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markoisenlightened

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About Me

marko.

i've met god across his long walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him, and god asks me, "why?" why did i cause so much pain? didn't i realize that each of us is a sacred, unique snowflake of special unique specialness? can't i see how we're all manifestations of love? i look at god behind his desk, taking notes on a pad, but god's got this all wrong. we are not special. we are not crap or trash, either. we just are. we just are, and what happens just happens. and god says, "no, that's not right." yeah. well. whatever. you can't teach god anything.

My Interests

music.
art.
love.
literature.
hallucination.
euphoria.
dreams.
sleep.
waking-up.
flying.
relaxing.
culture.
movies.
shooting stars.
denim.
ice cream.
the universe.
...in a nutshell of course.

I'd like to meet:

myself.

Music:

“Music - music that moves you - usually comes because something horrible has happened to you. It's cathartic. I think music does that better than almost any other art form, because most of our lives are about things that don't work out. ”

Movies:

"For god's sake, Mrs. Robinson. Here we are. You got me into your house. You give me a drink. You... put on music. Now you start opening up your personal life to me and tell me your husband won't be home for hours. -Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce me."

Books:

“It is not necessary that you leave the house. Remain at your table and listen. Do not even listen, only wait. Do not even wait, be wholly still and alone. The world will present itself to you for its unmasking, it can do no other, in ecstasy it will writhe at your feet.” - Franz Kafka

My Blog

07.07.07

again, cool.
Posted by markoisenlightened on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 01:41:00 PST

My Left Shoulder

I can't sleep because of this looming creature that is guilt gnawing on my shoulder. I don't know who said it, but someone did, that for every emotional pain there is an equal physical pain. Most woul...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:52:00 PST

Jeremy Fisher 1

Jeremy Fisher & the Whale                 "Jeremy Fisher, why on earth is this notebook so wet?" the mistress yelled from ...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:51:00 PST

this proves: I am the world's greatest lover...

"Your slim frameYour eager eyes and your wild maneOh they keep me where I belongAll wrapped up in wrongYou're to blameFor wasted words of sad refrainOh let them take me where they mayBelieve me when I...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 02:58:00 PST

horrible, i know.

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Posted by markoisenlightened on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 08:39:00 PST

staring at the sun.

On the night when you cross the street from your shop and your house to the cemetery, you'll hear me hailing you from inside the open grave, and you'll realize how we've always been together. I ...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 02:52:00 PST

a goodnight.

you're a lover, not a fighter... as much as you'd love to deny it.you're tough as hell, but don't need to prove it.you're good... thoroughly, and nothing but.rebelious - without cause.angry - with cau...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:23:00 PST

late-ly

"Left out in void of passion; lost in a zone of my own creation"nothing is ever as good as when it's in your head.Ideals of perfection, everlasting ____.wouldn't it be nice?it'd always be nice.it's be...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 08:38:00 PST

hide-and-go-seek.

peek-a-boo.i see you.you're standing there...smiling, just smiling.laughing like i'm an idiot.i love it, the smiles are the best part of my day.when you smile, it makes me want to rip the sky apart.yo...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 09:18:00 PST

breaking the mold.

"why don't you break the mold..?"alright, well i'll get on that.let's do it. let our names be heard, our ideas praised, our lives remembered forever."goddamn, that guy was cool."if i touch one life, i...
Posted by markoisenlightened on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 09:16:00 PST