About Me
I'm a hypocondriatic drama-queen who gets stressed out waaayy too easily.
People say i'm funny. I would have to say yes, i agree. I view life as a joke sometimes. If i get hurt, i laugh it off. If I mess up and do something completly 100% embarressing, then i turn it into a joke. I try to go through life as enjoyable as possible. I'm sarcastic, and quick on come backs. (i dont know what come backs have to do with being funny..)
I'm usually a nice person, just don't be a little bitch about things. I'm a cheerleader for CHS; Varsity baby! I like listening to music. I'm a deep thinker; always have been and always will be. And i love animals. I cant spell worth a shit. I love cuddling up underneath a big blanket and watching movies all night.
I want to get out into the world. I want to travel. I love getting away from whats going on allready. I want to see what the world brings me;other than the perfect rows of corn. Centerville isnt that bad, im just always wanting better.
Im always changing, as of last week, it was photography, now it's fashion design, tomorrow i might go back to Cosmatology. Im not bipolar, im just indecisive. I change quicker than the weather in Southern Iowa. Yes, this is confusing. Im confusing. I dont know what i want to be, i dont even know where ill be. But what i do know is, life is what you make it. If you surround yourself with the people you love and make you happy, then you most likely will have a great life. Thats how i see it anyways.
p.s. I hold grudges forever. so think before you act.
Dont ever lie to me, keep things behind my back, and dont even dare try to apologize. You fuck up once, your done for life.
I'm stubborn. I dont give in. I'm oppinionated.
There's dark, and there's light. There are no areas inbetween. I think, that if you dont like whats happening..then stop crying about it and make a difference. Wither that with global warming, war, you hate your life, you miss your ex..whatever! i dont care what it is. Honestly, im so sick of people feeling sorry for themselves. I mean, there are soooo many other people out there who have waaayyy less what you couldnt imagine. I cant even imagine what half of the worlds population is going through. This little section isn't about changing the world...its changing what you have control over. Can you honestly change the world? Probably not. But, you can impact it. Can you change yourself and your ways of action? You fucking bet you can. So, get out of your bed with your pillow filled with tears...and get out there. Do something, make a change. Call your ex girlfriend who you seem to fall asleep with her picture in your hand, pick up trash that seems to be doubleing everyday, just get out there. Sorry, i may be ranting a lot in this..But for real. I'm a pretty chill person for the most part. Ha..well, kinda. But i mean, some people are honestly pathetic. Just, look around. And i mean..honestly. LOOK AROUND. At everything. Notice things. Impact them. Change them. Do what you want, not what is asked. Just..be happy. Because honestly, i really think we spend way to much time with our desires. And, we just need to let things go. Okay, im done. Haha..sorry if you actually read this. I should have just put it in a blog instead.
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