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''A night with u wld b like goin 2 heaven and experiencing the other worldly delights of hell''
THIS ISN'T A BIOGRAPHY... IT'S JUST MY RAMBLINGS.
I like to dress up like a princess, get drunk and write profound theories about how I'm the chosen one, how life isn't 'life' and how everyone is disgusting to the core.
I spend my days sitting on a magic carpet; riding around the lost Capital of Paranoia. The sky is an unwelcoming dark haze, droplets of misery and infatuation pour down onto me.
I spend most of my time sitting down and staring at a wall. This is a favourite pass time. I'm given the opportunity to have a good old ponder; and reflect on my current 'reputable' status.
I'm an undiscovered writer. I'm critical, judgemental, poetic, harsh (yet too nice), descriptive and in most opinions; "excellent with words". I have a gift for making everything seem dark and disturbing.
My art work is very important to me. For those who don't know; I'm an art student. I make short experimental films, I draw, I paint and I make collages.
Emotionally, I'm unstable. I suffer from panic attacks. I go through stages were I refuse to leave the house, unless I'm accompanied by another person. I find it hard to appear in public by myself. I suffer from bouts of depression. I'm quite sick and twisted. I contastanly feel guilty. One day I will wake up and feel worthless, resulting in spending the rest of the day in bed (or looking at the wall) crying and generally feeling like shit... then the next day I will get up, feel amazing, and be the nicest person you will ever meet. Everyone has told me this is just a passing phase. I'll overcome it, or that it's because I'm special and clued up. I'm slightly ahead. I like to think I'm ahead in 'life'.
I'm a conspiracy theorist. I feel like everyone is out to 'get me'. I also think that the world we live in is a big joke. We're told how to 'live'. How to behave properly, how to be a human being. If we don't conform to these rules and regulations we're known as lunatics or criminals, thus spending the rest of our days being medicated and punished. We know the truth
Speaking of 'get me'; not many people do. I have a rather bizarre personality. That's my problem really; I have many personalities. The main three are Kelly, Penelope Rose and Tallulah. I've lived with these personas for some time. I feel gifted. It feels like my thoughts and beliefs are shared out to create three beings rather than just one, over cluttered mess of a 'human'. I don't feel as if I'm human. I feel like a lot of things, but not human.
My sense of humour frightens certain people. My dancing worries the nation. Some people don't want to know me, I'm too different. I don't care much for conventionality. This is my life; I can do as I please. I you don't like it, don't enter my world.
I think a lot of my friends and family; although most of them are shit when it comes to 'reaching me'. I love meeting new people, especially those I can relate to on a personal and/or philosophical level.
I'm obsessed with death/the afterlife. Living doesn?t exist. It's just a medical term or someone's assumption of what they are currently doing. Yes, my theories can occasionally cause uproar or leave people feeling numb.
All that matters is that I affect you in some way. Be it to make you laugh, make you feel better, educate you or leave my mark on you. And I will, don't you worry :)
I love music. I love individualistic lyrics. I love bands. I adore musicians. If you're a singer or a bass player come over and say hello. If you cast yourself as a writer or an artist, feel free to share your work with me. If you love Nick Cave, Thom Yorke, Ian Curtis, Morrissey, Pamela Des Barres, Jimmy Page or William Burroughs, I'd love to hear from you.
Suicide
80%
Stabbed
73%
Disappear
73%
Posion
60%
Cut Throat
60%
Gunshot
60%
Bomb
53%
Drowning
53%
Accident
53%
Eaten
33%
Natural Causes
27%
Disease
20%
Suffocated
20%
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