Self preservation first and formost. My friends who love me and always will.
Music......I would die without it. Poetry and romance and chilvery. Laughter, uncharted territory, photography, unconditional love, learning something new everyday, staying in tuned with myself and my own personal beliefs (do not succumb to peer pressure unless you know you really want to do it anyway), acceptance of all as who and what they are, freedom, more music, computers, spontinuity, sharing smiles, living everyday to the fullest, appreciation for life, human nature of the
mind..body..and spirit, honesty, flirtation, the truth behind the front of the media and real exposure of what is happening today in society, government cover ups and the truth about what America is to men in power, the underground, trains, planes, heels, leather, latex, motorcycles, make up, playing dress up and things feminime women like to play with or use on a regular basis, good manners, elegance, respect for yourself and others, my world .... our world, cleanliness, more laughter, making light of every situation, keeping it real.....for sure. Paranormal activity, graveyards after dark, making love, philosophy, real estate, growth and development on a positive level, reading, writing, sunrises and sunsets, dragons, fairies, elves, forests', food, cooking, snuggling, invited affection, personal space, people who know when to shut their mouth, people who mind their own business, privacy, courage, bravery, comfortable silences. I am not into pretentousness.
Music:
The Cure, Sisters of Mercy, Dead Can Dance, Die Form, Skinny Puppy, Siouxsie, Switchblade Symphony, Thrill Kill Kult, Depeche Mode, Portishead, Nine Inch Nails, Leather Strip, Nitzer Ebb, Ministry, Massive Attack, Joy Division, Lorena McKenitt, Enya, Madonna, Bach, Mozart, Beethoven, Vavaldi, Slayer, Cannibal Corpse, Suffocation, Lamb of God, At the Gates, Testament, Kreator, Cryptopsy, Tool, Alice in Chains, System of a Down, Skinless, Circle Jerks, Minor Threat, Madonna, Tori Amos, Paul Oakenfold, John Digweed, Danny Tenaglia, Nick Warren, Dave Seaman, DJ Icey, Chalk, Deep Dish, Sade, Cypress Hill, Sublime, Bob Marley, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Anything tastefully orchestrated and original. The darker the better. Bahaus, Christian Death, Peter Murphy, Type O Negative, My Dying Bride, Danzig, Black Flag, Rollins Band, argh!!!! I could go on forever.......The Doors, Pink Floyd, Santana, Estaban............The Smashing Pumpkins, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, .....
Billie Holiday is nice.......I like the blues.....I like Elvis too.......
I listen to anything that arouses my senses. I love music !!!! From the sickest /hardest death metal to the most fallen angelic soul stiring sound of ...something worthy of praise.. I have a deep appreciation for music. I appreciate enthusisasim and humor too. Not everything has to be so serious. I like to dance and have fun with it too. Whatever I am listening to, at the time, seems to usually reflect my inner feelings.......thoughts.......memories lost but not forgotten.......happiness.....sadness.....I feel the world and see everything with the help of music. When I am listening to music, it is the only time I feel free........completely free. If God and the Devil are real, I thank God for his angel of music.......I am possessed!
Movies:
I'm a sci-fi & horror junkie, but enjoy film in general. It's a good escape and alternative to drugs!!! Just say NO!
Dune, Children of Dune, Matrix, Hellraiser, Bram Stokers Dracula, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devil's Rejects (thanks Jim), Evil Dead, Chronicals of Riddick, Naked Lunch, The Fly, Lord of Illusions, Interview with a Vampire, Caligula, Clockwork Orange, Lost Highway, Twin Peaks, True Romance, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill Vol 1&2, Drunken Master, The Salton Sea, Nightbreed, Pumpkinhead, Rawhead Rex, The Unnamable, Muholand Drive, Gothic, American Werewolf in London, Lord of the Rings 1&2&3, Freeway, Empire, Star Wars attack of the clones and revenge of the sith, Ultimate Party People, The Shining, Fear.com, Night Flyer, Resident Evil, Godfather 1&2, Goodfellas, Devil's Advocate, Dead Alive, Apocolypse Now, Dawn of the Dead, Day of the Dead, Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2, City of Lost Children, Mad Max, Alien, Aliens, Monty Pythons Holy Grail & The Life of Brian, Lock stock & Two Smoking Barrels, Fight Club, Queen Margot (french), Snatch. Labrinth, Legend, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, What dreams may come, Barran Van Muchaussen, Gullivers Travels, Harry Potter (all), I could go on and on. I like alota foreign films and anything I can truly relate to without so much hollywood glam!!!! Favorite directors of my time would have to be Sam Ramey, Ridley Scott, Stanley Qubrick, Martin Scorsese, Quintin Tarrentino, Stephen Speilgberg, Frances Ford Copplia and anything of their caliber. Gore, suspense and brtality with a sick twist that leaves me feeling very afraid like that movie Henry: Portrait of A Serial Killer. OMG!!! Something that gets my heart bounding. I like the girls gone wild videos too........much better than porn for me. I only like watching myself get laid, personally.
Television:
Battlestar Gallactica on the Sci-Fi Channel
Books:
The Turner Diaries is a good read, if you can find it.
I like to read a variety of books, newspapers, magazines, profiles here on myspace, cook books, whatever catches my interest really. I love to read uplifting books, spiritually stirring books, horror books, fantasy books, anything educational.
