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About Me

"i like the way the boots are all reverbed out walking across the hardwood floors. in fact, everything's got that big reverb sound. well, what'll i do now? got to sleep? pull the pud?"i'm a 25 year old independant artist. music is my passion. everything about me is musically driven. life is a bit depressing for me at present, but i expect it to pan out eventually. hopefully soon, but i'll take whatever i can get.i love reading, as well. my favorite author is Chuck Palahniuk. unfortunately, i didn't get hip to Chuck P. until i saw the film adaption of Fight Club. since, i've read Fight Club, Survivor, and Invisible Monsters. other favorite novels include Queen Of The Damned and Nathan's Run. my library is small, but slowly expanding.

My Interests

music, films, and anything that isn't totally retarded.

I'd like to meet:

umm...right.

Music:

Dehumanation, Alec Empire, Slayer, Atari Teenage Riot, Nic Endo, Nine Inch Nails, Android Lust, Primus, Faith No More, Blue Man Group, Ani Difranco, Utah Saints, Skinny Puppy, Assemblage 23, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Prick, Pig, KMFDM, an many many more.

Movies:

Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Jackie Brown, Kill Bill, True Romance, Natural Born Killers, Pi, Requiem For A Dream, Breakfast Club, Blade, Blade II, Pirates Of The Caribbean, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Lost Highway, Spun, Blow, Deep Cover, Bad Santa, etc.

Books:

Palahniuk!

My Blog

could you sell me enough?

i don't know if anyone reads these things. i honestly don't know why i post them. it's always meaningless drivel. anyway, i started remixing Ayria's Selling Rebellion. as always, i put too much bass i...
Posted by I Am Trying To Believe on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 11:32:00 PST

Bastard Insomnia on myspace!

yup, it's true. i finally brought my musical project to myspace. there's a profile and a couple mp3s for your parusal. one of the mp3s is a remix of Chad Miller's Girls Like You from his Clinical Torm...
Posted by I Am Trying To Believe on Mon, 14 Nov 2005 10:50:00 PST

nothing. [at all]

i've heard a lot of negative feedback about NIN - With Teeth. honestly, i don't understand. i think it's great. of course, it's not your stereotypical Nails album. it seems that everytime someone rele...
Posted by I Am Trying To Believe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

you feel like anesthetic flowing through my veins.

got my check, yesterday. dad picked me up from work since just about everyone else got sent home at or before lunch. i was, probably, the only one didn't want to be sent home. i'd rather put in my for...
Posted by I Am Trying To Believe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

yeah. i'm insane, so what?

so, i decided i'd read a little then watch the dead zone before going uptown. did this happen? NO!! i ended up falling asleep before the deadzone even came on. i didn't wake up till like 3 am. now i'm...
Posted by I Am Trying To Believe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the life and times of...

it has come to my attention that i've had this thing for eons and haven't really used it. perhaps i should use this b'atch more often. my mind is all flusterfucked right now. everything seems all fuck...
Posted by I Am Trying To Believe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

he hung himself with the guitar strings.
Posted by I Am Trying To Believe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST