Love hate loneliness boredom monotony insanity sodomy labotomy addiction betrayal cold words parasites vampires conmen voyeurs manipulators lovers jailers and jailbirds gods and no gods hopes dreams visions sighs lows highs bein dead bein alive bein young feelin old cheated by stayin in line job centres bored queues fillin out forms shitty jobs moppin floors dirty and sweaty social climbs chasin five pounds an hour sellin souls commercials worlds markin the end of the beginning of nothing friendship hardship survival sex fetish power weakness vanity ugliness feelin feelins feelin alive I am alive I am alone i am and time in front of me the future in dreams reality surreal dead and alive
The past the pain the palm of my hand memory fuckin up fakin it flakin out fuckin me mistakes knowin it guilty the city machinery smokescreen choking pilin falls on top of me the people infest it see it in their eyes millions of lives passin by pass by the streets stinking the energys too much for me the moments infinity a blinking eye the junkies the military the war surroundin me the wars inside of me its got a hold on me its nothing to do with me its ugliness its ugliness escapists escapologists a drug is controlling me free your mind controlling me distraction from an ugliness deep down inside of us smile now your droolin catatonic romantic sick kill romance im romance sick im murder violence stabbings flick knives shit lives bloodlust rulin us sex death hunger love starved anorexic violent fuck money power control order mania chaos in all of us in all of us in all of us
love and war,
starvation box...
BABY'S GOT
