Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way]

About Me

i wear my heart on my sleeve, and everytime i wash my clothes i lose it. i'm the new way of doing things and i don't give in to to fake people. if i love you, i love you. if your my friend, your my friend. end of story. if i dont like it, then its not me. i think im beautiful, but i dont think im the most beautiful girl in the world. its good to have good fucking self esteem. Layout made by blingx_babyx

My Interests

art, wesley aka my boyfriend. my family, color, rainbows, murder, mystery, kissing, rain. adult swim. clothes, singing, tight clothes, makeup, reading, biting. scratching, vampires. techno music that makes you dance all night long. photography, tears, smiles, laughter. drawing. being around good people.

I'd like to meet:

Ville valo Brandon Flowers from the killers Crispon Glover Christina Ricci Thora Burch Michelle Phiffer Robert De'nero Al Pachno Dita Von Teese Ryan Gosling marilyn monroe bettie page

Music:

♥ AFI ♥The sundays ♥ bush ♥ the doors ♥ stevie nicks ♥ QUEEN ♥ all the emo band because yall sound the same ♥ all the rap/booty dancing music because yall sound the same. ♥ Led Zepplin ♥ BLACK SABBATH ♥ im pretty open with music i mean i wont listen, just cant stand country.

Movies:

my favorite top movies are.1. WHATS EATING GILBERT GRAPE? 2.TITANANIC 3. INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 4. BASTARD OUT OF CAROLINA 5. DONNY DARKO 6. PULP FICTION 7. FROM DUSK TILL DAWN 8. THE GIFT 9. BOOGIE NIGHTS 10. STUDIO 54

Television:

DONT REALLY WANT TV.

Books:

anne rice stephan king anne rule tami hoag dean koontz

Heroes:

My mother,BettiePage,MariylnMonroe,my grandma,Mone, Twiggy, anyone thats is true to themselfs, and dont let anyone try to change them. i love people who are honest too

My Blog

a year ago today.

i was shy, quiet, hushed. dreamless, inscure, sad, depressed, disapointed, happy, worried, angry. if you would have seen me a year ago, you wouldnt reconize me. not at all. change has came and settled...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:51:00 PST

stephanie nikole is a pervert.

sometimes, just sometimes when i wake up. it feels like i have to put up, a wall around. and maybe just maybe, i put that wall up. just to hide from. something i dont think i can find. and im scared,...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 04:25:00 PST

so far this month has been...

soft, like the sun setting on the leaves. and rushed like my heartbeat in blankets. perfect like heaven in my hands. rain has fallen many times before, and many times ahead. what is promised is not mi...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:56:00 PST

tear me up in to little pieces.

bruised. my heart is. torn. my head is. i went walking just to kill some time. and i fell on the ground to find. my heart where i had left not so long ago. it was dirty, and dusty. and not in good sh...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 08:24:00 PST

look what i have done.

i open my eyes to see your face. and i dream with my eyes open. i still remeber how love tasts. in the cold november. wrapped up in blankets of touch. and held in your arms. i remeber thinking this is...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 10:56:00 PST

: the short happy life of someone you dont know

i want you to leave. no stay, please? i dont want you to look at me. please i need you to see. what are you doing? where do you sleep? are you right beside or inside of my dreams. kiss my lips. let m...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 07:24:00 PST

there is nothing really to say

:)
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:55:00 PST

fuck.

" make belive that were together, that im sheltered by your heart"- ROXETTE lonley really. wanting him right here. fuck. oh well. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. hehe ill just end up dreaming some weird dr...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:43:00 PST

pain pills and a haunted cemetary.

travis dye is like the most wonderful friend a girl could have. *cough* so tonight me, travis, and my sister bobbie went to Brigdewater aka haunted cemetary in Scottsburg. fun fun fun. and it didnt ...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:39:00 PST

last night was the end of my life.

drip drop drip drop. hush now. try and go to sleep. lay still and listen to your heartbeat. dream of what you want. they have no control. hush now. please dont cry. its only for a little while. and ...
Posted by Stephanie Nikole™[life gets in the way] on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:09:00 PST