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some modern honesty on my part

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Posted by on Mon, 11 Aug 2008 20:52:00 GMT

everything was beautiful and nothing hurt

i can't do this much more.it's not fair.i want my brother back.i want things to be different.i want to go away.i want everyone else to go away.i can't be alone for too long or i'll lose it.more so tha...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 16:17:00 GMT

walk on water or drown

i'm losing everything.everything.i'm tired of fighting everyday to keep my head on straight."don't pull the fucked up head card".oh i'm sorry baby.let me rephrase...i'm sorry that i lose my shit and e...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 12:24:00 GMT

i'm addicted

to so many things.things that can and will eventually kill me.drugs, lying, heartache.self-destruction isn't the right word but it's the first one that comes to mind.every time i commit these crimes i...
Posted by on Tue, 29 May 2007 12:49:00 GMT

you burn bright but you run out.

dear ms. james,could you help me?i'm having trouble finding the love of my life.and when you talk to patsy, you could tell her of my predicament?i need all the help i can get.i'm losing all my friends...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 11:12:00 GMT

i'll be just fine

...pretending i'm not. i'm in love.stupidly, madly, hurtfully, absolutely in love.why is love always described that way?it's like the basis of the description of the word love is "negative word + -ly"...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 19:33:00 GMT

ugly

people always sayday after daythat it's okaythey make you beautiful damaged on the insidenever breaking her stridemade of skin, bones, and pure pridethey make you stronger no one asks to be better no ...
Posted by on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 02:17:00 GMT

i love this song.

crazyi'm crazy for feeling so lonelyi'm crazycrazy for feeling so blue i knew you'd love me as long as you wantedand then someday you'd leave me for somebody new worrywhy do i let myself worry?wonderi...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 13:07:00 GMT

i'm destroying bandwith

people drive me fucking crazy.i want to kick him in the face.and i want to punch her in the stomach. i'm ready for her to be gone.and i'm ready for him to stop doing this to me.leaving with no hint of...
Posted by on Thu, 04 May 2006 02:52:00 GMT

violent tendencies of a violent femme

breaking hearts is like breaking bones...easier than sinning on sunday.you wrap those knuckles and grab a roll of quarters.it's time for a chat.alls you gotta do is walk right up to him, throw on some...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 12:24:00 GMT