DizzyLizzy izBroken

I am a 37 year old woman. I have a Cat named Zanni! She is my child I love her to death! I have an illness called Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder/Lupus and it gets me down a lot but I really try hard not to let it win. I have had it for 6 years now. I have lost both of my parents who were the rocks of my life...my major support, now I have to learn to live without that support I still hurt a lot because they were very young when they died. I just went through a very bad breakup was engaged for almost 2 years. He decided to leave me and email me and tell me to move on with my life!! What a COWARD, no balls! But, I am getting through it, not quite over it yet, but hopefully will be soon. Lately I have been feeling ok, some days I don't feel to hot, but of course I will have those days. I am waiting on Disability to let me know if I get it or not. I am hoping since I went to court and this illness is incurable I can get it, and that will be a big relief to me. I am also having a hard time with this family thing right now! I hope things do change... I love scrapbooking, penpaling,swapping things in the mail,ebay,music,singing,American Idiol, and lots moreI Would Like To Wish All My Myspace Friends A Very Merry Christmas And The Best Wishes In The New Year!!! ALL ABOUT ME!!! THESE ARE THINGS THAT I LOVE **** I luv my CAT with everything I have.**I luv my neices and nephews.*****I luv my family.****I luv my MUSIC.***I luv CHERRYTAP.**I luv SUGAR.***I luv and hate it that I can't work.***I luv my REAL friends.***I luv SPRING.***I luv naps.***I luv coke.***I luv sweet tea.***I luv Geico commercials.***I luv my blue eyes.***I luv babies, but will never have any cause I can't :(.***I luv all sorts of music.***I luv everyone until you give me a reason not to.***I luv myself for once in my life.**I luv the colors purple pink blue and green.***I luv my cell phone.***I luv the sunny skies.***I luv the fact that we are all different.***I luv being a girl.***I luv the fact that I'm odd and funny.***I luv the fact that I'm a little crazy.***I luv just being me.***I luv bald men and LONG HAIR lol.***I luv Harleys.***I luv Harley men too.***I luv my life.***I luv lookin for a sugar daddy LOL.***I luv our military and admire them.***I luv and admire firemen too.***I can't work ask me why if u want to know.***I'm always broke.**I can't wait to fall in love again.***I hate being sick like I am.***I can be a bitch.***I want to go back to school but have no idea what I want to do.***I only hate PEDIPHILES.***I have survived many things in my life and still surving if we become good friends u will know.***I am mature, but can be immature if/when needed.***I will not be with a man if he doesn't love my cat too lol.***I spend way too much time on the computer especially CHERRYTAP.***I luv to cuddle, kiss and hug!***I Luv ROMANCE!!!!***I WANT to be a BBW MODEL if u are lookin for one HIT ME UP!!***If I haven't totally bored you and you still want to know more, feel free to ask away!!