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SarahCicatrix

I'm standing on a ledge and your fine spider web is fastening my ankle to a stone.

About Me

I'm just one girl. A girl who likes science and is afraid to take an art class.A girl who is a Leo, born in the year of the Dragon and thinks that somehow this means she can be bratty.A girl who believes this is her only time on this earth and she should try to get what she wants while she is here.A girl who has felt her heart break, but will always offer it again.A girl who exists in comicbook form.A girl whose cat has big gay pants.A girl who is a Vet Tech and loves her job even though it is sickness and death.A girl who is the best nanny- EVER.. For Ben and Eva. They are like anti-depressants in cuddly meat-sack form.A girl who is afraid of sharks- even in the swimming pool.A girl who likes being scared at the movies.A girl with a really fucked-up sense of humour...no really...I mean it's not even funny...I mean sometimes it's bratty or morbid or whatever, but mostly it's just not funny...it's just her laughing and explaining to you that if she explains the joke it only makes it funnier--except it's NOT funny...but she says that explaining the explaination is funnier..and she just keeps laughing and fanning her face and the tears roll and her face turns red and she can't breathe because of all the laughing..

My Interests

Iggy and Bucket, children raised by wolves, dancing, fear, kid stuff, kitties, musicals, nick cave, nightmares, fairytales, opera, pain, painting parasites, reading, scars, ayn rand, sci-fi, simpsons, vodka, gloomcookie, horror, singing, spooky stuff, suffering, the clash, twin peaks, wrecking balls, biting, zombie movies, guinea pigs and capybara, razor blades, symbolism, vikings, pin-up girls, disembodied heads, pornography, selfishness without self-centeredness... and becoming the leader of my own death cult.

I'd like to meet:

Just my friends. And puppydragons... and girls who want to chop off the arms and legs of thier boyfriends so they can pull them around in a wagon with my boyfriend who is totally Mr. Limpitt in a fishbowl. *This is just for friends. I will not add you unless I know you!!

Music:

The Clash, Nina Hagen, Nick Cave. Dead Milkmen, The Cure, Billie Holiday, Blondie, The Pixies, Marvin Gaye, Depeche Mode, The Police, Johnny Cash, Fugazi, Social Distortion, Operation Ivy, Nina Simone, Crime and the City Solution, Led Zepplin, Leonard Cohen, Patsy Cline, Iggy Pop, Joy Division, Tilt, Bauhaus, Al Green, The Vandals, Anita Lane, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Ladytron, Frank Sinatra, Rolling Stones, Wolfsheim, Lamb, Cocteau Twins, NIN, Devo, Julee Cruise, Rasputina, The Smiths, Snog, Material Issue, Bloodhound Gang, Portishead, Tones on Tail, The Creatures, Radiohead, David Bowie, Skinny Puppy, Sisters of Mercy, Front 242, New Order, Love and Rockets, The Birthday Party, Pogues, My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, Massive Attack, The Specials, The Velvet Underground, Morphine, Gang of Four, Pink Floyd. Right now I'm really into classic rock and 80's power ballads. Creedence, Fleetwood Mac, Night Ranger, Pat Benetar, Carly Simon- don't get me started... Wham, Simon and Garfunkel, Tom Jones, ...Don't forget the Jewish Elvis: Neil Diamond!

Movies:

I like zombies and zombie movies. I also have pretty low expectations of films, so if stuff blows up, I'm probably at least entertained. And- Brick, Love the Hard Way, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, Anatomy of a Murder, Battle Royale, Disco Pigs, The Big Sleep, Titus, Blue Velvet, Chinatown, City of Lost Children, Death Race 2000, Night Watch, Jaws, Cry Baby, Clash of the Titans, The Proposition, House of Yes, Six String Samurai, Pulse(Octane), Tangled, Angelheart, Vanity Fair, B Monkey, I'll Sleep When I'm Dead, Serenity, Superstar, Freeway, Better Off Dead, Mallrats, The Bad Seed, Niagra, Romper Stomper, Princess Bride, Aliens, Secretary, The Specials, Life Aquatic, Igby Goes Down, Army of Darkness, Dead Alive, Donnie Darko, Evil Dead(s), Boondock Saints, Tombstone, Big Lebowski, Salton Sea, Till Human Voices Wake Us, The Warriors, They Live, Hell comes to Frog Town, and yeah...porn.

Television:

Simpsons, Firefly, Twin Peaks, Battlestar Galactica, Arrested Development, Venture Bros. but I don't have cable- just dvds and netflix so I'm always the last to see stuff.

Books:

I read constantly. I read things over and over and I read like 5 books at a time. You Can't Win by Jack Black--it's my favorite book over and over again. Transmetropolitan, Sandman, Gloomcookie, Nightmares and Fairytales, His Dark Materials trilogy, Harry Potter, Brave New World and 1984 and Animal Farm, Geek Love, Snow Crash, Altered Carbon. And certain authors: Oscar Wilde, Brett Easton Ellis, Douglas Coupland, PG Wodehouse, Hunter S Thompson, The three Bronte girls, Lovecraft, Stephen Frye, Iain Banks, Terry Pratchet, Francesca Lia Block, Edward Gorey, Lemony Snicket, William Gibson-especially Virtual Light. And I don't know why I like Stephen King's Gunslinger series so much. Sometimes I read "quest-for-the-sword" books, And I HATE the Giving Tree and the Rainbow Fish! They teach kids horrible values in the guise of selflessness! I also read pornography, lots and lots of pornography...

Heroes:

My friend Jesse..I miss her. And Rae for sometimes playing the cancer card. Jason, who is accepting and patient. He teaches me about nurturing long term friendships and be more accepting of people's shortcomings. And my Serena, the voice of reason, always right in her advice, amazing, creative woman who always has time for her friends, and proves to me that life always gets better.