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About Me

MEMEMEMEME....... I love my daughter very much. I love hanging out with my friends. If my life had a soundtrack, it would mainly play NIN for the majority of my teen years and early twenties. It varies at present. A lot of people are apalled at the thought of country music. I love it. I have a lot of best friends. They live anywhere and everywhere, from Florida to Alaska and back to Illinois. I am not terribly interesting, but if you want to know, just ask.

"smash everyone on every pedestal you hold above yourself and make a sound from the beginning. listen with total disregard of how you think any may judge you. know to your core that it will not be the last noise you make. listen. keep on. do it over and again. love it." -Robin Finck

My Interests

Books
Friends
Family

I'd like to meet:

- My half sister - Robin Finck - Trent Reznor - Russell Crowe - Hugh Laurie - Val Kilmer - Clay Walker - Ewen McGreggor - Robbie Williams - Blake Shelton - Goldie Hawn - Jerome Dillon - Bob from the enzyte commercials - Christian Bale - Toby Keith - Johnny Miller - Eddie Veddar - Dave Chapelle - Josh Turner - Danny Lohner - Charlie Clouser - Richard Patrick - James Woolley - Chris Vrenna - The Pope - Mike Rowe - Princess Buttercup - Jeordie White - Leland Chapman - Antonio Banderas - Curtis Stone - Joe Nichols - Ami James - Sue Harrison - Mike Ness - Stephan King - Tori Amos - The Dalai Lama - Ted Sadler - Diane Sawyer - Billy Bob Thornton - Fred Durst - Edward Norton - Susan Sarandon - Alton Brown - the founder of Old Navy - Vince Vaughn - Jim Rose - Garth Brooks - Juliette Lewis - Madonna - "I was raised by my grandparents, the greatest people in the world. I try to tell them, 'You're not going to hear my music on the radio. I'm not going to be on soap operas singing this.' I can imagine what my grandfather tells people: 'It's called Nine Inch Nails -here's the video. And here he is lying dead at the end of it.' I warned my grandfather that the church might be after him." -Trent ReznorOther favorite quotes:

"People are always saying, 'You're really nice, I thought you were going to be a complete asshole.' I'm getting pretty fed up with it. I just want to say to them, 'Well I could always piss on your head.'" -T. Reznor"Don't do that. Nobody wants to hear you." -T. Reznor"If I don't care, you can't affect me." -T. Reznor

"If you go flying back through time, and you see somebody else flying forward into the future, it's probably best to avoid eye contact." -Jack Handy"Good God Joanna, we have servants for that!" -Overboard"I don't know about the cat, but I sure am enjoying it" -N.L. Christmas Vacation"BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE BEETLEJUICE" -Beetlejuice"You're an asshole" -Robin Finck (closure)"Holy Crap! Nine Inch Nails? Who pissed in YOUR Cheerios this morning? That's some rough stuff for a little lady like yourself... " -Jennifer Morris"I guess I was born, naturally born, born BAD" -Mallory Knox"Only after disaster can we be resurrected; only after you've lost everything you are free to do anything." -Fight Club"Mom, Lex Luther is going to exstroy the earth if Superman doesn't stop him" -Kiyana"you have set something in motionmuch greater than you have ever knownstanding there in your great naivetyabout to reap what you have sowni will feed upon your weaknessessoon you’ll lose the world (to care?)when you return to the place you call homewe will be there" -T. Reznor

"You cannot be what you don't understand" -Oddika

"I'm PRETTY, but not BEAUTIFUL. I SIN, but I'm not the DEVIL. I'm GOOD, but I'm not an ANGEL" -Marilyn Monroe

"Taste the Rainbow" -Skittles

"I'm not paralyzed, but I seem to be struck by you... I wanna make you move, because you're standing still. If your body matches what your eyes can do...." -Finger Eleven

"The 'smallity' of the world baffles me" -The ONE, The ONLY, Serena W."I think that we may have 'overballiscized' the tree" -Serena W."I'm just an effigy to be defaced, to be disgraced, your need for me has been replaced.... if I can't have everything, well then just give a taste...." -Trent Reznor"You know, Lake Erie actually caught on fire once from all the crap floating around in it. I wish I could've seen that." -T-Bird"Being twenty-something is all about taking it in: eating it, drinking it, and spitting out the seeds later. It's about being fearless, and stupid, and dangerous, and unfocused, and abandoned. It's about being in it, not on top of it" -Jodie Foster"I sit here sleepless and realize that we are all atomic dust, taken apart one by one we are nothing. Put all together it is us. Individual spects that aren't alive but as a whole we are consious. I've been drinking :D" -Bili Marsh"Yes, London. You know, fish, chips, cup o' tea. Bad food, worse weather. Mary fuckin' Poppins. London!" -Cousin Avi (snatch)"Why do I not jump in the crowd? Because my shirt gets ripped off and someone sticks their finger in my butt." -T. Reznor"Three o'clock is always too late or too early for anything you want to do." -Jean-Paul Sartre"Resentment is like taking poison and hoping the other person dies." -St. Augustine"It's like beating your head open and unzipping your chest cavity saying, ‘Here are my guts - Everything I've felt, including a lot of stuff I'm not proud of.’ It's hard, it uses you up. I walk off stage sometimes feeling like I just slept with everyone in the audience." -T. Reznor"Kronk!! Pull over, I'm getting tired." -Yzma"That's all you're good for anyways." -Jenelle J."Just take the picture so we can get the fuck out of here" -Robin Finck"Those who don't remember the past are condemned to repeat it. Those who do will still find ways to fuck up!" -R.Rinkle"TOTIE!! Oh my God!!.....I Love you sooooo much!..." -Erin (drunk phone call)"you're an idiot" -Dr. Gregory House"adii... shit!" -Erin

"it got weird, didn't it?" -Austin Powers

"call my mom" -Scarred (mtv)

"say what you feel. recognize that fear is natural. and will shift on a dime. i'm living with fear in this moment. i need not wish it away. fear serves purpose. and purpose will submit to my desire. fear moves with me. i insist that fear follow MY lead. fear moves out the way. and now fear is behind me. let go. don't look back. keep moving forward. but you gotta move. lean on what you will. anchor yourself in something greater than the problem, the canes, the conflict, the girl, rejection. wade in the waters of something tremendous and continue to cast your net. i aint tryin' ta fix you you know. i'm simply in conversation with you here. i'm open to the idea that i'm talking to myself. Dr. Seuss says: "Be Who You Are And Say What You Feel Because Those Who Mind Don't Matter And Those Who Matter Don't Mind." i like it. be well." -Robin Finck


Music:

NINE INCH NAILS

Halo-01
DOWN IN IT

Halo-02
PRETTY HATE MACHINE

Halo-03
HEAD LIKE A HOLE

Halo-04
SIN

Halo-05
BROKEN

Halo-06
FIXED

Halo-07
MARCH OF THE PIGS

Halo-08
THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL

Halo-09
CLOSER TO GOD

Halo-10
FURTHER DOWN THE SPIRAL

Halo-11
THE PERFECT DRUG

Halo-12
CLOSURE

Halo-13
THE DAY THE WORLD WENT AWAY

Halo-14
THE FRAGILE

Halo-15
WE'RE IN THIS TOGETHER

Halo-16
THINGS FALLING APART

Halo-17
AND ALL THAT COULD HAVE BEEN

Halo-18
THE HAND THAT FEEDS

Halo-19
WITH TEETH

Halo-20
ONLY

Halo-21
EVERY DAY IS EXACTLY THE SAME

Halo-22
BESIDE YOU IN TIME

MISC. WORK:

DEAD SOULS - THE CROW SOUNDTRACK

BURN - NATURAL BORN KILLERS SOUNDTRACK

THE PERFECT DRUG - LOST HIGHWAY SOUNDTRACK

DEEP- TOMB RAIDER SOUNDTRACK

WOODSTOCK '94

And.... COUNTRY music. Yeah. I know. I have a sickness for
Clay Walker
Toby Keith
Joe Nichols
Keith Urban
Carrie Underwood
Alan Jackson
Billy Currington
Blake Shelton
Brad Paisley
Dixie Chicks
Eric Church
Garth Brooks
Gary Alan
George Strait
Jack Ingram
Kenny Chesney
Rodney Atkins
Taylor Swift
Trace Atkins
The Wreckers
Brooks & Dunn
Blaine Larsen
Joe Nichols
Rascal Flatts
Sara Evans

My favorite country song at the moment is GOOD DIRECTIONS by Billy Currington. But my all time FAVORITE country song is BROKENHEARTSVILLE by Joe Nichols. I know, cheesy. But it's the song that got me to listen to country music in the first place.

I also have a lot of random stuff on my nano such as:

Mindless Self Indulgence
Live
The Offspring
Smashing Pumpkins
Stone Temple Pilots
Pearl Jam
The Vandals
The Cure
Bon Jovi
Guns N' Roses
KoRn
Social Distortion
Weezer
Tori Amos
Fiona Apple
Finger Eleven
Sublime
Beck
Staind
Tenacious D
Coldplay
Keane
Madonna
CKY
A Perfect Circle

Movies:

8 Seconds
National Lampoons Christmas Vacation
Top Gun
Pretty in Pink
Freddy got Fingered
Road Trip
The Notebook
Ace Ventura
Natural Born Killers
Alladin
Mission: Impossible
Trainspotting
Reality Bites
Pretty Woman
Office Space
Forrest Gump
Notting Hill
The Wedding Crashers
Maverick
Overboard
Scent of a Woman
Saving Grace
The Aviator
Old School
Love me if you dare
Snatch
The Rock
Liar Liar
Babel
Love Actually

Television:

HOUSE
Will & Grace
Gilmore Girls
CMT
The ORIGINAL Iron Chef
Take Home Chef
Dirty Jobs
DOG The Bounty Hunter
Everyobody Loves Raymond
Miami Ink
Friends
Seinfeld
Everybody hates Chris
Chapelles Show
VH1
Deal or NO deal

Books:

A Tree grows in Brooklyn
The Good Earth
Sue Harrison's - Trilogies
The Five People you meet in Heaven
The "SHOP-AHOLIC" series

Heroes:

Jesus
My Daughter Kiyana
My Mom
My Grandmothers

My Blog

Garth Brooks & UB40

I love the random play on my iPod. The house got cleaned while I listened to random artists blaring on my stereo. Now I'm bored. I think that I will take my book to the beach and hang out there for...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 01:24:00 PST

What the FOG??!!??!!

Uhm yeah.... lotsa fog. Zero flights. I am bored. Joanna is out of town for the weekend, so I have no one else to bug, so I'm blogging the shit out of my page today.
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sun, 27 May 2007 04:42:00 PST

blog blog blog

Apple kicks ass!! I was on the phone with their support group for my iPhoto issue and the custumer service was awesome! I just bought a NANO last week to complete the MINI and the new SHUFFLE collec...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:37:00 PST

going home.....

Just a little nervous. I will be fixing up the parents graves and such over the memorial day weekend. I also need to check on the house that they left me. I'm somewhat excited to go home. It's wh...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sat, 26 May 2007 12:10:00 PST

One last time.....

I am going home to Buckland on Saturday for the Memorial Day weekend. I have to fix up my grandparent's graves. I don't think that I will ever live in Buckland for a long time. So this is my last t...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Thu, 24 May 2007 08:03:00 PST

Special Olympics pt. 2

Wow, I was a crab in my prev blog. I will blame that on being tired. Anyhow, the event went pretty well. There were a handful of people running, walking and riding their bikes. Overall, a great tu...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sat, 19 May 2007 12:16:00 PST

Special Olympics

Ok.... I agreed to work with the Alaska State Troopers in their annual fundraiser for the Special Olympics over a month ago. The dude in the "uniform" dropped off a bunch of forms and made it seem p...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sat, 19 May 2007 01:05:00 PST

Graduation Day

Officially, I am an old person. Yup. Old. My little cousin Aaron will be graduationg today. So will my brother in law Kenny. I've known Kenny since he was knee high. Wow.
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sat, 12 May 2007 11:06:00 PST

Simple minds think alike

I have this best friend that would probably drive down 3rd ave in her car wearing a ridiculously large Sponge Bob outfit (yes, with the boots too) and knock on my door to greet me with a a smile. The...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 12:57:00 PST

5 am laundry

I woke up at 3 and was done sleeping. I hate it when that happens. I wasn't tired. So I figured, get up, make coffee (I'm still lovin' my french press) and get some laundry done. CMT plays some ki...
Posted by -:|:t:a:N:y:a:|:- on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 06:41:00 PST