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*~*Kamilah*~*

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About Me

Hey! My name is Amanda and I am 21! Right now I live in Elizabeth City, NC! My home however is in Jacksonville Fl and as my brother would say" If home is where the heart is then I am lost!" I don't like it when people judge me before the get to know me! There is a lot that makes me who I am! Before you judge me get to know me first, then you might understand why I say and do the things that I say and do! I have had a lot happen to me in the past and all of that is part of who I am! If you can't take the good with the bad then honestly you don't need to be my friend! I don't like people that lie... For the most part guys! Please don't tell me that you want one thing and then the next day up and change your mind! Yes I do understand that people change their minds and that's a part of life! But, at the same time don't lead me on by telling me that you want the same things that I want just so you can " Get Some" Chances are your not getting any anyway!!! I am a very sweet person with a big heart and a lot of love to give to the right person! Right now I know what I want in life and I am not going to let anyone get in the way of my dreams! I am not the casual sex type of person so if that's what your looking for I am not the girl for you! I want someone that I can talk to about anything someone that has the ability to make me laugh no matter what is going on that day! I want someone who can put his arms around me and make all of my problems go away just from the feel of his arms making me feel safe! I want some one that I can tell anything to and not feel like I am being judged!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet someone who is honest at all costs! I want what most girls want ... someone to love me for who I am and not judge me based on what other people think. Someone who does not want me to be like or look like someone else. I am who I am and I don't plan on changing for anyone but myself! I believe that right now in my life I know everyone that I am suppose to know, When the time is right I am sure that I will meet whom ever it is God plans for me to meet! I have all I need right now... A great family a brother who is my bestfriend and a handful of friends that I know I can count on to be there for me no matter what! If your looking for a great friend then I am that person! I dont like drama although it seems to follow me now matter how much I try and keep it out of my life, So if you are a drama queen please don't talk to me I have enough going on in my life with out your mess to clean up too!

Music:

Akon, T-Pain, Too $hort, Warren G, Young Berg, J. Holiday, Sean Kingston, Bow Wow, Run DMC, Public Enemy, 2pac, The Beastie Boys, N.W.A., Grandmaster Flash & The Furious Five,Eric B. & Rakim,Big Daddy Kane, Lil Kim, Naughty By Nature,Treacherous Three,Cypress Hill,Biz Markie Kanye West Bone Thugs-N-Harmony Notorious B.I.G Nas Missy Elliott Jay Z Dr. Dre Arrested Development Nelly Eminem Eazy E Digital Underground Slick Rick DMX Snoop Dogg Grand Wizard Theodore Common Da Brat Nappy Roots Kool Moe Dee Johnny Paycheck T.G. Sheppard Dottie West Ricky Skaggs John Conlee Mel Tillis Emmylou Harris Mark Chesnutt Diamond Rio Anne Murray Toby Keith Tim McGraw Brooks & Dunn The Dixie Chicks Clint Black Alan Jackson Patty Loveless Vince Gill John Denver Dave Dudley Carl Smith Lynn Anderson Randy Travis Bellamy Brothers Don Gibson Hank Snow Elvis Presley Garth Brooks Marty Robbins Flatt & Scruggs George Strait The Stanley Brothers Vern Gosdin Tennessee Ernie Ford Porter Wagoner George Morgan Chet Atkins Bobby Bare Hank Thompson,Gene Autry,Roy Acuff,Statler Brothers,Louvin Brothers,Red Foley,Charlie Rich,Johnny Horton,Roger Miller, Hank Williams Jr. Sonny James,Charley Pride,Ronnie Milsap,Webb Pierce,Ernest Tubb,Eddy Arnold,Ray Price,Lefty Frizzell,Dolly Parton,Kitty Wells,Buck Owens,Loretta Lynn,Tammy Wynette,Bob Wills,Conway Twitty,George Jones,Waylon Jennings,Willie Nelson,Carter Family,Bill Monroe,Jimmie Rodgers,Patsy Cline,Merle Haggard,Hank Williams,Johnny Cash

Movies:

Metropolis , The Purple Rose Of Cairo, 81/2, Persona ,Smiles of a Summer Night, Children of the Paradise, King Kong,Swing Time, Dodsworth, Finding Nemo, City of God, Talk to her, The Lord of the Rings, Kandahar, Ulysses' Gaze, Chungking Express, Drunken Master II, Pulp Fiction, Farewell My Concubine, Blow, Schindler's List, Leolo, Unforgiven, Goodfellas, Miller's Crossing, The Decalogue, Nayakan, Wings of Desire, The Fly,The Singing Detective, Brzil, Blade Runner, E.T., Raging Bull, China Town, The Godfather (all of them lol ), The Good the Bad and the Ugly, Casablanca, The Devil Wears Prada, Taxi Driver, Harry Potter, American Pie ( all of them) American Beauty,

Heroes:

I think that the only "Hero" You should have is yourself! Do what you know needs to be done! Make sure above all your happy and then make sure that those around you are happy because you can not truly make someone else happy untill you make your self happy!

My Blog

I hate it when...

I hate it when people lie to me over stupid shit! I hate it when people think that they can just walk all over me and it will be ok because I am so understanding! I hate it when my so called friends o...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 05:51:00 PST

Last Time I Checked We Were Out Of High School!

OK LAST TIME THAT I CHECKED WE WERE NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE , SO HOW COME ALL THE GIRLS ( INCLUDING MYSELF AT TIMES) AND ALL THE GUYS THAT I KNOW ARE STILL ACTING LIKE IT? TWO OF MY LONG TIME ...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 09:17:00 PST

i am so lost...

what do you do when your whole world seems to be falling apart and there is not a damn thing you can do about it  some would say to pray but i have done that for months and years and nothing has ...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:06:00 PST

Dreams

The dreams you dreamare merely imagesof a darkened soulinflicting pain on me.Drown your acceptanceand believe in me.The power of loveis all I need.The warmth of your touchthe motion, the feelentirely ...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:22:00 PST

At Night

At nightAt night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come trueAt night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's leftAt night I wish we could go to the way things wereAt night I l...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:19:00 PST

Promises made

Yesterday's goals, dim memories.Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.Painful scars borne; Love's history.Futures crumble when doubt appears.No brightly lit hope envisioned,When following after hars...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:21:00 PST

11 Rules My Mom Sent Me

An unknown speaker at a High School listed 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concep...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 03:39:00 PST

My Birthday!

Ok so its Sunday cause right now its 1:23am so my 21st  Birthday is in ONE day!!!!! ...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 10:26:00 PST

WOW

Do you know how sometimes you just want things to change.. like you need a big move or you need to change jobs or something? well, right now i want my whole life to change my name my family where i li...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:44:00 PST

Such Beautiful Words

So Manda I was thinking you know I won't promise ever living in LA in a big house over looking the river but I can promise you a house on the lake with the dogs barking and kids running wild. I won't ...
Posted by *~*Kamilah*~* on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:35:00 PST