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g☮dby. [DE5TROY]

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About Me

Fun is Fun and Done is Done.... Nobody lives forever but we all shine on.Who am i?my name is candicei love lifei am a music/art/special ed major..yes, i am busting my ass right now.i work for a Rabbimusic is my life i sing and play the pianoi am a dork i own an accordian!Im a free spirit.i like to have fun. i like to start conversations and end them just as fast.i am extremely sarcASTIC.i like to travel alot.it's always on like donkey kong.i hate george bush and everything he is about.guys are jerks.[i've found that out the hard way.i love my friends.im an outgoing person .i've never met a stranger.tattoos.piercings.i dress the way i feel that day.i'm a compulsive shopper.i'm a lover npt a fighter.i stand up for the things i believe in.i will tell you what i think.i wear my heart on my sleeve.i like to play in the rain.Things I Collectskeleton keys.music instruments.vinyl.clocks.get in touchaim or yahooburntletters6302just food for thought:ok... so i am gonna let you in on my thought process for a brief moment... I have been reading this book over and over and it hit me..It was best put by the great Henry Rollins (who i adore)and his theory was this.. "it's best not to mix the past with the present. the present paints the past with gold. the past paints the present with lead."Beautiful! I am thinking from a humanistic view nowadays...in the here and now... im tired of wasting my time mourning the past and wishing things weren't the way they were....i can't change anything from the past.... Im looking on... to the GESTALT...the whole sha-bang... the big picture...i'm tired of wasting my life being miserable... i would rather sit back when i am older and be satisfied with my life, than to look back and wonder what kind of changes i could have made in this world... im ready to live...im on my own...my final thoughts are this....... Life is going to go on whether you want it to or not... The world is still going to rotate on its axis...we will still revolve around that blazing ball we call the sun...... i'm gonna win some and im gonna lose some and im not going to wait on it... im not waiting for the world to stop anymore... im just gonna jump on and see what happens....

My Interests

photography, music, learning to weld! going to art exhibits, playing the piano, listening to intellectual people, getting letters in the mail, dying my hair, cuddling, talking hours upon hours to someone i enjoy being around, candles, scarves, warm fuzzy feelings, riding around and listening to music until i run out of gas, going to concerts, ROAD TRIPS, drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes behind starbucks, finding new books to read, striking up conversations with random people, kissing, sunflowers, mittens that fold back, romantic dinners for two, arguing with my art history teacher (I MISS YOU CARTER!!), good smells, dancing in the car for no apparent reason, falling in love and not being able to help it, talking to ashley when i havent talked to her in a while, trying new things, screaming at the top of my lungs when no one can hear me, or when no one really cares, laughing to the point that i cant breathe anymore, looking at art, researching things, learning, exploring, learning my limits, finding yours, getting all giddy inside when i get a phone call from a friend, being so happy that i cant contain myself, taking random trips to ATL, and just being me... i can dig it..CAN YOU?

I'd like to meet:

Check me out on InkedNation!people that understand these words.... "The thing is, when nothing means anything, everything is equal. Men are as good as women, Ford is the same as Chevy, apples equal oranges.... but FRIENDSHIP always means sacrifice."And of course..... marilyn monroe...salvador dali...henry rollins...ani defranco....aldous huxley...edgar allen poe...ken kesey....andy warhol.....my maker....and maybe you... can you dig it?and this kid! korean baby singing hey jude
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Music:


SOME PEOPLE ONLY LIKE THE KIND OF MUSIC THEY HEAR ON THE RADIO OR AT PARTIES...WHAT ABOUT CLASSICAL??? WHAT ABOUT JAZZ? WHAT ABOUT THE SOUND OF LEAVES BLOWING ACROSS THE ROAD?MUSIC IS EVERYWHERE...BUT HEY, THATS JUST ME.this is not in any particular order... one day i will get my act together... but it all depends on my mood.. so yeah... deal with it. eisley, Mayday Parade, elysian fields, unearth, coldplay, FRANK ZAPPA, dean martin, QUEEN!!!, Bob Dylan, Buddy Holly, pearl jam, Jeff Buckley, Portishead, broadway musicals, haha im a dork i know, Pink Floyd, snow patrol, spoon, jack johnson, ani defranco, mellencolin, smashing pumpkins, No Doubt, Lisa Loeb, Mazzy Star, Postal Service, VICTOR WOOTEN, Bright Eyes, Elefant, Man Man, Chevelle, The Fever, The Like, Moving Units, The Chemical Brothers, Modest Mouse, Franz Ferdinand, the BEATLES, uriah heep, jethro tull, Etta James, Led Zepplin, HIM, CKY, Dashboard Confessional(one song...im not a emo kid), against me, bleeding through, atreyu, Rise Against, Lamb of God, As I Lay Dying, Slayer, A Perfect Circle, misfits, Me First and the Gimme Gimmes, young jeezy, haha, Billy Talent, Opeth, Sublime, Bush, Tool, NIN, The Transplants, Green Day, Rob Zombie, beethoven, mozart, ANY AND ALL CLASSICAL,(im a music major what do you expect??) and any random music you may throw my way...and of course...

Movies:

AMERICAN HISTORY X!!!! Anarchist's Cookbook, riding the bullet, clockwork orange, Abandoned, the number 23, Requim For a Dream, Seven, PI, Idle Hands, House of 1000 Corpses, Nightmare Before X-mas, About Shmidt, SLC PuNK!, Rocky Horror Show, Chicago, Freddy VS Jason, old horror flicks, scary stuff

Television:

csi, law and order, and the news

Books:

Kurt Vonnegut, Aldous Huxley, Edgar Allen Poe, Oscar Wilde, Tom Wolf, Hemmingway, chuck Klausterman, Charles Bukowski, T.S. elliot, Henry Rollins, Ani Defranco, "grapes of wrath", the list goes on......

Heroes:

adam turla and kevin king and sarah balliet Smashlie. my memommie peachie...my FIVE moms...marilyn monroe and captain planet..... yeah..

My Blog

hide and seek

where are we?what the hell is going on?the dust has only just begun to formcrop circles in the carpetsinking feelingspin me round againand rub my eyes,this can't be happeningwhen busy streets a mess w...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Thu, 01 May 2008 07:51:00 PST

for funnsies...

ok... this is from sarah's blog...i HAD to do itLeave me your name in "add comment" and...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.3. I'll pic...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:00:00 PST

haha got ya!

Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 03:23:00 PST

confrontation

JONATHAN AND BRITTANY GODBYi will kill you both....brittany,,, dont fuckin mess with my god damn brother any fucking more you fucking slutdont cross me.... or i will break your fucking facethats allan...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 11:48:00 PST

i once had a soul

i love this I guess by the bloodstain on your lipsAnd the wander of your fingertipsI should proof true to my emptynessAnd stay hereWell I'm just a kid of ill reputeBut Steena wears my only su...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 10:15:00 PST

u-turn

so...... you're from great britain,im from fantastic americaand i got a pocket full of adjectives..... my savannah trip was AMAZING!alot of u-turnsalot of cool people and too many damn bridges.... but...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 07:47:00 PST

pirates....

are the coolestso im in savannahand went to eat at the pirate house todayblackbeard died thereit was pretty damn coolif you're ever in savannah you should check it outand i am EXTREMELY boredBIG TIMEa...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:29:00 PST

free?

The storm is coming but I don't mind. People are dying, I close my blinds. All that i know is I'm breathing now. I want to change the world...instead I sleep. I want to belie...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 02:01:00 PST

paper should beat scissors

damnittit really should...not fairit should've been MY team....the past few days have been goodindifferentbut good...the weekend was awesomei got to see alot of pretty faces i haven't seen in a whilei...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 06:55:00 PST

its starting again.

i dont know where to start   lets start with school this semester is gonna be hard but i think i can do it..... im just going to have to gather my thoughts, take a deep breath, and do it   t...
Posted by g.dby. [DE5TROY] on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 08:34:00 PST