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About Me

... She insists from a bedroom in the attic that life just a novel.the narrator - a clever voyeur watching the bed shake its lovers caught blindly entwined under objective omniscient eyes.Somewhere a detailed account of the scene is transcribed as she lies against the floor with her feet stretched towards the ceiling and she's singing, "weightlessness".She claims that moving pictures are way too fast for logic and a film on the wall is never just the physics of projection.For all the words and abstract longings there is joy or sorrow neither, just an empathy in character, in figurines and shadow boxings.From an attic window she addresses an imaginary audience in the garden below,"Ladies and gentlemen, ladybugs and fireflies, somewhere there is healing through songs and bathtubs, books and pageants".No crowds await a late parade. The procession has ended. Everyone, please disperse your rally and protest. The songs our grandfathers sang, reprised and forgotten.

My Interests

.him. . whiskeyandwine. murder..men who kiss like jazz.theatre of the absurd.ashleyhefner.other peoples art. 3ams. animals. .existentialism. planetearth. fondu. august and everything after.notsleepingalone. ::FRESH FLOWERS::

Music:

::SOUNDS:: Q AND NOT U. BADU. kings of convience.cursive .billy holiday. hymnals.ma rainey. pedro the lion.rosemary clooney.count basie.carmen mcrea. aesop.big joe williams.Desaparecidos. Ester Williams.counting crows. iron and wine.ethel waters. lullaby for the working class.nancy wilson. biggie. sagefrancis.Inara George.bette midler. Jim Brickman.eyedea and abilities.tvontheradio.peggy lee. wailers.

Movies:

::SCREEN:: there will be blood. Aladdin. Lord of the fucking Rings. city of men. Corrina, Corrina.

Television:

::LIFE:: right herelooks like out there in america.

Books:

::LOVE:: Clay Chapman. Ray Bradbury. Antonin Artuad. Helen Chasin. Henrik Ibsen.George Bernard Shaw.

Heroes:

::HIM:: you're in everything.wherever i look. like the northern people. who suppose the whole world from up there. and have more than twenty words for snow and none for time.

My Blog

CIRCA 2006 : the lighting is so bad in this city...hit switch please.

I just burned my tongue on a rather large cup of Darjeeling tea.Yes...in between my grain beverages.You can usually find me nose first in a cup of tea.Its makes me feel a little less like an alkiAnd m...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 12:01:00 PST

BLACK BEING

the majorityhave no idea what it means to be blackto be black and a woman.to be black from a background shaded with sin.the lines colored outwards and within.the child of a junkiewith the heart of a s...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 06:11:00 PST

OLD HABITS DIE YOUNG.

sometimes i just dont understand.i feel like i want to scream out your eardrums.and you just laugh.theres nothing funny.this isnt a joke at all.you dont understand.you are my downfall.im trying.im lea...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 08:27:00 PST

CIG FREE DAY 3- IRONY

out of all the days id choose to inhale.today would be the day.i actually took out my last snog.sniffed it deep.then put it away.but oh what id giveto give in.on this hell of motherfuckingso comical.s...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:53:00 PST

CIG FREE DAY 2

so i started my period.and im a raging bitchwhoremonsterkillercunt.and all i want to do.is tell the world to eat a dickscrew your agendatake off this stupid monkey suitput my feet on my deskand spark ...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 09:35:00 PST

IVE GOT SOMETHINGS TO SAY

ive got some thing to tell youive got some words to sayand it seems like i havent been able to express thematleast until today.to a variety of people.persons. all the same.those who possibly have know...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 02:25:00 PST

APARTMENTS FOR RENT!!

heylo.so yes, its about that time.we are apartment shopping.looking to move in between end of May-Julyishheres what we are looking for:~ 1 (large) or 2 bedrooms~ PET FRIENDLY~ fan, musuem, carytown- i...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 01:47:00 PST

THIS IS THE STORY OF THE HURRICANE

this is the story of the hurricane.a story that pans out the same.nothing diffent but the namessentaced for love.locked for life.more money more problems.thats the strife.weve all got to pay by/ or th...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Sat, 26 Jan 2008 09:34:00 PST

DISARMED

I know.Don't judge.This isn't the same.This is the most emotional.Involved.Open and shut isn't the case.He's got me in this place.Out of my space.Under my skin.Some days i wake up feeling like him.Loo...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 09:05:00 PST

THIS IS IT

this is it.the fantasticthe unimaginablethe greatest of expectationsthis it it.this is the end of the beginningthe music to the unsung hymns.do this for medance with me closenotice my voicehave a fewo...
Posted by .laurenpaige. on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 10:18:00 PST