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Big Mikey

Come my friend and mention something to me to open my eyes and steal my breath away, then you are a

About Me

I believe that words dont ever really matter, but the meanings always hold a place within our minds. I believe the little things that get us through the day, the things that let us hope and smile is truth in advertising. I believe im fully aware of what is wrong with this world, I believe self pity and apathy is why its that way, and in that cycle the decay of morals and intelligence is paramount above all else. I believe that truth is believeing that everyday isnt the exact same thing, never having to tell yourself something you dont believe. I believe that everything turns out fine, if you never let the betrayals slow your steps. I think... that I might be right. I know that I sure as hell wont ever be right for the sake of never being wrong. TOOL - A cool vid about their song lateralus TOOL - SOBER TOOL - SCHISM TOOL - PARABOLA TOOL - AENIMA TOOL - VICARIOUS Cog - Bitter Pills Cog - Sharing SpaceDisturbed - Prayer

My Interests

Most things

I'd like to meet:

Maynard James Keenan Barack Obama Eric Johanson Denzel WashingtonThe efforts of most human-beings are consumed in the struggle for their daily bread, but most of those who are, either through fortune or some special gift, relieved of this struggle are largely absorbed in further improving their worldly lot. Beneath the effort directed toward the accumulation of worldly goods lies all too frequently the illusion that this is the most substantial and desirable end to be achieved; but there is, fortunately, a minority composed of those who recognize early in their lives that the most beautiful and satisfying experiences open to humankind are not derived from the outside, but are bound up with the development of the individual's own feeling, thinking and acting. The genuine artists, investigators and thinkers have always been persons of this kind. However inconspicuously the life of these individuals runs its course, none the less the fruits of their endeavors are the most valuable contributions which one generation can make to its successors.

Music:

Tool, Cire, Cog, Emptyself

Movies:

Favorite movies = 300, Man on fire, Four Brothers, Saw, Lord of the rings, Underworld, Blade, John Q, The hurricane, Training day, The patriot, Braveheart, silent hill, The bourne series

Television:

Spike tv, VH1, MTV, USA, TNT, CC, HBO, fox, etc

Books:

Poetry, fantasy, comedy.

Heroes:

To sense that behind anything that can be experienced there is a something that our mind cannot grasp and whose beauty and sublimity reaches us only indirectly and as a feeble reflection....

My Blog

The univers is laughing at us

From the tip of the malicious, to the silence we keep inside. Forever is a loosly used word, an thought we never learn to be content with. Still this pride and hatred keeps me from being, what I need ...
Posted by Big Mikey on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 01:28:00 PST

I dont know - Inspired by reflection by TOOL

How have i come to be here, in between the exaggerated lies and turths. I guess ive seen it all, plagued by self. This calling is fading,  because this narcissism is overtaking. This li...
Posted by Big Mikey on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 04:14:00 PST

ffxi points - ignore this one

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Posted by Big Mikey on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 11:03:00 PST

whatever it happens to be

 So can we fight this losing war, and find our way out of this hole weve all been digging. Falling in again, how can we find our way know. Dumb, deaf, and blind, If I lost everything I ...
Posted by Big Mikey on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:30:00 PST

Final fantasy xi - points

Ignore this one, just something for my game.Saturday 8-12 pm Steam CleanerGenbuByakko Amartx+9Cindel+9Dantetx+5Eldragarion+9Ezekiael+9Giti+9Goony+ 9Illgates+9Katnip+9Khyal+9Kisathetiger+9Lunaera+8Mythe...
Posted by Big Mikey on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 07:15:00 PST

umm Love poem? "Waiting"

Always waiting for the sun during the rain, for the seed of freedom to show me the end of the dark streets inside of me. Im so sick of waiting, tired of putting away the days where Ismile just so...
Posted by Big Mikey on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 10:15:00 PST

Life is a journey that will never end.

There exists within my own mind an array of emotions and sides to me that are steps ahead of themselves. The fear and the determination that is born from the ambivalence that my soul is strengthened b...
Posted by Big Mikey on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 07:50:00 PST

Hope, random

Hope. Hope is the silence of the anticipation of the coming dawn. It is the freedom of the creature that cany fly, swin, and walk and still be bound by the reach of its hard work and self worth. Hope ...
Posted by Big Mikey on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 09:11:00 PST

Even the air I breathe

Come on and take a walk through forgotten memory, faces featurless and twisted with the setting sun. Its here I stay, in this land of pretend, hopes, and dreams. So drift farther from fate, and ill bo...
Posted by Big Mikey on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 10:38:00 PST

Things that never may be

Maybe be easier to tell the sky it doesnt exist, and the sun is a figment of its imagination. Maybe if angels never fell, and the chains that hold us were never cast off the shoulders of the lucky. Sh...
Posted by Big Mikey on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:14:00 PST