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So this is me! Not much, but its something to start off with. I am a lover/hater of MySpace. I am addicted to it, but I hate the way it looks so boring! Thus the way I make my shit look like this. I am 21 years old. Married-ish/taken-ish. Well what I mean is. I am seperated, going through a divorce, but have been with my BOYFRIEND on and off for the last year. I do have a 2 year old son from my husband. Whom I absolutely ADORE & LOVE and to death. I live on this small pathetic, yet lovely, island in the middle of the Pacific called Kauai I graduated class of 2003 from Kauai High School. Probably thinking about the math there with my son, let me keep you from thinking too hard, YES I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY SON WHEN I GRADUATED!!! But so what?! I made something of my myself. I am also the Class of 2005 at Kauai Community College representing Puhi Tech Krew. I graduated with my Associates Degree in Applied Science in Electronics. I don't really have a Hometown. I was born here kinda grew up in Cali for 9 years, kinda grew up on Kauai. Along with living in Vegas for two years too. I've lived in Hanamaulu, Lihue, Puhi, Omao and now Waimea. So I guess EVERYWHERE is home to me. But for right now in my life I live Waimea. Work at Pacific Missile Range Facility (PMRF) as a Data/Display Electronic Technician. I am still going to school to earn my Bachelors Degree in Electrical Engineering . I'm a rather simple, yet complicated person. Easy to amuse yet difficult to figure out. I enjoy drinking with good friends aka (drama free people), anime, a GOOD HORROR movie, computers, web design, spending time with my BIG family, and my personal small family. I would if I could actually make the time out to work on a New project car. But life happened and time management is hard. But I love watching, participating, reading and learning everything there is to know about DRIFTING . If there is something I left at just ASK! So you see that little Devil in disguise to the right? That would be my son . His name is Nyx. He was born December 8, 2003 @ 6:28pm. He weighed in at Whomping 9lbs 3.3 ounces. I think it was an 18 hour delivery. Might I add... NO PAIN KILLERS, NO EPIDERAL. As Brandon would say... the "Non-pussy Manly" way. Everyday and in everyway he never ceases to amaze me. He learns tons of new things everyday! Shocks me everday with new sentences he can now completely say and I can completely understand. Although he IS the biggest PAIN in my ass. I love him to death. Sure I can be a bias mom, but honestly.. I mean seriously... MY SON IS THE BEST THING TO HAPPEN TO HAWAII SINCE SPAM!. Ok so maybe I'm a lil too bias, but can you help it? Most proud mom's think their kids are the best. Thats just MY way. He attends school on base at the Child Development Center (CDC). Although his dad are I are going through a divorce. The love for him has NEVER dwindled. No matter what others may think. My son is loved by EVERYONE believe me. He loves EVERYTHING that has to do with Cars. So can't think of what to get my son, just think cars. It makes him unbelievebly giddy. Like his mom and dad, he also watches car videos, drift clips and just sitting around to watch his two favorite movies Fast and the Furious and 2 Fast 2 Furious So sickening! I HATE BOTH THOSE MOVIES! DAMN POSERS But wait till the new Pixar movie Cars comes out... I'll probably watch that about 500 times before he turns 3. He has the 2 BEST Godparents, Naomi and Devin. 5 Uncles & 2 Aunties. Along with atleast 8 "makeshift" Uncles. Did I mention how much the Kauai High School Cheerleaders adore him too? He LOVES the attention and love he gets from everyone. He ISN'T one to be camera shy. He&..39;s the most conceited person.. yes person, not baby, but person I know in this whole world. Being in front of the camera is his second favorite thing. I think it's pretty obvious my son is my WHOLE WORLD! The only person I cannot live without. When my life was going down the drain and I felt that I wouldn't live long enough to see my 21st birthday yet alone make it to my high school graduation, he came along. Nyx showed me the brighter side of this world. He gave me the reason for why we live in this cruel unforgiving world. He's given me more than a reason to wake up in the morning. But a meaning to my life too. He is the essence of why I continue to fight and struggle to continue my education, to fight for that better job and to give him the GREAT life he deserves. So for ANYONE who wants to talk shit and call me a bad mom... FUCK YOU. Ok so... I'm dating this weirdo too. Let's see... me and him have a rather interesting history. Wait Wait let me start off by saying this.... I NEVER LEFT MY HUSBAND TO BE WITH HIM. PRESTON CAME AFTER ALL THE SHIT WITH MY HUSBAND AND I WENT DOWN!! Ok so because of my religion credits I was held back a year because I was shy 2 credits to be a senior. But I had Spanish 2 with Preston that year. He was a senior and I was a junior. I was checking him out back them. BUT we hung out with very different groups. I was the alcoholic skater/druggie and of course he was one of those weird aloha print wearing weirdos . Kinda strange that we both thought of eachother as weirdos/freaks in highschool... stupid groups. So obviously we wouldn't/couldn't inter-mingle. But when he graduated I figured I'd never see him again. By chance we had both took Electronics at KCC. I was FAT and bloated my first semester... come on I was in my 3rd trimester in school. We didn't talk much, but did check each other out. ALOT. Our 2nd year through the program we talked more and became friends. Shit went down with my husband that made the final straw after 3 years. We seperated and Preston was the friend I went to to cry and relieve stress. Things just built off from there. It's weird how things work out. Something I've never told him, but I know he will read now. In high school I remember just seeing him and wishing/wondering if two complete opposites could really be happy together. I used to wonder what it would be like to be with someone "like" him. Even though there are some unspoken dramas that went down between us, only few know. I really am happy with him. I know there are people that want to rain on my parade because they are Dubie Supporters But you guys honestly know JACK SHIT You DONT know the full story between me and Dubie's failed marriage and you really don't know the true reasons why I am with Preston But if you bitches don't take the time to ask me, then fuck it I dont care. So a couple months ago Preston borrowed this Jack Johnson cd from one of his co-workers. Now the music this guy sings isn't really my cup of tea. But I'm open to listening to something new. But it's his song, Better Together that made me fall in love with him..(the singer, not my boyfriend.) From the small things to the BIG THINGS everything feels better doing them with Preston. I don't know how to exactly explain it, but with him things feel.....right. Like where he and I are at in our relationshiop and life is meant to be If people hate that I am happy this way. I don't care anymore. I am NOT looking for someone to replace my son's dad. But I found someone to fill that empty void in my heart. My son already has his dad. With Preston he gained a friend. I love being with both of them. It those times together that I actually feel like things are going right I DONT feel like a complete failure. I no longer want to waste my time and energy being upset at people and holding grudges. I'd rather use that time and energy with my son and Preston. If after all this people hate me because they are ignorant, naive and jealous I dont care, because you guys are no longer worth it.