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Leap to the Beat.I’m in love with a world that has everything to give to those with creative vision.
Yet, it is rarely accepted that the world is subjective in nature.
Like a slight breeze across the back of your neck, sending chills downs your vertebrae. Yes, one of those moments. One of those instances: where time seemed to bend and slow within your eyes. Revealing one’s complete lack of awareness . Like myself, and everything else in this world seems simple and effortless to classify and categorize. But at closer inspection it reveals the multi-structured image of myself. That image, constantly changing --- evolving to every rising and setting sun. A person who is friends with everyone, and yet no one: a perpetual acquaintance and best friend.
For those who don’t know me, I will say it one more time for you. I come from a bloodline rooted within on confines of today. Dripped in blood: sealed with Sinclair Clan Secrets , New York Underground Railroads , Grand Master Mason’s , and the Manhattan Project . Sometimes I wonder how much someone really knows about me, how much is assumed versus fact?
I am an open book , truly, no need to hold back --- opening the floodgates and release .
Personally finding a place to start, reading my soul to everyone to read. Finding the reason I awake everyday, a purpose were the only thing that was right in a lifetime of everything wrong. But whether you are looking at me from afar, or seating next to me looking up at stars in a clear summer night --- you will see the glow. The glow that lights up the sky fills the heart with warmth. Just look into my eyes, let me pull you into this world. Let me expose the beauty of the world remove the pessimistic expectations. My mother is a licensed clinical social worker, who as instilled in me a fervent need to give back to others. I will go out of my way for strangers and help outsiders, volunteering my time is something I valued. For the only thing we truly have the freedom to choose is: what we do with our time. I am Sheltered, but not naive. Giving joy is only as sweet as seeing the affect of giving to those we care about. Sacrifice For those you love, care for those you meet. Don’t hold back --- Live life open, it is too short to fake it. Accept life for all the imperfections because perfection finds you. Nobody knows it, but you have a secret smile --- use it, we can safe eachother from madness.
I look around and see people being fooled by the illusions of time as if they were some kind of tangible thing, which is ludicrous.
Time is fundamentally a question of perspective.
It’s a frightful reality to think that the past and future hold no real relevance to our life. This depiction of our progression shows the disconnection, the absolute lack of control over our future based on what we do in the present. And, this is a lesson that everyone must learn, each in his or her own unique way. People must learn to be open to the possibility of change and, even further, accept that it will occur. Ignoring or absolving oneself of this can only result in devastating consequences. As I have learned through the years from personal experience, expect the unexpected.
in my life.
I have come to realize that everything casts a shadow, even though the shadow may seem no more than an incandescent glow. Over the course of my life, I have grown from the experiences I have had, whether shadowy or full of light, and I have gained more perspective over time. Although I have led a sheltered life, I am not naive to the reality of this selfish world. The search for purpose in this world is like distinguishing false gold from real gold. People learn early in their lives what is their reason for being. In each subsequent event contributes to one finding that reason. But most importantly, it helps everyone to be able to discern fake gold from real gold. For, we have all been fooled before and, we are only able to learn through action.
In life, we might feel new things creep into our lives, yet nothing ever really changes from yesterday to tomorrow. The reason ‘for being’ is set in front of us at birth, yet not all are so intuitive as to realize this. Sometimes, there we are, lost and uncomprehending,Perhaps looking down from a hotel room, too cold to cry,
As the empty city lights emit dreary feelings of being incomplete.
For myself, living without barriers and without holding back is hard. It is sometimes scary; but, if I wasn’t making every effort to banish barriers, then I wouldn’t be being true to myself. One of the strongest messages I have borne witness to that I relate the most, is possibly something I have always known, but not acted upon. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there’s no need at all to understand what’s happening, because everything happens within you. This rings true to me, and will never fall deaf upon my ears; for, this embodies my existence in this world.
California Rest In Peace.
Simultaneous Release.
California Show Your Teeth.
Please Release Your Grip or I might go Rip.