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Stephanie

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About Me

"Oranges"
Oh, how perfect death
computes an orange wind
that glows from your footsteps,
and you stop to die in
an orchard where the harvest
fills the stars.
"Fuck Me Like Fried Potatoes"
Fuck me like fried potatoes
on the most beautifully hungry
morning of my God-damn life.
"Color As Beginning"
Forget love
I want to die
in your yellow
hair.

"Things to Do on a Boring Tokyo Night in a Hotel"
1. Have dinner by yourself.
Thats always a lot of fun.
2. Wander aimlessly around the hotel.
This is a huge hotel, so theres lots of space
to wander aimlessly around.
3. Go up and down the elevator for no reason
at all.
The people going up are going to their rooms.
Im not.
Those going down are going out.
Im not.
4. I seriously think about the house phone
and calling my room 3003 and letting it ring
for a very long time. Then wondering where
Im at and when I will return. Should I leave
a message at the desk saying that when I return
I should call myself?
things feel sad when really they are not, la la, la let's dance

My Interests

art, camping, hot tea, slow dances in the summertime, beatnik, jazz, a good bra, sounds that are unclean and raw

I'd like to meet:

THE ABSURD, THE AWKWARD, THE BEAUTIFUL

Music:

john lennon, elliott smith, cat power, alanis morissette, damien rice, tracy chapman, charlie parker, feist, neko, frusciante, zappa, van morrison, ravi shankar, townes van zandt, tom waits, a million others

Movies:

esotsm

Television:

countdown with keith olbermann - LOL

Books:

kerouac, brautigan, osho, rilke, cummings, plath, burroughs, ginsberg, elizabeth bishop, morrison, don miguel ruiz, melissa sions, zines, other things, they are all great

Heroes:

god and his monster cult

My Blog

30 May 2008

okay okay i feel beeeeautiful, i feel so beeeautiful, come here, come over here, touch me, feel me, shimmer through my body i need to go baby i need to go i think i am going to go hiking and d...
Posted by Stephanie on Fri, 30 May 2008 12:59:00 PST

show tomorrow night

YO -- show tomorrow night at the usual eastenders spot -- 9-11pm, i'm probably ending early, i'm probably doing a lot of depressing songs, i'm probably not promoting this at all so don't expect a lot ...
Posted by Stephanie on Thu, 29 May 2008 11:46:00 PST

blue

blue, songs are like tattoos, you know I've been to sea before, crown and anchor me, or let me sail away, blue, there is a song for you, ink on a pin, underneath the skin, an empty space to fill inwel...
Posted by Stephanie on Tue, 27 May 2008 08:31:00 PST

23 May 2008

"When people feel a lump on their body, they see a doctor as soon as possible. When people sleep next to what they think is a lump, they'll wait five, ten, maybe 25 years to do something."Full article...
Posted by Stephanie on Fri, 23 May 2008 06:34:00 PST

21 may 08

the methodical hum of music, the florescent glow soft on your body, on your eyes, lips, arms, i want to die here, let me be close to you
Posted by Stephanie on Thu, 22 May 2008 07:37:00 PST

shit, fuck.

- I LIVE IN THE TWENTIETH CENTURY -I live in the Twentieth Centuryand you lie here beside me. Youwere unhappy when you fell asleep.There was nothing i could do aboutit. I felt helpless. Your faceis so...
Posted by Stephanie on Wed, 21 May 2008 06:40:00 PST

18 May 2008

Expand in exhale out god it feels so good to be aliveCan't you taste thiswith me
Posted by Stephanie on Mon, 19 May 2008 07:43:00 PST

the last time my guitar sang

Stephanie Carlin On the Border .....
Posted by Stephanie on Tue, 13 May 2008 04:39:00 PST

9 may 2008

11:09am very content. very relaxed. a poem, by richard brautigan. HORSE CHILD BREAKFAST Horse child breakfastwhat are you doing to me?with your long blonde legs?with your long blonde face?with your lo...
Posted by Stephanie on Fri, 09 May 2008 08:12:00 PST

1 may 2008

tired of hiding. probably not going to do it any more. i am sorry for being hurtful but i suppose i have always been this way. it just wasn't on my sleeve like everything else i was feeling at the mom...
Posted by Stephanie on Thu, 01 May 2008 01:27:00 PST