sullen waits....

the most confusing day of my entire life...when it truely matters..things seems so blurry..nothing computes..anger enters and turns to confusement..later comes self destruction..maybe denial adds to t...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

happy birthday love..

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Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

to let go..

to let go isnt to forget,not think about or to ignore.. it doesnt leave feelings of anger,jealousy or regret.. letting go isnt winning nor is it losing.. its not about pride and its not about how y...
Posted by *debram0nster* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST