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Everything inside you tells you to stop before you fall & get hurt yet you still keep on going.

About Me

Hi. I'm Bea.
(pronounced 'bay-yuh')
Some of you may know me as Bernice - that's because school officials have a terribly hard time pronouncing 'Bea'. So in lieu of my name being butchered 24/7, I opted to go with my more formal name - my real name that is. It's not new. I'm used to responding to everyone's 'AY BAY BAY's. I love the view of the mountains & the ocean. I like the smell of freshly baked pastries & personally delivered flowers. I love the sound of whispers, sweet talks, & the water running along the shores of the beach. I like the taste of lemon Propel water, cheesecake, & smoothies. I love the touch of silk, mild kisses, & the warmth of hugs.
I like to color. Prayer is my daily form of worship. I am too blessed to be stressed. If you happen to see me without a smile; then you know something is bothering me because I never fail to show off my pearly whites. I am a sucker for sweet little things. I work 2 jobs but I still live under my parents' roof. I have yet to acquire a car so I can take you out on a date. 24 hours isn't enough for me to fit in what I need to do for the day. I live by my daily planner & the appointment log on my blackberry. I'm always running on a tight schedule. If I make time for you - then you must be pretty darn special.
I shake and bake, i kid. I don't shake, I just bake and decorate. I enjoy cooking and baking. I specialize in pastries and pasta dishes. On occassion, I'll bake a batch of cookies or a dozen cupcakes and decorate them from the heart and I might poke you with a sweet surprise. I was offered a career in culinary arts but I'm not really looking into making that my profession. I get pretty fancy with my invitations and parties. I want to be an event planner but that doesn't make money so I figured I'd rather be a doctor - but thats too long to be in school for. So I think I'm going to settle with a career in Dental Hygiene.
I live for mellow nights and serenades. I believe simplicity is virtue. I put my hands down for elegance and class. I have an amazing family and I wouldn't trade them for the world. I am a big fan of guitarists & dancers. I am easily satisfied but I never fail to hold on to my dignity. I find it hard to verbalize my feelings, so I put them into writing. Believe it or not, I can drive, shoot, putt, and score on the green. All 4 of my wisdom teeth just got yanked out - it was pretty bad.
I am a bad eater; I never finish my food. The gym is where I find my peace. I workout almost everyday but I'm still fat. I like nice things. I like huge purses. I'm weak when it comes to purses, shoes, & pearls. I think a little chub chub is adorable. I laugh at about almost everything. I can get a little sensitive about certain subjects. I figured I'd just keep my hopes high and my expectations low. I'm learning to accept whatever comes along my way. I realize that some of the things that I want are just way out of my reach. I've come to accept the fact that there are certain things in life that aren't meant for me. But hey, that's the way it is. Let's keep the good times rolling.
Come talk to me, I won't harm. :)

My Interests



Hi Bay.

second chances
long fatty hugs
musically inclined boys

nice boys
ranting through writing
sweating
adventures
others before self
gummy worms
good fun
movie marathons
you. ;)

I'd like to meet:

a gentleman who values respect & love.
its that simple.
make my day
will you?

Music:

"Love is patient, love is kind.
Love is not envious or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; It is not irritable or resentful; It does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all thing, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends".

-1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Books:

Princess Diaries Series
Anatomy of a Boyfriend
All American Girl
Tuesdays with Morrie
Purpose Driven Life
Who Moved My Cheese?
Lovely Bones

Heroes:

God
Mom and Dad

My Blog

step 47: thoughts on growing up.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll b...
Posted by bay on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 09:35:00 PST

Step 8: An Interview with God.

I stole this from Fritz. && it really is worth reading over and over again.Actually got me thinking, i remember when i was little i dreamt about being a grown up, and now that im living the wo...
Posted by bay on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 11:30:00 PST

step 3: take you off my mind.

1.Spell your first name backwards.AEB or ECINREB. 2. Story behind your myspace name?dumbo. its my name silly. 3. What month were you born in?March. 4. Where do you live?Aliso Viejo, California. whe...
Posted by bay on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 02:01:00 PST

step 2: mmm bop ba doo be dop

CURRENT0 1) Clothes?: surfrider pj's & roxy sweatshirt. im ready to hit the hay. 0 2) mood?: nervous. scared. i dont know why. im happy too. =]0 3) music?: Heaven is a Place on Earth - just cuz i ...
Posted by bay on Sat, 13 May 2006 11:29:00 PST

step 1: save a horse, ride a cowboy.

A - Available: yes, ha. A - Age: sweet 18 A - Annoyance: one word replies to anything be it IM Phone or text. B - Best Friend: danielabiancamichellecestriciacarlnikkijefflorenzkatiealinen ikki - yeah ...
Posted by bay on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 07:45:00 PST

an ultimate marathon interview

WORLD'S LONGEST SURVEY1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water?- well, lets see... i start the water to regulate the temperature and then i get in. dur...
Posted by bay on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 02:46:00 PST

E! juicy questions

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?On top of my left eyebrow, near my hairline, i believe i was just about learning how to walk and my dad left me on the garden chair set, not mastering the act ...
Posted by bay on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 07:54:00 PST