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I'm full of colour in this city

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About Me

I am a wandering philosopher. In crisis we flee for cover while i stand to laugh in its face. I enjoy the sounds of sorrow that come flowing from a minor chord. I change only to better myself. The deep appreciation and understanding of music i have, i use to understand life.
The passions that drive us should be the ones we respect and admire. To feel contempt for one's own motivations is a vulgar thing. Too often, it seems, I've succumbed to less than admirable compulsions driven by this furiously reprehensible machine of mine. So many things inside that I can do without - Desires and urges and what not. So extraneous. By the time I write here again, I hope to be as cold as the moon that lights this page.
The moon has nothing but the light it bears. Where does the light come from? The sun, love. Everything is powered by this vast thing we call love. As the universe explains. Its unreachable in length and there are no ends. The hardships in love and life are as the stars have ventured to make what we are today.
i hate everyone....people are lowlife scum. and im amongst the rest of them. but because by human nature...being selfish, i stand above everyone else just enough to be accepted by myself.
And so shall i be judged apon the words stated here. It shall be proven time and time again that human nature prevails. Which isnt a good thing.

My Interests

Music, Art, Love, the same old shit like everyone else, i just hope mine actually means something unlike everyone else.

I'd like to meet:

We are part of nature. Nature made us and at our death we will be reabsorbed into nature. We are at home in nature and in our bodies. This is where we belong; this is where we must find and make our paradise, not in some spirit world on the other side of the grave. If nature is the only paradise, then separation from nature is the only hell. When we destroy nature, we create hell on earth for other species and for ourselves.Nature is our mother, our home, our security, our peace, our past and our future. We should treat natural things and habitats as believers treat their temples and shrines, as sacred - to be revered and preserved in all their intricate and fragile beauty.I want to meet a world that lives by this.

Music:

City and Colour
Pink Floyd and David Gilmour
Radiohead
Andy Mckee
Eric Johnson
Atoine Dufour
Jeff Buckley
Ray Lamontagne
Phil Collins
Don Ross
Steve Vai
This man is my hero

Movies:

Stuff that makes me cry. and some war movies for added realism.

Television:

Whos line is it anyway?Discovery channel

Books:

All books fascinate me. I live in Barnes and Noble.

Heroes:


Who is this you ask?
Why this is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. I have done some things which i regret, and i feel ashamed putting this sweet innocent soul through it. I am making my life a mission to make it up to her. She argues that this issue is not in my hands, i feel it is, and i feel i can fix it. If i dont fight for it, and try to fix i absoulutely will lose her. Thats something I cannot afford. I love her with the downright pit of my soul, and she deserves so much better than my angry, hateful, abuseful side of myself. All of this is going to work out and i will find a way through my problems. I love you babe.8-9-07 & forever.

My Blog

The Truth

Post this on a bulletin, in a blog, on friends comments, on not-your-friends comments. Get the word out. This is a message that I am posting on band websites, and anyone who will listen and anyone who...
Posted by I'm full of colour in this city on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 05:24:00 PST